Why does this generation seek a sign?

 

 Then the Pharisees came out and began to dispute with Him, seeking from Him a sign from heaven, testing Him.  But He sighed deeply in His spirit, and said, "Why does this generation seek a sign?  Assuredly, I say to you, no sign shall be given to this generation."

 

 And He left them, and getting into the boat again, departed to the other side.  Now the disciples had forgotten to take bread, and they did not have more than one loaf with them in the boat.  Then He charged them, saying, "Take heed, beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod."  And they reasoned among themselves, saying, "It is because we have no bread."  But Jesus, being aware of it, said to them, "Why do you reason because you have no bread?  Do you not yet perceive nor understand?  Is your heart still hardened?  Having eyes, to you not see?  And having ears, do you not hear?  And do you not remember?  When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  They said to Him, "Twelve."  Also, when I broke the seven for the four thousand, how many large baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  And they said, "Seven."  So He said to them, "How is it you do not understand?"  

 

Then He came to Bethsaida; and they brought a blind man to Him, and begged Him to touch him.  So He took the blind man by the hand and led him out of the town.  And when He had spit on his eyes and put His hands on him, He asked him if he saw anything.  And he looked up and said, "I see men like trees, walking."  Then He put His hands on his eyes again and made him look up. And he was restored and saw everyone clearly.  Then He sent him away to his house, saying, "Neither go into the town, nor tell anyone in the town."

 

- Mark 8:11–26 

 

Yesterday we read that, in those days, the multitude being very great and having nothing to eat, Jesus called His disciples to Him and said to them, "I have compassion on the multitude, because they have now continued with Me three days and have nothing to eat.  And if I send them away hungry to their own houses, they will faint on the way; for some of them have come from afar."  Then His disciples answered Him, "How can one satisfy these people with bread here in the wilderness?"  He asked them, "How many loaves do you have?"  And they said, "Seven."  So He commanded the multitude to sit down on the ground.  And He took the seven loaves and gave thanks, broke them and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and they set them before the multitude.  They also had a few small fish; and having blessed them, He said to set them also before them.  So they ate and were filled, and they took up seven large baskets of leftover fragments.  Now those who had eaten were about four thousand.  And He sent them away, immediately got into the boat with His disciples, and came to the region of Dalmanutha. 

 

  Then the Pharisees came out and began to dispute with Him, seeking from Him a sign from heaven, testing Him.  But He sighed deeply in His spirit, and said, "Why does this generation seek a sign?  Assuredly, I say to you, no sign shall be given to this generation."  My study Bible explains that a sign from heaven means a spectacular display of power.  The time of the Messiah among the Jews was expected to be accompanied by signs, but these hypocrites have not recognized the signs already being performed because their hearts were hardened, and they ignored the works happening all around them.  In St. Matthew's telling of this episode, Jesus refers to this "adulterous generation," meaning one unfaithful to God.  My study Bible notes that Jesus refuses to prove Himself in a spectacular way, for a sign is never given to people whose motive is to test God.  

 

  And He left them, and getting into the boat again, departed to the other side.  Now the disciples had forgotten to take bread, and they did not have more than one loaf with them in the boat.  Then He charged them, saying, "Take heed, beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod."  And they reasoned among themselves, saying, "It is because we have no bread."  But Jesus, being aware of it, said to them, "Why do you reason because you have no bread?  Do you not yet perceive nor understand?  Is your heart still hardened?  Having eyes, to you not see?  And having ears, do you not hear?  And do you not remember?  When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  They said to Him, "Twelve."  Also, when I broke the seven for the four thousand, how many large baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  And they said, "Seven."  So He said to them, "How is it you do not understand?"  Leaven is a word meaning a natural yeast, which transforms dough by an internal enzymatic process.  Jesus uses it as a metaphor for the influence of particular behaviors and attitudes.  My study Bible comments that the leaven of the Pharisees is their doctrine (Matthew 16:12) and their hypocrisy (Luke 12:1).  In Scripture, my study Bible points out, "leaven" is used both positively (as in Matthew 13:33) and negatively, as it is here.  In either case, it says, leaven symbolizes  force powerful enough -- and often subtle enough -- to permeate and effect everything around it (see 1 Corinthians 5:6-8).

 

 Then He came to Bethsaida; and they brought a blind man to Him, and begged Him to touch him.  So He took the blind man by the hand and led him out of the town.  And when He had spit on his eyes and put His hands on him, He asked him if he saw anything.  And he looked up and said, "I see men like trees, walking."  Then He put His hands on his eyes again and made him look up. And he was restored and saw everyone clearly.  Then He sent him away to his house, saying, "Neither go into the town, nor tell anyone in the town."  My study Bible explains that as the people of Bethsaida were unbelieving (Matthew 11:21), Jesus leads the man out of the town to heal him, so that the people would not scoff at this miracle and bring upon themselves greater condemnation.  This is furthermore a story about faith in that the blind man was healed in stages, indicating that he had a small amount of faith to begin with, as healing occurs according to one's faith (Mark 6:5-6).  But this little faith was enough, and it increased with the touch of Christ.  His command not to return to the town, according to my study Bible, symbolizes that we must not return to our sins once we've been forgiven.  This story can also be read another way.  In the case of Jairus and his daughter, Jesus put the unbelievers outside of the home (those who ridiculed Him) and took with Him His disciples strongest in faith, the "inner circle" of Peter, James, and John, in order to shore up the faith of the little girl's parents.  Again, since the working of Christ's power is dependent upon faith, Jesus may also have taken this man out of the town in order to strengthen his faith, and separate him from those who would scoff.

 

Today's entire reading gives us a teaching about spiritual understanding, and its growth -- or lack of it -- within us.  In the first instance, we get a taste of Jesus' seeming exasperation with the slowness even of His own chosen disciples.  For despite two separate feeding miracles (see this reading and yesterday's reading, above), when Jesus speaks to them metaphorically of the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod, they believe that somehow He's complaining to them that they forgot to bring adequate bread with them.  Considering the miraculous feeding first of five thousand men (and more women and children) in the wilderness from a few loaves, and then the second miraculous feeding of four thousand -- again from a few loaves -- this is an astounding assumption!  Jesus spells it out for them, going through the details of those miraculous multiplications of pieces of bread, seemingly marveling and wondering, "How is it you do not understand?"  This story appearing in the Gospels does us the great favor of knowing that even Jesus' disciples can be astoundingly slow to grasp faith, the working of Christ's power, and even in understanding His metaphors and parables.  If they are remarkably slow in today's reading (especially considering these recent miracles of the multiplications of loaves of bread by thousands), then it gives everyone hope for our own slowness to grasp the things of faith, the things God may be showing us in our lives, desiring for us to understand the things that can be painfully out of our reach.  There are times in life when God seems to repeat a hard lesson for us to learn, sometimes one can look back and realize that a particular lesson was decades in the making, our own growth remarkably slow in hindsight.  Nevertheless, this is part of what makes us only human.  It's our lot to grow, sometimes through painful understanding and difficult experience.  And, as we are all disciples if we are believers, Christ offers us spiritual understanding we need to learn, for a "learner" is what a disciple is.  Contrary to some assumptions, none of us is born with perfect faith; even for the saints, faith is a growth process, an evolution of an open heart to God, a willingness to accept and understand, and the deep need for humility to come to terms with God and where God leads us contrary to our own expectations and desires.  The story of the blind man living among the town of Bethsaida where people refuse to have faith in Christ despite the "mighty works" done among them is another illustration of the process of growth in faith.  We all might live in environments where faith is difficult, either due to those who scoff at it, or perhaps we're surrounded by nominal believers who honor God with their lips, but whose hearts are far away.  In any case, the Gospels give us many examples where faith, even contrary to Jesus' expectations, doesn't exist, such as in His hometown of Nazareth (in this reading).  There are many varied reasons and explanations for why faith doesn't take hold in someone's heart, from false expectations, prejudices, heretical beliefs, emotional binds and holds on their perception, habits, and just plain inconvenience, to a desire not to face what sacrifice it might take to truly accept God's path for them, even the changing image of themselves among the society.  One thing the Gospels make very clear is the role that hypocrisy plays in keeping people from God, putting on a show of piety while inwardly a hardened heart remains untouched.  All of these things remain with us, and even more influences today.  But the Gospels give us the truth, and don't sugarcoat it, when we read about the struggles for faith, even among Christ's own chosen disciples.  We'll never forget, either, the outright betrayal He will experience from one of the Twelve.  So, in short, there is hope for all of us and no need to be discouraged, for God is patient and God's mercy greater than we could hope.  But on the other hand, there is a price to pay for the refusal of grace; we lose what we could have gained, and our hearts grow further away from understanding, sometimes with difficult consequences.  In fact, in the perspective of the Bible, the difficult consequences are things to be grateful for, for we can learn from them (1 Corinthians 5:3-5).  A too-easy life can result in a failure with a far worse consequence (see the parable of the Rich Man and Lazarus).  In the end of today's reading, Jesus tells the healed blind man who has recovered his sight, "Neither go into the town, nor tell anyone in the town."  We recall that He has also warned His disciples in the Sermon on the Mount, "Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces" (Matthew 7:6).  Sometimes we're not to tempt those who refuse faith with our joy and good news, for our own good. Nonetheless, there always remains God's open gift of mercy for those who will come to receive.  All of these lessons open up to us the mysteries of the heart, the place where we may grasp -- or reject -- God.  Jesus asks, "Why does this generation seek a sign?"  They demand to be convinced first; Jesus has to prove to them -- for their arbitrary standards -- who He is.  But that's not the way that faith works, and that's not His mission.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

How is it you do not understand?

 

 Then the Pharisees came out and began to dispute with Him, seeking from Him a sign from heaven, testing Him.  But He sighed deeply in His spirit, and said, "Why does this generation seek a sign?  Assuredly, I say to you, no sign shall be given to this generation."  And He left them, and getting into the boat again, departed to the other side.  Now the disciples had forgotten to take bread, and they did not have more than one loaf with them in the boat.  Then He charged them, saying, "Take heed, beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod."   And they reasoned among themselves, saying, "It is because we have no bread."  But Jesus, being aware of it, said to them, "Why do you reason because you have no bread?  Do you not yet perceive nor understand?  Is your heart still hardened?  Having eyes, do you not see?  And having ears, do you not hear?  And do you not remember?  When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  They said to Him, "Twelve."  "Also, when I broke the seven for the four thousand, how many large baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  And they said, "Seven."  So He said to them, "How is it you do not understand?" 

 

- Mark 8:11–21 

 

On Saturday we read that, in those days, the multitude being very great and having nothing to eat, Jesus called His disciples to Him and said to them, "I have compassion on the multitude, because they have now continued with Me three days and have nothing to eat.  And if I send them away hungry to their own houses, they will faint on the way; for some of them have come from afar."  Then His disciples answered Him, "How can one satisfy these people with bread here in the wilderness?"  He asked them, "How many loaves do you have?"  And they said, "Seven."  So He commanded the multitude to sit down on the ground.  And He took the seven loaves and gave thanks, broke them and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and they set them before the multitude.  They also had a few small fish; and having blessed them, He said to set them also before them.  So they ate and were filled, and they took up seven large baskets of leftover fragments.  Now those who had eaten were about four thousand.  And He sent them away, immediately got into the boat with His disciples, and came to the region of Dalmanutha.

 

  Then the Pharisees came out and began to dispute with Him, seeking from Him a sign from heaven, testing Him.  But He sighed deeply in His spirit, and said, "Why does this generation seek a sign?  Assuredly, I say to you, no sign shall be given to this generation."  And He left them, and getting into the boat again, departed to the other side.  Now the disciples had forgotten to take bread, and they did not have more than one loaf with them in the boat.  Then He charged them, saying, "Take heed, beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod."   And they reasoned among themselves, saying, "It is because we have no bread."  But Jesus, being aware of it, said to them, "Why do you reason because you have no bread?  Do you not yet perceive nor understand?  Is your heart still hardened?  Having eyes, do you not see?  And having ears, do you not hear?  And do you not remember?  When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  They said to Him, "Twelve."  "Also, when I broke the seven for the four thousand, how many large baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  And they said, "Seven."  So He said to them, "How is it you do not understand?"  Once again, has Jesus has returned to Jewish territory (in our recent readings, Jesus has spent much time evading the Pharisees as He was in the Gentile region of Tyre and Sidon, and then the Greco-Roman culture of the Decapolis).  So, in today's reading, we again feel the influence and scrutiny of the Pharisees, whom Jesus had quite possibly been evading after His last dispute with them.  My study Bible comments that the leaven of the Pharisees to which Jesus refers is their doctrine (Matthew 16:12) and their hypocrisy (Luke 12:1).  In Scripture, it points out, "leaven" is used both positively and negatively.  A positive example is in the parable of the Leaven found in Matthew 13:33.  Most often, however, it is found as a negative image, as in this case.  But, either way, my study Bible says, leaven symbolizes a force which is powerful enough -- and frequently subtle enough -- to permeate and affect everything around it (see 1 Corinthians 5:6-8).  

We note how seemingly slow the disciples are to understand Jesus' language, and what He is driving at.  It's almost a comical scene, a sort of play on words, to see how Jesus is speaking of leaven as a metaphor for the Pharisees' subtle, permeating influence as they demand a sign, while the disciples are focused on the mundane matters of organizing this ever-moving ministry.  "It is because we have no bread," they reason among themselves.  "He must be upset because we have no bread!"  We can all picture ourselves in such circumstances:  while we're busy trying to organize and follow a plan, the one with the real vision is trying to tell us something much, much more significant.  Indeed, part of the somewhat comical nature of what we read here today is just simply that which follows in Jesus' perhaps incredulous reminder to them of the two (not just one, but two!) feedings in the wilderness which they've so recently experienced.  We notice how Jesus goes through it piece by piece, and step by step, to work them through remembering what they seem to fail to grasp here:  "When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  They said to Him, "Twelve."  "Also, when I broke the seven for the four thousand, how many large baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  And they said, "Seven."  It's like they are children who really, really need to be led bit by bit into this lesson.  We can almost hear the plaintive note in Christ's question that follows:  "How is it you do not understand?"  While in a completely rational and quasi-perfect world, in which every experience would lead to a completely logical conclusion, this might seem a little much.  But in terms of the true experience of human beings and the way our minds tend to work, this does not at all sound unusual.  In fact, what the Gospels give us so frequently, as perfect teaching tool, is a mirror of the common things we all do and experience, and even the difficulties of grasping the truly extraordinary nature of our faith. For, at heart, really, is not so much the miraculous nature of the feedings which Christ has given with meager resources to multiply, and through which we're given an early glimpse of the Eucharist, and so much more.  Rather, the depth of the matter here is the almost unbelievable concept that God became human, that the Man they know as Jesus, as their Teacher, is also divine.  How can our minds grasp this, really?  We might know it as an intellectual concept, as a given tenet of the faith, but in terms of really getting a hold of just how contradictory the concept is, it would in truth be hard to underestimate this reconciliation of impossible antithetical things in one Person.  And that is really the ever-continuing drama of our faith in the world.  It remains with us as the "stumbling block to the Jews and foolishness to the Greeks" in St. Pauls' words (1 Corinthians 1:23).  It's not just the Crucifixion that gives us this stumbling block and foolishness, but the whole of the almost stupefyingly difficult concept of the 'irreconcilable reconciled' in Christ Himself -- that God became human. No matter what the disciples have truly experienced in their day-to-day, hands on, time-bound material experience of life with Jesus, they still have not been able to process this extraordinary but nonetheless true picture of the reality which God has offered us in the Person and ministry of Jesus Christ.  It is the very thing at the heart of every struggle we might have with our faith, no matter what it is.  The disciples themselves passed out the bread to thousands of people from a handful of loaves, twice.  And yet, they still do not have the eyes to see nor the ears to hear the true message here:  that the things they think they know of their faith, the reality the Pharisees would present to them undermining the ministry of Christ by demanding a convincing sign,  is a kind of poisonous influence, and one that seeks to take away the gift of Christ's true reality presented to the world.  It is similar to Christ's response to St. Peter, when he cannot accept the message of the Crucifixion, later in this chapter.  Jesus' response is, "Get behind Me, Satan! For you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men" (Mark 8:33). It is perhaps more dramatic, but yet another instance where it is the divinity of Christ that is the stumbling block, for it is only in that understanding that we know the Crucifixion will serve as the trampling of death by death.  Here, Jesus refers to the leaven of the Pharisees, the doubtful, insidious chipping away at our capacity for grasping the things of God, the gifts inherent in the paradox of Jesus and His ministry.  Jesus asks, seemingly bewildered, "How is it you do not understand?"  It is as if we hear God asking, how He could do so much to show us, His creatures,  God's reality, and yet we still don't get it.  But it is a question we always need to ponder for ourselves, for so often we lose sight of the importance of this noetic capability within ourselves -- the place of spiritual eyes and ears -- and the need to strengthen our capacity for faith through the practices we inherit from our traditions:  prayer, worship, liturgy, the saints, the angels, and the whole reality of God within Whom "we live and move and have our being" (Acts 17:28).  How could Jesus multiply loaves and fish to feed a multitude two times?  How can God become human?  How do we understand the paradox of faith?  This is where we start and where we finish, and it is the place to which we always return.  It is the place where we need to come to find Him, and even paradoxically, to truly find ourselves, the Alpha and Omega of life. 

 

 

I have compassion on the multitude, because they have now continued with Me three days and have nothing to eat

 

 Jesus departed from there, skirted the Sea of Galilee, and went up on the mountain and sat down there.  Then great multitudes came to Him, having with them the lame, blind, mute, maimed, and many others; and they laid them down at Jesus' feet, and He healed them.  So the multitude marveled when they saw the mute speaking, the maimed made whole, the lame walking, and the blind seeing; and they glorified the God of Israel.

Now Jesus called His disciples to Himself and said, "I have compassion on the multitude, because they have now continued with Me three days and have nothing to eat.  And I do not want to send them away hungry, lest they faint on the way."  Then His disciples said to Him, "Where could we get enough bread in the wilderness to fill such a great multitude?"  Jesus said to them, "How many loaves do you have?"  And they said, "Seven, and a few little fish."  So He commanded the multitude to sit down on the ground.  And He took the seven loaves and the fish and gave thanks, broke them and gave them to His disciples; and the disciples gave to the multitude.  So they all ate and were filled, and they took up seven large baskets full of the fragments that were left.  Now those who ate were four thousand men, besides women and children.  And He sent away the multitude, got into the boat, and came to the region of Magdala.

 

- Matthew 15:29-39 

 

Yesterday we read that Jesus departed to the Gentile region of Tyre and Sidon.  And behold, a woman of Canaan came from that region and cried out to Him, saying, "Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David!  My daughter is severely demon-possessed."  But He answered her not a word.  And His disciples came and urged Him, saying, "Send her away, for she cries out after us."  But He answered and said, "I was not sent except to the lost sheep of the house of Israel."  Then she came and worshiped Him, saying, "Lord, help me!"  But He answered and said, "It is not good to take the children's bread and throw it to the little dogs."  And she said, "Yes, Lord, yet even the little dogs eat the crumbs which fall from their masters' table."  Then Jesus answered and said to her, "O woman, great is your faith!  Let it be to you as you desire."  And her daughter was healed from that very hour.

 

Jesus departed from there, skirted the Sea of Galilee, and went up on the mountain and sat down there.  Then great multitudes came to Him, having with them the lame, blind, mute, maimed, and many others; and they laid them down at Jesus' feet, and He healed them.  So the multitude marveled when they saw the mute speaking, the maimed made whole, the lame walking, and the blind seeing; and they glorified the God of Israel.  My study Bible comments that Christ's healing of the multitudes here shows that these Jews actually had less faith than the Canaanite woman (of yesterday's reading; see above).  St. John Chrysostom notes that Christ healed that woman's daughter "with much delay, but these immediately, because she is more faithful than they.  He delays with her to reveal her perseverance, while here He bestows the gift immediately to stop the mouths of the unbelieving Jews."

 

 Now Jesus called His disciples to Himself and said, "I have compassion on the multitude, because they have now continued with Me three days and have nothing to eat.  And I do not want to send them away hungry, lest they faint on the way."  Then His disciples said to Him, "Where could we get enough bread in the wilderness to fill such a great multitude?"  Jesus said to them, "How many loaves do you have?"  And they said, "Seven, and a few little fish."  So He commanded the multitude to sit down on the ground.  And He took the seven loaves and the fish and gave thanks, broke them and gave them to His disciples; and the disciples gave to the multitude.  So they all ate and were filled, and they took up seven large baskets full of the fragments that were left.  Now those who ate were four thousand men, besides women and children.  And He sent away the multitude, got into the boat, and came to the region of Magdala.   Jesus has already fed a multitude in Matthew 14:22-33.  That feeding was for a crowd of five thousand men and more women and children.  Here, there are four thousand men, besides women and children.  So these are separate and distinct miracles.  My study Bible comments that the variance in the number of loaves is significant.  In the first feeding, there were five loaves, which symbolizes the Law.  Here, there are seven.  Seven symbolizes completeness, a fullness -- here it indicates spiritual perfection.  So, in the first instance, Christ revealed Himself as fulfilling the Law, while here He shows that it is He who grants spiritual perfection.  My study Bible also notes that these crowds had been with Christ for three days, the number of days that He will rest in the tomb.  It says that participation in Christ's perfection can only come through being united to His death (see Romans 6:3-5). 

 

What do we feed ourselves with?  Jesus calls Himself the bread of heaven, and the "bread of God" (John 6:33, 50-51).  When we take the Eucharist, from the earliest times of the Church it was understood that we feed ourselves with Him (John 6:51-56).  So the notion of food, and of feeding, is central to our faith and our concepts of our faith in Christ, as offered to us by Him.  These separate feeding miracles of the five thousand and four thousand are central to the Gospels.  They are images of God from the Old Testament, who fed the Israelites as they followed Moses in the wilderness, going (or we might even say meandering) toward the Promised Land.  The "bread from heaven" of the Old Testament (Exodus 6) is a landmark event, and so are these two feedings by Jesus in the wilderness.  The first (Matthew 14:13-21) took place among a distinctly Jewish population, and has overtones (as explained in the notes from my study Bible quoted above) of the Torah, the giving of the Law.  The miracle in today's reading takes place after Jesus has praised the faith of a Canaanite woman (see yesterday's reading, above), and in a region of mixed populations of Gentiles and Jews (although those who follow Jesus we presume are Jews).  But the numbers, as my study Bible noted above, suggest more symbolism and meaning.  There is first of all the seven loaves, and seven has been explained as a number of fullness or completion.   There is also the number four thousand, a large number based on four which suggests the four points of the compass, all the world -- and also the four points of the Cross, which will go out to the world.  When we put these meanings together, we should think of the understanding that there is one place where we go which can feed the entire world, one Person to whom we turn who can give us the bread of heaven that is meant for all people.  There is One who can serve a world with the completeness of what spiritual perfection is and means -- and who may continue to offer that to all people.  There is One in whom we find that fullness, for -- as He has said in speaking of Himself as the bread of heaven -- He has given His flesh for the life of the world (John 6:33, 51), and He continues to give us the true food for the life of the world.  Because His is completion, perfection, an "end" which means that absolutely all things are included, His work continues and His food continues to feed us, for He is the beginning and the end, who is and was and is to come (Revelation 1:8).  His is the perfection we seek, the place we go in our need.  In a consumerist world, in which we are offered so many choices of what we will consume --  what news, what entertainment, what beliefs, what slogans, what information, what politics, what attitudes, and all manner of mores, ethics, values -- let us be discerning about what it is we choose to take in, what it is we feed on.  Christ has already offered us Himself, and He keeps on giving.   He should be our first stop, the One from whom we are guided through all the rest of what we think we need, and what really nurtures our lives.  He is our compassionate Savior, who loves us enough to give His life for us, and for the world. 

 

 

 

Bread in the wilderness

 Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught.  And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while."  For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.  So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.  But the multitudes saw them departing, and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities.  They arrived before them and came together to Him.  And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.  When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late.  Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat."  But He answered and said to them, "You give them something to eat."  And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?"  But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have?  Go and see."  And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish."  Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass.  So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties.  And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.  So they all ate and were filled.  And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish.  Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men.

Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away.  And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray. 

- Mark 6:30-46

In yesterday's reading, we read that King Herod heard of Jesus, for His name had become well known.  And he said, "John the Baptist is risen from the dead, and therefore these powers are at work in him."  Others said, "It is Elijah."  And others said, "It is the Prophet, or like one of the prophets."  But when Herod heard, he said, "This is John, whom I beheaded; he has been raised from the dead!"  For Herod himself had sent and laid hold of John, and bound him in prison for the sake of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife, for he had married her.  Because John had said to Herod, "It is not lawful for you to have your brother's wife."  Therefore Herodias held it against him and wanted to kill him, but she could not; for Herod feared John, knowing that he was a just and holy man, and he protected him.  And when he heard him, he did many things, and heard him gladly.  Then an opportune day came when Herod on his birthday gave a feast for his nobles, the high officers, and the chief men of Galilee.  And when Herodias' daughter herself came in and danced, and pleased Herod and those who sat with him, the king said to the girl, "Ask me whatever you want, and I will give it to you."  He also swore to her, "Whatever you ask me, I will give you, up to half my kingdom."  So she went out and said to her mother, "What shall I ask?"  And she said, "The head of John the Baptist!"  Immediately she came in with haste to the king and asked, saying, "I want you to give me at once the head of John the Baptist on a platter."  And the king was exceedingly sorry; yet, because of the oaths and because of those who sat with him, he did not want to refuse her.  Immediately the king sent an executioner and commanded his head to be brought.  And he went and beheaded him in prison, brought his head on a platter, and gave it to the girl, and the girl gave it to her mother.  When his disciples heard of it, they came and took away his corpse and laid it in a tomb.

 Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught.  And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while."  For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.   The apostles have returned from their first mission.   My study bible points out that the word apostle, which means "one who is sent," a messenger, "is used frequently in the epistles but is rare in the gospels.  It designates an official representative authorized to carry out a specific mission."  It adds, "Jesus gives the disciples time to rest a while.  They have just returned from a demanding assignment -- preaching, healing and casting out demons -- and it is time for solitude."  Mark's Gospel continues to give us a picture of a very busy ministry:  they did not even have time to eat.

So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.  But the multitudes saw them departing, and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities.  They arrived before them and came together to Him.  And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.   Solitude does not seem possible.  Jesus' fame is so great that now people run in anticipation to where they believe He's going; they recognize Him wherever He is.  But the Gospel again tells us details:  here, we're given to understand this behavior.  The multitude is like sheep not having a shepherd.  They need Christ and what He has to teach them, what He offers.

When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late.  Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat."  But He answered and said to them, "You give them something to eat."  Jesus takes His apostles one step further in their missionary journey.  His is a challenge in their ministry:  "you give them something to eat."

And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?"  But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have?  Go and see."  And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish."  Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass.  So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties.  And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.  So they all ate and were filled.  And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish.  Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men.  My study bible says, "The disciples learn a great lesson here:  whatever they have is enough to feed the people, whether physically or spiritually.  God can multiply our resources so that everyone can be filled.  But we must participate in His grace.  Christ, along with the Father, blesses the loaves, but the disciples distribute them."  The twelve baskets left over is symbolic for each apostle:  they will continue to feed those who come and need shepherding.  The numbering of five thousand men is a cultural custom:  there were more women and children present (Matt. 14:21).

Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away.  And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray.  It's a momentous time, a turning point, and we know so by the fact that Jesus went away by Himself to pray.  The disciples return to their familiar ground of Bethsaida, home to Peter and Andrew.

It is a great turning point in Jesus' ministry.  In some sense, He's testing out the disciples.  As apostles, they've been "sent out"  on their first mission.   He's heard about it, but the crowds intervene.  There are masses of people who need Christ's help.  The demand is so great that the apostles themselves "don't even have time to eat."  There is a whole world that is clamoring for what Jesus has to offer, and the crowds are like sheep without a shepherd.  The demand is great.  There is clearly a call here for mission, for the mission of the apostles into the world.  Even in this deserted place, a crowd gathers, even in anticipation of Jesus, and He offers His teaching.  But the food in the wilderness is something more.  When tempted Himself in the wilderness, Jesus quoted from Deuteronomy 8:3:  “It is written, ‘Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God.’”  We are given to understand that the teachings of Christ, His word, is food for us.  We remember that when Jesus called these disciples from the fishing town of Bethsaida, He told them that He would make them fishers of men.  Here in the wilderness is bread and fish, meant to feed a multitude, and coming from Christ through the hands of His disciples.  His ministry works through human beings and what they have as resources.  The turning point here is an understanding of the need for self-reliance in the future, or rather, the need for Church, and reliance on Father, Son and Spirit, working through the Church, in the future.  In this light, my study bible's note is important, when it tells us that the disciples learn an important lesson:  whatever they have is enough to feed the people, whether physically or spiritually.  There will be a time when He's not present in the flesh with them, and they must learn now to trust to God, and use what resources they have, to spread this ministry, to feed the people who are all like sheep without a shepherd.  In the parable of the Talents, Jesus will teach what we are to be about when He is gone.  Here, in the feeding with bread and fish in the wilderness, we learn about the use of our talents and what is at hand:  fishermen distribute the gifts of fish, multiplied by the Spirit, and the bread which symbolizes the word of God by which we truly live and are given life in abundance.  These twelve baskets left over of fish and fragments of bread teach us about our lives here and now -- that whatever we have is where we start, and with God's help, we, too, can distribute, and feed and multiply.  Bread in the wilderness teaches us about Church:  we start where we are and with what we have, we live by God's word, and the Spirit teaches and multiplies.  Wherever we are, whatever we have at hand, whatever need arises, let us remember this sense of mission and ministry.  In this context, all of life becomes ministry, in whatever wilderness we find ourselves, with His help.

You give them something to eat

Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught. And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while." For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat. So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves. But the multitudes saw them departing, and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities. They arrived before them and came together to Him. And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd. So He began to teach them many things. When the day was not far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late. Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat." But He answered and said to them, "You give them something to eat." And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?" But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have? Go and see." And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish." Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass. So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties. And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all. So they all ate and were filled. And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish. Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men. Immediately he made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away. And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray.

- Mark 6:30-46

In yesterday's reading, we learned that Herod Antipas, king of the Galilean region, had heard of Jesus, and was afraid. He thought, "John the Baptist is risen from the dead, and therefore these powers are at work in him." Mark gave us a sort of "flashback" to the death of John the Baptist. John was imprisoned by Herod Antipas, because he criticized the marriage of Herod to Herodias, his living brother's former wife. But the king secretly feared John and knew him to be a holy man. He was perplexed by the things John told him, but he enjoyed hearing him. On the day of his birthday, the king held a party with all the nobles and best people in Galilee. Herodias' daughter danced, and the king pledged an oath to her before all his guests, making an extravagant promise. "Whatever you ask me, I will give you, up to half my kingdom." So she went out and said to her mother, "What shall I ask?" And she said, "The head of John the Baptist!" The girl made the request as she was told. And the king was exceedingly sorry; yet, because of the oaths and because of those who sat with him, he did not want to refuse her. Immediately the king sent an executioner and commanded his head to be brought. And he went and beheaded him in prison, brought his head on a platter, and gave it to the girl; and the girl gave it to her mother. When his disciples heard of it, they came and took away his corpse and laid it in a tomb.

Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught. And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while." For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat. So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves. While we note here the importance of rest suggested by Christ, we can go even further into our understanding of Christ's relationship to His disciples. They report all the things that have happened on their first mission, in which they were sent out two by two. But Christ's emphasis here is on care, not on their performance. He wishes them to take care of themselves, not work themselves to death; His loving relationship is not based on how hard they are working but rather on an integral, full understanding of what it is to bear fruits for the kingdom, to be fully human in relationship to Christ. God loves the fullness of who we are, including all our needs for rest and periodic withdrawal. Withdrawal for prayer with Him can be our greatest tool for renewing our energies; this time for nurturing and care is also a part of a loving relationship to Christ. We don't prove anything or gain His love by overworking -- even with "good works." One prayer of St. John Chrysostom, appearing in liturgy across denominations, also includes these powerful understandings of relationship ("when two or three are gathered together in His name you will be in the midst of them") and especially the way in which our petitions are answered: "Fulfill now, O Lord, our desires and petitions as may be best for us." Discipline and nurturing are both part of loving care. We may also need the discipline to rest when commanded to.

But the multitudes saw them departing, and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities. They arrived before them and came together to Him. Once again, however, Mark records for us Jesus' great fame. He cannot escape from the crowds no matter how He tries! Here, the multitudes arrive even before Jesus and the apostles get to where the deserted place they are headed.

And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd. So He began to teach them many things. Jesus is moved with compassion for this crowd, because they are like sheep without a shepherd -- and He has come first for the "lost sheep of the house of Israel." Note that His compassion is not expressed in any form of answer to complaints or lack of material care. His compassion is expressed in feeding them spiritual food, the true "daily bread." He began to teach them many things. This is the stuff for which the lost sheep hunger and thirst, what they need from a Good Shepherd. They deeply desire what He has come to offer in His love for the world.

When the day was not far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late. Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat." But He answered and said to them, "You give them something to eat." Here again, the material need, our bodily needs as human beings, come into play. It's not just the disciples who need rest; now the crowd is in need of food because it is late. But Jesus' command comes as a surprise. It reminds us of something more, that ties in both the "compassion" of Christ in giving His teaching, and His instructions here to the apostles. It reminds us of the final words of the risen Christ to Peter in John 21. After eating with the apostles, Jesus asks Peter three times, "Do you love me?" The answer is always "Yes" -- and three times Jesus replies afterward: "Feed my sheep." Christ's love in relationship to us incorporates the whole of who we are, what kind of beings we are.

And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?" But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have? Go and see." And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish." Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass. So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties. And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all. So they all ate and were filled. And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish. Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men. Christ's manifestation of abundance is an example of His parables of the workings of the kingdom, especially that of the mustard seed. It is a teaching to the apostles, those who have just returned from the mission on which they've been "sent" (the meaning of the word apostle, deliberately used here in this passage in a rare instance in the gospels). Whatever they have, it is enough; the abundance comes from the mysterious workings of the kingdom. My study bible puts it this way: "The disciples learn a great lesson here: whatever they have is enough to feed the people, whether physically or spiritually. God can multiply our resources so that everyone can be filled. But we must participate in His grace: Christ, along with the Father, blesses the loaves, but the disciples distribute them." Of course, what we have here is also a picture of the Eucharist. It is important that we consider what is our "daily bread" and its true meaning which combines both the physical and spiritual. Jesus met His own temptation with this teaching from Deuteronomy 8:3 (which referred to another miraculous feeding in the wilderness, that of the Israelites fed with manna): "Man does not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God" (including Jesus' teaching). There is enough left over to fill twelve baskets -- one for each apostle, symbolically to carry to the whole world. To note that there are five thousand men is a cultural custom; there were also additional women and children present (according to Matthew).

Immediately he made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away. And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray. After this exhausting day, Jesus once again returns to His agenda of rest, withdrawal, renewal, solitude. This time He goes to the mountain, alone. It seems also that, after this great feeding miracle, His ministry has taken a new turn, a new level of manifestation. To go into solitude to pray is also to prepare, to seek guidance for the next steps in one's life, to learn how God wants us to go forward in life in relationship and faith. Again, we are not merely physical creatures; in all things, we remember that it is the whole of ourselves that needs care. Our spiritual care must be the first priority; from there, in that relationship, comes all else, all nurturing.

So, in Christ, we find so many things that teach us about the ways in which we need care as human beings. We are His sheep, we must be fed with the spiritual and physical food we need. We need the Good Shepherd to guide us in all of our lives. Jesus' example teaches us many things about the care and "feeding" of who we are. We withdraw when we need to, especially to pray -- to find our way, to "recharge our batteries," to gain direction, and for rest in God, in Christ. Our works that manifest in life come from this relationship; they are an integral part of the fruitfulness of the kingdom and the seeds planted within us -- and from "every word that comes from the mouth of God." And our physical care is also important, essential. We take rest when we need to. We prove nothing by over-exhausting ourselves! Love doesn't work that way; it wants what we truly need and what is truly best for us. It does not demand a kind of slavish proof of devotion; instead what is in the heart speaks more deeply to Christ than anything else we can do. From there, Christ leads us forward into growth. In Revelation 3:20, we read: "Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me." Relationship, faith, trust in Christ means allowing Him into the whole of our lives, the deepest place we dwell -- and allowing Him as Shepherd to care for us as His sheep, and teach us what we need to do, as is best for us and for our own part in the growth of His kingdom. Most of all, we learn His love, so that we may "love one another as I have loved you." With what do we take care to feed one another? As disciples, how do we feed His sheep?