Then Jesus came with them to a place called Gethsemane, and said to the disciples, "Sit here while I go and pray over there." And He took with Him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and He began to be sorrowful and deeply distressed. Then He said to them, "My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even to death. Stay here and watch with Me." He went a little farther and fell on His face, and prayed, saying, "O My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will."Then He came to the disciples and found them sleeping, and said to Peter, "What? Could you not watch with Me one hour? Watch and pray, lest you enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak." Again, a second time, He went away and prayed, saying, "O My Father, if this cup cannot pass away from Me unless I drink it, Your will be done." And He came and found them asleep again, for their eyes were heavy. So He left them, went away again, and prayed the third time, saying the same words. Then He came to His disciples and said to them, "Are you still sleeping and resting? Behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of Man is being betrayed into the hands of sinners. Rise, let us be going. See, My betrayer is at hand."- Matthew 26:36–46
Saturday's reading described events at the Last Supper, the Passover supper of Jesus and the disciples. And as they were eating, Jesus took
bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to the disciples and said,
"Take, eat; this is My body." Then He took the cup, and gave thanks,
and gave it to them, saying, "Drink from it, all of you. For this is My blood of the new covenant, which is shed for many for the remission of sins. But I say to you, I will not drink of this fruit of the vine from
now on until that day when I drink it new with you in My Father's
kingdom." And when they had sung a hymn, they went out to the Mount of
Olives. Then Jesus said to them, "All of you will be made to stumble
because of Me this night, for it is written: 'I will strike the
Shepherd, and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.' But after I
have been raised, I will go before you to Galilee." Peter
answered and said to Him, "Even if all are made to stumble because of
You, I will never be made to stumble." Jesus said to him, "Assuredly, I
say to you that this night, before the rooster crows, you will deny Me
three times." Peter said to Him, "Even if I have to die with You, I
will not deny You!" And so said all the disciples.
Then Jesus came with them to a place called Gethsemane, and said to the
disciples, "Sit here while I go and pray over there." And He took with
Him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and He began to be sorrowful and
deeply distressed. Then He said to them, "My soul is exceedingly
sorrowful, even to death. Stay here and watch with Me." He went a
little farther and fell on His face, and prayed, saying, "O My Father,
if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; nevertheless, not as I
will, but as You will." My study Bible says that when Jesus speaks of this cup He's referring to His impending death. As a human being, He wishes He could avoid it, for it is the mark of humanity to abhor death. Jesus prays if it is possible that this cup be taken from Him, and thereby gives us full proof of His human nature. Nonetheless, my study Bible says, He is without sin and He completely subjects and unites His human will to the Father's divine will.
Then He came to the disciples and found them sleeping, and said to
Peter, "What? Could you not watch with Me one hour? Watch and pray,
lest you enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the
flesh is weak." Again, a second time, He went away and prayed, saying,
"O My Father, if this cup cannot pass away from Me unless I drink it,
Your will be done." And He came and found them asleep again, for their
eyes were heavy. So He left them, went away again, and prayed the third
time, saying the same words. Then He came to His disciples and said to
them, "Are you still sleeping and resting? Behold, the hour is at
hand, and the Son of Man is being betrayed into the hands of sinners.
Rise, let us be going. See, My betrayer is at hand." My study asks us to note Christ's words and their importance: "watch and pray." It says that this is the key to Christian spirituality and our struggle against temptation. By this, Christ's human soul is strengthened, and He faces death with divine courage. In contrast to the Lord's vigilance, the disciples sleep. My study Bible explains that, since body and soul are united, the spirit is paralyzed by a lethargic body. But a willing spirit, which recognizes the weakness of the flesh, struggles against its weakness, relying on God's presence and power.
Jesus knows where He is going, He knows why He is going, in His divinity He will complete the mission of the Incarnation. But nevertheless in the fullness of His humanity He asks that the cup pass from Him if it be possible. For those of us who have struggled with our own temptations against the courage required in personal spiritual choices, Jesus gives us all hope. For our Lord knows where we go, and how hard we struggle, even -- or maybe especially -- against things we know must happen, or we must find the courage to take on. My study Bible says that "a willing spirit, which recognizes the weakness of the flesh, struggles against its weakness, relying on God's presence and power." Personally, having struggled in difficult times, I have found this to be true on many levels and in various circumstances. The times I didn't think I had the wherewithal to face a difficult choice, or to undertake a difficult task, I found that in prayer there was renewed energy to do so, even creativity to find better solutions than I had understood were available to me. Many times when in Church during the Divine Liturgy, it is there that I have found the ease in my mind and heart that allowed me to pray for God's forgiveness of others who had hurt me very deeply. Otherwise, this was indeed very difficult. But Jesus gives us courage in showing us that even He struggled with what He had to do. Our example is not one that is without struggle, of some sort of "perfection" in stoic virtue, but rather One who grapples with the deepest, strongest, most difficult temptations and pains of life. This is the Christ who is with us always, in all the things that we have to do. We should try to understand that in prayer, and in seeking guidance that leads us through our lives, if we like Christ seek to follow the things He wants for us and the ways in which He wishes us to conduct our lives, then the power of such a prayer is already accompanied by Christ, by His grace. These are the times to consider and to seek discernment about what path we're on, whether or not we're pleasing God or seeking to find God's will, even before our own. For the One who has already struggled is there with us, has gone there before us, and would not assign us to something or somewhere He has not already gone before for us. Such a thought should prepare us for life and emphasize that as adopted children, we are part of a heritage that guides our steps and gives us purpose, even as we seek His way through our world. In life there will always be things that are difficult, but the One who leads us finds us meaning and value and substance, leading us to share in His virtues, even as He voluntarily shares in our struggles and difficulties and pain.