Rabbi, is it I?

 

 Now on the first day of the Feast of Unleavened Bread the disciples came to Jesus, saying to Him, "Where do You want us to prepare for You to eat the Passover?"  And He said, "Go into the city to a certain man, and say to him, 'The Teacher says, "My time is at hand; I will keep the Passover at your house with My disciples."'"  So the disciples did as Jesus had directed them; and they prepared the Passover.  

 

When evening had come, He sat down with the twelve.  Now as they were eating, He said, "Assuredly, I say to you, one of you will betray Me."  And they were exceedingly sorrowful, and each of them began to say to Him, "Lord, is it I?"  He answered and said, "He who dipped his hand with Me in the dish will betray Me.  The Son of Man indeed goes just as it is written of Him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed!  It would have been good for that man if he had not been born."  Then Judas, who was betraying Him, answered and said, "Rabbi, is it I?"  He said to him, "You have said it." 

 

- Matthew 26:17-25 

 

Yesterday we read that, when Jesus had finished His full discourse on the end times and the judgment at His return (Matthew 24 - 25), He said to His disciples, "You know that after two days is the Passover, and the Son of Man will be delivered up to be crucified."  Then the chief priests, the scribes, and the elders of the people assembled at the palace of the high priest, who was called Caiaphas, and plotted to take Jesus by trickery and kill Him.  But they said, "Not during the feast, lest there be an uproar among the people."  And when Jesus was in Bethany at the house of Simon the leper, a woman came to Him having an alabaster flask of very costly fragrant oil, and she poured it on His head as He sat at the table.  But when His disciples saw it, they were indignant, saying, "Why this waste?  For this fragrant oil might have been sold and given to the poor."  But when Jesus was aware of it, He said to them, "Why do you trouble the woman?  For she has done a good work for Me.  For you have the poor with you always, but Me you do not have always.  For in pouring this fragrant oil on My body, she did it for My burial.  Assuredly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world, what this woman has done will also be told as a memorial to her."  Then one of the twelve, called Judas Iscariot, went to the chief priests and said, "What are you willing to give me if I deliver Him to you?"  And they counted out to him thirty pieces of silver.  So from that time he sought opportunity to betray Him.

 

  Now on the first day of the Feast of Unleavened Bread the disciples came to Jesus, saying to Him, "Where do You want us to prepare for You to eat the Passover?"  And He said, "Go into the city to a certain man, and say to him, 'The Teacher says, "My time is at hand; I will keep the Passover at your house with My disciples."'"  So the disciples did as Jesus had directed them; and they prepared the Passover.  My study Bible tells us that the Passover commemorates God's deliverance of Israel from slavery in Egypt to the Land of Promise.  It prefigures the Passion of Christ, it notes, the new Passover (Greek Πασχα/Pascha), which is God's redemption of all humanity from sin and death, and entrance into the promised Kingdom.  It states that whether the first day of the Feast was Passover or the day before Passover is debated among patristic opinion.  But what is truly certain is that Jesus regarded this meal with the disciples to be the Passover meal.  

 

 When evening had come, He sat down with the twelve.  Now as they were eating, He said, "Assuredly, I say to you, one of you will betray Me."  And they were exceedingly sorrowful, and each of them began to say to Him, "Lord, is it I?"  He answered and said, "He who dipped his hand with Me in the dish will betray Me.  The Son of Man indeed goes just as it is written of Him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed!  It would have been good for that man if he had not been born."  Then Judas, who was betraying Him, answered and said, "Rabbi, is it I?"  He said to him, "You have said it."  My study Bible notes here that the words "it is written of Him" do not cancel the responsibility of Judas.  It comments that God foresees but does not cause the evil actions of human beings, who always have free will.  Here Jesus allows Judas to accuse himself, but even though he hears that Christ knows of his deception, Judas does not repent. 

 

It's quite stunning to read the responses of the disciples to Jesus announcement that one of them will betray Him.  He says as they eat, "Assuredly, I say to you, one of you will betray Me."  Note that the text tells us that each of them began to say to Him, "Lord, is it I?"  Think of the humility this offers to Christ, and perhaps as example to us as well.  It's a horrible thought, and yet each asks if it would be himself.  It's an acknowledgement that each is capable of sin one might not even wish to consider, and that these disciples have the humility to understand they are fallible and to follow their Lord.  Then Jesus says, ""He who dipped his hand with Me in the dish will betray Me.  The Son of Man indeed goes just as it is written of Him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed!  It would have been good for that man if he had not been born."  It's possible that each of them has "dipped his hand" with Christ in the dish, as this is common to the Middle Eastern table to this day.  It's another indication of betrayal of a particular depth, as they have truly shared this meal together.  Jesus casts this dire warning, that regardless of what is written of Him, only woe lies ahead for the one by whom He is betrayed.  So much so, that it would be good for that man if he had not been born.  Then Judas picks this moment to ask the same question himself that the others have asked in humility, "Rabbi, is it I?"  What was He thinking?  We can ponder all we want, but clearly Jesus is as yet still trying to save Judas by giving His terrible warning of the consequences of such a betrayal.  Perhaps Judas is only testing Christ, seeing if He has the knowledge of what Judas has done.  Perhaps he's trying to blend in with the other disciples in mimicking their behavior and acting as one of them in order to hide what he's done from them.  There are other speculations that people have made throughout history, even suggesting possibly that Judas is part of a conspiracy to create a revolution against the Romans.  But there's no doubt about Christ's words of woe and warning of judgment.  We might notice, also, that the other disciples address Him as Lord.  But Judas calls Him "Rabbi" or "Teacher."  When Judas asks his question, all Jesus replies is, "You have said it."  Jesus will use this phraseology elsewhere also within this span of the few days contemporaneous with our present readings.  When the high priest demands of Him, "Tell us if You are the Christ, the Son of God!"  Jesus will reply with the identical words response, they are the same in the Greek.  When Pilate asks Him, "Are You the King of the Jews?"  His answer is almost identical but for the tense; Jesus replies, "You say so."  There is a strange inversion of words and their meaning taking place in all of this, in this time of great evil.  The truth is there in plain sight, even in the language people use, despite their intended meaning.  And so it is with Judas, for as Jesus tells him, he has said it.  Judas still has time to repent, to turn back, to change his mind.  We will see that even at the very moment of betrayal (with a kiss), Jesus will try to save Judas, asking, "Friend, why have you come?"  In all of this time of evil, of an upside-down kind of reality that begins to bear down upon Jesus and press for His death, Jesus, the Logos, will still be telling the truth.  His words will continue to have meaning that is direct and true, when so many others will fail through manipulation and deceit, even denial.  Let us pay close attention to what is at hand, even through our own times of trial and temptation.

 

 

 

 

 

Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life

 

 Therefore many of His disciples, when they heard this, said, "This is a hard saying; who can understand it?"  When Jesus knew in Himself that His disciples complained about this, He said to them, "Does this offend you?  What then if you should see the Son of Man ascend to where He was before?  It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing.  The words that I speak to you are spirit, and they are life.  But there are some of you who do not believe."  For Jesus knew from the beginning who they were who did not believe, and who would betray Him.  And he said, "Therefore I have said to you that no one can come to Me unless it had been granted to him by My Father."  From that time many of His disciples went back and walked with Him no more.  

 

Then Jesus said to the twelve, "Do you also want to go away?"  But Simon Peter answered Him, "Lord, to whom shall we go?  You have the words of eternal life.  Also we have come to believe and know that You are the Christ, the Son of the living God."  Jesus answered them, "Did I not choose you, the twelve, and one of you is a devil?"  He spoke of Judas Iscariot, the son of Simon, for it was he who would betray Him, being one of the twelve.

 

- John 6:60–71 

 

This week we have been reading chapter 6 of John's Gospel, in which the eucharistic concepts of Christ as the bread of heaven, and also the sacrifice He will make on the Cross have been introduced.  Yesterday's text told us that the Jews therefore quarreled among themselves, saying, "How can this Man give us His flesh to eat?"  Then Jesus said to them, "Most assuredly, I say to you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood, you have no life in you.  Whoever eats My flesh and drinks My blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day.  For My flesh is food indeed, and My blood is drink indeed.  He who eats My flesh and drinks My blood abides in Me, and I in him.  As the living Father sent Me, and I live because of the Father, so he who feeds on Me will live because of Me.  This is the bread which came down from heaven -- not as your fathers ate the manna, and are dead.  He who eats this bread will live forever."  These things He said in the synagogue as He taught in Capernaum.

 

  Therefore many of His disciples, when they heard this, said, "This is a hard saying; who can understand it?"  When Jesus knew in Himself that His disciples complained about this, He said to them, "Does this offend you?  What then if you should see the Son of Man ascend to where He was before?  It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing.  The words that I speak to you are spirit, and they are life.  But there are some of you who do not believe."  For Jesus knew from the beginning who they were who did not believe, and who would betray Him.  And he said, "Therefore I have said to you that no one can come to Me unless it had been granted to him by My Father."  From that time many of His disciples went back and walked with Him no more.  My study Bible comments here that even His disciples took Christ's teaching on His Body and Blood as a hard saying, and many walked with Him no more.  To this day, there are still those who reject Christ's own words concerning this sacramental eating of His Body and drinking His Blood, and so do not walk in His teaching.  My study Bible further notes that because of the difficulty of grasping the depth of this Mystery, many attempt to define its nature in a rational way, or to explain away His words completely, giving them simply a metaphorical meaning.  But either extreme is dubious.  To reject this sacramental teaching is to reject the witness of the Scriptures and the unanimous teaching of the Church through its history.  

Then Jesus said to the twelve, "Do you also want to go away?"  But Simon Peter answered Him, "Lord, to whom shall we go?  You have the words of eternal life.  Also we have come to believe and know that You are the Christ, the Son of the living God."  Jesus answered them, "Did I not choose you, the twelve, and one of you is a devil?"  He spoke of Judas Iscariot, the son of Simon, for it was he who would betray Him, being one of the twelve.  Here is St. Peter's confession that Jesus is the Christ as it appears in John's Gospel, within the context of other disciples turning away because of His hard saying on His Body and Blood (see above).  Let us note also the injection here of the note of betrayal, even among Christ's most intimate set of disciples, the twelve.  

For the first time in John's Gospel, the note of betrayal to come is mentioned.  Here, after a long discourse on Himself as the bread of life, and the bread which came down from heaven, Jesus finally interjects the truth about how His Crucifixion will come about -- the means by which He will give His flesh for the life of the world (see yesterday's reading, above).  Perhaps it is most noteworthy that just as other disciples desert Him for his hard saying about His Body and Blood, so it is at this time that Peter's faith is not simply crystalized, but the confession of faith (on behalf of the twelve as well) is made -- that Jesus is the Christ, the Messiah, the Son of the living God.  John's emphasis is important and interesting.  Not only is Jesus the Son of the living God, with its emphasis on the power of life itself, but Peter's confession is also one about the very words Jesus offers to them and to the world.  His are the words of eternal life.  In the following chapter of John's Gospel, the temple officers are sent to arrest Jesus, but are unable to do so.  When asked by the religious authorities why they have failed, the officers reply, "No man ever spoke like this Man!"  As this Gospel begins with the teaching that Jesus is Logos, the Word, so we understand that in His very words is the power of eternal life also.  As Jesus says, "For I have not spoken on My own authority; but the Father who sent Me gave Me a command, what I should say and what I should speak. And I know that His command is everlasting life. Therefore, whatever I speak, just as the Father has told Me, so I speak" (John 12:49-50).  The power in His very words is the power of eternal life, rooted in the Source of all, God the Father.  Let us note once again that all things are determined through our response to these words of eternal life:  just as other disciples turn away, so Peter makes his confession of faith that Jesus is the Christ.  And just as this confession is heard on behalf of the twelve, so Jesus introduces the fact of betrayal among them, calling the one who will betray him a devil, indicating that in that betrayal is the power of the spiritual forces that oppose Him.  As we go through Lent, we head toward Holy Week and the story of the Crucifixion, death, and Resurrection of our Lord.  As Jesus informs the disciples about the betrayal to come (which they no doubt scarcely can comprehend), let us take into account what we know about that betrayal, that it is through Christ's death that the devil and death itself will be defeated, for all of us.  So let us also ponder that no circumstance can keep us from the love of God, nor from God's work in us and in the world.  Our present lectionary readings also give us selections from St. Paul's letter to the Romans.  Let us read his words:  "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? . . .  Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.  For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Romans 8:35-39).  Neither will betrayal by a devil; for with God not only are all things possible, but for God's purposes all things may be used (see Romans 8:28).  When we see tribulation in our own times and in our lives, let us remember that God has a place and a way for us with which to meet all things.  We can say with St. Peter, "Lord, to whom shall we go?  You have the words of eternal life."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life

 

 Therefore many of His disciples, when they heard this, said, "This is a hard saying; who can understand it?"  When Jesus knew in Himself that His disciples complained about this, He said to them, "Does this offend you?  What then if you should see the Son of Man ascend where He was before?  It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing.  The words that I speak to you are spirit, and they are life.  But there are some of you who do not believe."  For Jesus knew from the beginning who they were who did not believe, and who would betray Him.  And He said, "Therefore I have said to you that no one can come to Me unless it has been granted to him by the Father."  From that time many of His disciples went back and walked with Him no more.  

Then Jesus said to the twelve, "Do you also want to go away?"  But Simon Peter answered Him, "Lord, to whom shall we go?  You have the words of eternal life.  Also we have come to believe and know that You are the Christ, the Son of the living God."  Jesus answered them, "Did I not choose you, the twelve, and one of you is a devil?"  He spoke of Judas Iscariot, the son of Simon, for it was he who would betray Him, being one of the twelve.

 

- John 6:60-71

 

Yesterday we read that the religious leaders in the synagogue in Capernaum complained about Jesus, because He said, "I am the bread which came down from heaven."  And they said, "Is not this Jesus, the son of Joseph, whose father and mother we know?  How is it then that He says, 'I have come down from heaven'?"  Jesus therefore answered and said to them, "Do not murmur among yourselves.  No one can come to Me unless the Father who sent Me draws him; and I will raise him up at the last day.  It is written in the prophets, 'And they shall all be taught by God.'  Therefore everyone who has heard and learned from the Father comes to Me.  Not that anyone has seen the Father, except He who is from God; He has seen the Father.  Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in Me has everlasting life.  I am the bread of life.  Your fathers ate the manna in the wilderness, and are dead.  This is the bread which comes down from heaven, that one may eat of it and not die.  I am the living bread which came down from heaven.  If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever; and the bread that I shall give is My flesh, which I shall give for the life of the world."

 

  Therefore many of His disciples, when they heard this, said, "This is a hard saying; who can understand it?"  When Jesus knew in Himself that His disciples complained about this, He said to them, "Does this offend you?  What then if you should see the Son of Man ascend where He was before?  It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing.  The words that I speak to you are spirit, and they are life.  But there are some of you who do not believe."  For Jesus knew from the beginning who they were who did not believe, and who would betray Him.  And He said, "Therefore I have said to you that no one can come to Me unless it has been granted to him by the Father."  From that time many of His disciples went back and walked with Him no more.   My study Bible comments that even His disciples took Christ's teaching on His Body and Blood as a hard saying, and many walked with Him no more.  It says that today there remain those who reject these words of Christ which concern the sacramental eating of His Body and drinking of His Blood, and so do not "walk" in this teaching.  The Eucharist is a truly deep Mystery, and this is something to accept.  To attempt either to define its nature in a rational sense, or to explain away these words altogether as purely metaphorical, are both in error.  My study Bible comments that either extreme is dubious; to reject the sacramental teaching is to reject the witness of the Scriptures and the unanimous teaching of the Church throughout history.  From the beginning, this was understood and accepted; we read in Luke 22:19-20 the institution of the Eucharist by Jesus, and find reference to the celebration of the Liturgy as "the Eucharist" in the Didache, a first century teaching document.  

Then Jesus said to the twelve, "Do you also want to go away?"  But Simon Peter answered Him, "Lord, to whom shall we go?  You have the words of eternal life.  Also we have come to believe and know that You are the Christ, the Son of the living God."  Jesus answered them, "Did I not choose you, the twelve, and one of you is a devil?"  He spoke of Judas Iscariot, the son of Simon, for it was he who would betray Him, being one of the twelve.  My study Bible comments that Peter's answer to Jesus' question defines Christianity altogether.  If Jesus is uniquely the Christ, the Son of the living God,  Christianity cannot be seen as simply an alternative philosophical system or path of spirituality.  It in fact excludes all compromise in this sense of authority that conveys, the Source of wisdom for all else that may be true (John 14:6).  My study Bible adds that Peter's understanding cannot be achieved by human reason, but only by divine revelation through faith (1 Corinthians 12:3).  Let us note also that the Gospel gives us a picture of the reality of this world, that amidst these chosen disciples is also the one who would be betray Him, whom Jesus calls a devil.

 

Here in today's reading is the faith of St. Peter speaking out for the rest of the disciples.  Let us pay attention to his distinctive language in preface to his confession that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of the living God:  "Lord, to whom shall we go?  You have the words of eternal life."  To my mind, it is a visceral response to Christ's words and teaching from one who receives His grace with faith.  It is similar to the response of the disciples on the road to Emmaus, when Jesus appeared to them in a form unknown to them, "Did not our heart burn within us while He talked with us on the road, and while He opened the Scriptures to us?" (Luke 24:32).  Let us remember here that Jesus has emphasized throughout this chapter that "no one can come to Me unless the Father draws him" (John 6:44), and this is confirmed at the report of St. Peter's confession of faith in St. Matthew's Gospel, when Jesus replies to him that "flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but My Father who is in heaven" (Matthew 16:17).   In today's reading, Jesus affirms this yet again, teaching, "Therefore I have said to you that no one can come to Me unless it has been granted to Him by the Father."  So we may presume that St. Peter's perception of the "words of eternal life" is also evidence of the Father at work in him, while we know that his great faith made him a leader among the disciples.  John's Gospel emphasizes this dichotomy around belief in Christ:  there are the disciples who follow, and those who cannot retain that faith in Jesus as the Christ.  Jesus' words teach us what makes the difference, the work of the Father within.  Moreover, the Spirit is also included in this dynamic work, for Jesus tells the unbelievers, "It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing.  The words that I speak to you are spirit, and they are life.  But there are some of you who do not believe."  Those who can receive and know Christ's words as those of "eternal life" are also those who are responding to the Spirit, and this again gives us a sense of what it is that separates those with faith from those who are unbelievers.  Similarly to Christ's teachings on the Eucharist, these elements of the Scripture today are teachings of things which contain deep mystery which is ungraspable to us in terms of its precise working or mechanisms.  But nonetheless we're given the blunt "facts" of faith by Jesus:  His words are from the Father, it is only the Spirit that gives life and this life in His words, and the Father draws those who will have faith, a mysterious grace that grows within us.  How do such things work?  Does grace work upon the soul, or the spirit?  Do human beings make choices that in turn open us up to this deeper work, or does the deeper work of God work in us first?  None of us can understand the true workings of such things, but we do have Christ's language and teachings given to us here to accept.  All of these things combine to give us the wisdom of the Church from all of her earliest centuries, to teach us that faith is a substance which grows in us; it becomes powerful and solid even as we witness through the Scriptures the changes in the disciples throughout Christ's ministry and afterward, as well as the conversion of St. Paul and the extraordinary power of his faith even today to shape how we understand Christianity.  Let us learn -- we who are so enamored of the scientific and factual -- that there are mysteries linked to things we may come to know through experience.  While it may not be apparent to us how they work, we do know from experience that they work -- and through the conviction of faith and a faithful life we may grow in that substance as it shapes us and in turn shapes the good things we do in the world.  Faith is not merely a one-time rational understanding, but something that must be lived and grown into, with mistakes along the way -- for we have the whole story in the Gospels of those who came before us, even the first called who make plenty of mistakes shown to us, including those of the faithful Peter, named "Rock" by Jesus for that faith (see Matthew 26:69-75).  Faith is a journey of life experience, a learning curve, an experiential way to come into wisdom which contains mystery that is inexplicable in its workings.  We can read this through the stories of the people contained in the entire Bible, and right from its beginning in Genesis.  Let us seek to accept the ways of knowing which we cannot fully explain, but are nonetheless present to us through grace and the experience of living faith -- even if we live among the faithless (John 1:4-5).

 

 

 

 

 

Why do you trouble the woman? For she has done a good work for Me. For you have the poor with you always, but Me you do not have always

 

 Now it came to pass, when Jesus had finished all these sayings, that He said to His disciples, "You know that after two days is the Passover, and the Son of Man will be delivered up to be crucified."  Then the chief priests, the scribes, and the elders of the people assembled at the palace of the high priest, who was called Caiaphas, and plotted to take Jesus by trickery and kill Him.  But they said, "Not during the feast, lest there be an uproar among the people."

And when Jesus was in Bethany at the house of Simon the leper, a woman came to Him having an alabaster flask of very costly fragrant oil, and she poured it on His head as He sat at the table.  But when His disciples saw it, they were indignant, saying, "Why this waste?  For this fragrant oil might have been sold for much and given to the poor."  But when Jesus was aware of it, He said to them, "Why do you trouble the woman?  For she has done a good work for Me.  For you have the poor with you always, but Me you do not have always.  For in pouring this fragrant oil on My body, she did it for My burial.  Assuredly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world, what this woman has done will also be told as a memorial to her."

Then one of the twelve, called Judas Iscariot, went to the chief priests and said, "What are you willing to give me if I deliver Him to you?"  And they counted out to him thirty pieces of silver.  So from that time he sought opportunity to betray Him.

 

- Matthew 26:1-16 

 

 In yesterday's reading, Jesus taught about the final judgment:  "When the Son of Man comes in His glory, and all the holy angels with Him, then He will sit on the throne of His glory.  All the nations will be gathered before Him, and He will separate them one from another, as a shepherd divides his sheep from the goats.  And He will set the sheep on His right hand, but the goats on the left.  Then the King will say to those on His right hand, "Come, you blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:  for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.'  Then the righteous will answer Him, saying, 'Lord, when did we see You hungry and feed You, or thirsty and give You drink?  When did we see You a stranger and take You in, or naked and clothe You?  Or when did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?'  And the King will answer and say to them, 'Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren, you did it to Me.'  Then He will also say to those on the left hand, 'Depart from Me, you cursed, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels:  for I was hungry and you gave Me no food; I was thirsty and you gave Me no drink; I was a stranger and you did not take Me in, naked and you did not clothe Me, sick and in prison and you did not visit Me.'  Then they also will answer Him, saying, 'Lord, when did we see You hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not minister to You?'  Then He will answer them, saying, 'Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to Me.'  And these will go away into everlasting punishment, but the righteous into eternal life."   

 Now it came to pass, when Jesus had finished all these sayings, that He said to His disciples, "You know that after two days is the Passover, and the Son of Man will be delivered up to be crucified."  Then the chief priests, the scribes, and the elders of the people assembled at the palace of the high priest, who was called Caiaphas, and plotted to take Jesus by trickery and kill Him.  But they said, "Not during the feast, lest there be an uproar among the people."  My study Bible comments that Jesus is delivered up to His Passion by His accusers, yet He goes willingly.  Unless Christ had willed to go, His accusers could never have taken Him (Matthew 26:53).  After His Resurrection, many saints imitated Christ by willingly going to martyrdom. 

 

 And when Jesus was in Bethany at the house of Simon the leper, a woman came to Him having an alabaster flask of very costly fragrant oil, and she poured it on His head as He sat at the table.  But when His disciples saw it, they were indignant, saying, "Why this waste?  For this fragrant oil might have been sold for much and given to the poor."  But when Jesus was aware of it, He said to them, "Why do you trouble the woman?  For she has done a good work for Me.  For you have the poor with you always, but Me you do not have always.  For in pouring this fragrant oil on My body, she did it for My burial.  Assuredly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world, what this woman has done will also be told as a memorial to her."  We should first understand that Simon the leper is one who must have been healed by Christ earlier, as lepers were forbidden to live in towns.  But the depth of this passage is about the compassion and faith of this woman.  My study Bible notes for us that there is no consensus among patristic commentary concerning the identity of this woman in relation to accounts of events that are similar in Mark 14:3-9; Luke 7:36-38; and John 12:1-8.  Some Fathers say that there were three different women in all these four accounts, other say that there were only two.  

Then one of the twelve, called Judas Iscariot, went to the chief priests and said, "What are you willing to give me if I deliver Him to you?"  And they counted out to him thirty pieces of silver.  So from that time he sought opportunity to betray Him.  My study Bible comments that Judas on his own initiative seeks to betray Jesus.  His motives have been debated, but patristic understanding and the liturgical hymns declare that greed was Judas' primary motive.  This is given to us in John 12:4-6, where Judas was specifically upset about the "waste" of myrrh in the story of the anointing by the woman just preceding, because he was a thief (see also 1Timothy 6:10).  The phrase one of the twelve is not used so much to identify Judas, my study Bible says, who was already known by Matthew's hearers, but rather to emphasize the depth of this betrayal -- that it was from one of Christ's closest followers.  

In yesterday's reading, Jesus gave us both a parable and a prophecy regarding the final judgment, the time when He, as Son of Man, would sit on His throne of glory and separate the "sheep" and the "goats."  (See yesterday's reading, above.)  Essentially, when we take a close look at the examples of the behavior of the "sheep" that Christ gave us, we see acts of compassion that are done not only to "one of the least of these My brethren," but also to Christ (Matthew 25:40).  Each example given by Jesus is a way of living out the two greatest commandments given by Jesus, and especially of loving neighbor as oneself.  In yesterday's commentary, we noted also the very personal nature of these acts; they are acts of community, person-to-person, and they come from the heart, as opposed to rules of politics, social theories, or morality.  It is characterized not by thinking of others as objects toward a goal, but as persons like ourselves.  Now when we look at the story of the woman in today's reading, we see, in fact, a supreme act of the kind that Jesus ascribes to the sheep who will sit on His right hand.  It is an act of great compassion, which He has the depth of insight to understand.  It is an act of personal giving, from the heart.  It is very personally directed to Jesus and His circumstances, as He declares: "Why do you trouble the woman?  For she has done a good work for Me.  For you have the poor with you always, but Me you do not have always.  For in pouring this fragrant oil on My body, she did it for My burial."  Jesus certainly preaches the care of the poor, but in this case He specifically states that her personal action holds great significance beyond our understanding of a general need or "rule" to care for the poor, an understanding and practice which is always with us.  But the specific use of the oil to prepare Him for what is coming tells us a deeply personal story of understanding and sympathy.  It is not sentimental nor maudlin nor simply "emotional."  This is a woman who accepts Christ's ministry, perhaps better than the men do (Matthew 16:22-23), and yet her depth of compassion is with Him, even as He goes willingly and knowingly to the Cross.  So significant is this to Jesus that He tells the disciples, "Assuredly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world, what this woman has done will also be told as a memorial to her."  In some ironic way, although it is He who is going to His sacrificial death, it is she who has done an act of such profound significance to Christ that, in His words, she will be memorialized through it, wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world.

 

This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me

 When the hour had come, He sat down, and the twelve apostles with Him.  Then He said to them, "With fervent desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God."  Then He took the cup, and gave thanks, and said, "Take this and divide it among yourselves; for I say to you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes."  And He took the bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me."  Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you.  But behold, the hand of My betrayer is with Me on the table.  And truly the Son of Man goes as it had been determined, but woe to that man by whom He is betrayed!"  Then they began to question among themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing.

- Luke 22:14-23

In our current readings, it is Holy Week, the final week of Christ's earthly life as Jesus.  Yesterday we read that in the daytime Jesus was teaching in the temple, but at night He went out and stayed on the mountain called Olivet.   Then early in the morning all the people came to Him in the temple to hear Him.  Now the Feast of Unleavened Bread drew near, which is called Passover.  And the chief priests and the scribes sought how they might kill Him, for they feared the people.  Then Satan entered Judas, surnamed Iscariot, who was numbered among the twelve.  So he went his way and conferred with the chief priests and captains, how he might betray Him to them.  And they were glad, and agreed to give him money.  So he promised and sought opportunity to betray Him to them in the absence of the multitude.  Then came the Day of Unleavened Bread, when the Passover must be killed.  And He sent Peter and John, saying, "Go and prepare the Passover for us, that we may eat."  So they said to Him, "Where do You want us to prepare?"   And He said to them, "Behold, when you have entered the city, a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow him into the house which he enters.  Then you shall say to the master of the house, 'The Teacher says to you, "Where is the guest room where I may eat the Passover with My disciples?"'  Then he will show you a large, furnished upper room; there make ready."  So they went and found it just as He had said to them, and they prepared the Passover.

 When the hour had come, He sat down, and the twelve apostles with Him.  Then He said to them, "With fervent desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God."  My study bible says that Christ has a fervent desire for this Passover because this meal will give the mysteries of the new covenant to His follows.  Also,  it will inaugurate the deliverance of humanity through the power of the Cross.    In this solemn moment He is clearly acknowledging His suffering and death to come, and Resurrection in the kingdom of God.

Then He took the cup, and gave thanks, and said, "Take this and divide it among yourselves; for I say to you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes."   My study bible indicates to us that this first cup is a conclusion of the Old Testament Passover meal that Christ eats with the disciples in order to fulfill the Law.  Until the kingdom of God comes is about Christ's Resurrection -- at that time He will eat and drink with His disciples as noted in the Scriptures (24:43; Acts 10:41).

And He took the bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me."  Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you."  The root of the Greek word for gave thanks is "eucharist."  My study bible says that this word immediately came to refer both to the Liturgy and the sacrament of Holy Communion.   Before the end of the first century after Christ's birth, a manuscript called the "Didache" ("Teaching") refers to the celebration of the Liturgy as "the Eucharist."  In 150 AD, St. Justin writes of Holy Communion, "This food we call 'Eucharist,' of which no one is allowed to partake except one who believes that the things we teach are true, and has received the washing [holy baptism] for the forgiveness of sins and for rebirth, and who lives as Christ commanded us."  Christ tells His disciples, "This is My body."   From the beginning the Church accepted Christ's words as true, "that the food consecrated by the word of prayer which comes from Him is the flesh and blood of that incarnate Jesus" (St. Justin).  For the Orthodox East, this was and remains simply a mystery, as was the Incarnation itself by the power of the Holy Spirit.

"But behold, the hand of My betrayer is with Me on the table.  And truly the Son of Man goes as it had been determined, but woe to that man by whom He is betrayed!"  Then they began to question among themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing.  We note that Judas is also invited to the table for this mystical supper.  My study bible notes that Jesus is trying by all means to save Judas.  It is Judas' unworthy participation that leads to his destruction (see 1 Corinthians 11:27-30; compare Esther 7).

My study bible comments that it is Judas' "unworthy participation" in this first Eucharist, the mystical supper given by Christ, that leads to his destruction.  He has a chance to repent, to "change his mind" (as the Greek word for repentance in the Gospels, metanoia, literally means).  He intends to betray Christ, and he follows through.  He does not return to the flock, He does not return to Christ when he realizes what he has done, but takes matters into his own hands.  He does not return for confession and even possible reconciliation (Matthew 27:3-5).   To our modern ears this seems harsh, unmerciful.  How is it possible that the endlessly merciful Christ would not somehow manage to save Judas?  Why does he meet his own self-destructive end, even for the betrayal of Christ?   It seems to me that our modern ears somehow do not take the mystical reality of Christ's words and teachings for great substance.  That is, the realities behind the teachings, the words, the actions, the choices of each of us somehow do not register as significantly as they should.  Judas eats of this first Eucharist, even while he plots to betray Jesus to His suffering and death.  What we might fail to grasp within each of our choices is the significance of the betrayal of spiritual truth and power.  Does Christ's mercy simply mean that we can ignore our own sins?  Does it mean that we don't need to take seriously the power of our own words and choices,  because Christ's mercy is always present to us?   Somehow, it seems to me, we frequently tend to diminish the power of spiritual truth because of our understanding of Christ's infallible and unfailing mercy, always present to us and always reaching to us.  It is as if this inexhaustible mercy negates any need for self-responsibility, our own process of change and transformation -- metanoia in the Greek, "change of mind."  A change of mind is a depth of change within that is more than simply a decision that we have erred.  It is a commitment to do differently, to be different, to think differently.   Christ's mercy does not negate the power of our own choices.  It does not mean that our refusal of such mercy is without consequences in our own lives.  In a modern context, we quite frequently have an understanding of what it means to be a decent and good person, but outside of the spiritual realities of the teachings of Christ.  We know what it is to be good and kind to others, to be respectful of persons.  We know the importance of charity.   We debate about healthcare and the right of healing to all.  We have a proliferation of social rules governing how we should behave toward one another.  All of this is complete outside of any context of faith or religion at this point in a secular society.   But where does that leave our understanding of the power, authority, and consequences of spiritual truth and our refusal to hear it?   Where does that leave us in terms of the realities of our souls, what touches us most deeply, and especially the true power of choices?  Because we understand behavior that is derived from the use of abstraction, principle, reason, it seems that we can discount the spiritual reality behind these truths.   Where is the soul, and where is the spirit?  How does all of this truly impact us at levels deeper than that which we normally perceive and perhaps ignore completely in our day-to-day lives?  These questions remain important, because as long as God or faith is a concept that remains outside of intellectual reasoning or abstract thinking, we can easily discard God as just another concept, a different way of thinking, an abstract idea, a theoretical model.  And that is to discard the reality of the spiritual underpinnings of our very lives and creation.  The Incarnation itself teaches us something essential about God:  part and parcel of our lives, inseparable from all that we are.  So it is with the mystical supper, and the work of the Holy Spirit in this mystery.  We may not be able to prove this reality under scientific conditions, we might not be able to make a study of what is truly a mystery, but that very mystery is part of our very lives.  As St. Paul said to the Athenians of their unknown god, quoting two Greek philosophers:  "'For in him we live and move and have our being.' As some of your own poets have said, 'We are his offspring.'" (Acts 17:28).  It is the reality behind the truth taught that we are concerned with here, and without participation in and awareness of that reality, we lose.  By mere abstraction, by subjecting everything to our own perspective of reasoning alone, we lose, because we lose our participation in that which we don't see and control, and which may be constantly seeking to get our attention, to help us to grow in understanding, and deepen our spiritual awareness of who we are and need to be -- and where we need to go.  Christ's mercy is never-ending.  It is always there.  He died on the Cross for all, for each, and for Judas as well.  But without our attention, we fail to realize what we do, where we really are.  Outward works can so easily become mere hypocrisy, good intentions devolving to harmful practice.  What we truly need is something deeper and bigger than we can reduce to our own abstracts.  Let us consider what we lose when we fail to take that seriously.  Mystery means there is more than meets the eye, more than we can quantify or reduce to an abstract -- and yet even that remains present and working within and among ourselves.  Let us never take it for granted or fail to acknowledge and respect it.