Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me

 

 When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He said to them, "Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.  For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel's will save it.  For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?  Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?  For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of him the Son of Man also will be ashamed when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy angels."  And He said to them, "Assuredly, I say to you that there are some standing here who will not taste death till they see the kingdom of God present with power."

 

- Mark 8:34-9:1 

 

Yesterday we read that Jesus and the disciples came to Bethsaida; and some  brought a blind man to Jesus, and begged Him to touch him.  So He took the blind man by the hand and led him out of the town.  And when He had spit on his eyes and put His hands on him, He asked him if he saw anything.  And he looked up and said, "I see men like trees, walking."  Then He put His hands on his eyes again and made him look up.  And he was restored and saw everyone clearly.  Then He sent him away to his house, saying, "Neither go into the town, nor tell anyone in the town." Now Jesus and His disciples went out to the towns of Caesarea Philippi; and on the road He asked His disciples, saying to them, "Who do men say that I am?"  So they answered, "John the Baptist; but some say, Elijah; and others, one of the prophets."  He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?"  Peter answered  and said to Him, "You are the Christ."  Then He strictly warned them that they should tell no one about Him.  And He began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer many things, and be rejected by the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.  He spoke this word openly.  Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him.  But when He had turned around and looked at His disciples, He rebuked Peter, saying, "Get behind Me, Satan!  For you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men."  

 

  When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He said to them, "Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me."  The cross, my study Bible explains, was a dreaded instrument of Roman punishment.  However, it is also a symbol of suffering by Christians in imitation of Christ.  We practice self-denial for the sake of the love of God and the gospel.  To accept this suffering is not punishment, my study Bible says, neither is it an end in itself, but rather it is a means by which to overcome the fallen world for the sake of the Kingdom, and to crucify the flesh with its passions and desires (Galatians 5:24).  

 

 "For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel's will save it."  My study Bible comments that the central paradox of Christian living is that in grasping for temporal things, we lose the eternal; but in sacrificing everything in this world, we gain eternal riches that are unimaginable (1 Corinthians 2:9).  

 

 "For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul  Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?  For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of him the Son of Man also will be ashamed when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy angels." Jesus asks, "What will a man give in exchange for his soul?"  My study Bible comments that this question emphasizes the utter foolishness of accumulating worldly wealth or power, for none of this can redeem a person's fallen soul, nor benefit a person in the life to come.  

 

 And He said to them, "Assuredly, I say to you that there are some standing here who will not taste death till they see the kingdom of God present with power."  My study Bible calls this a reference to those who would witness the Transfiguration (Mark 9:2-13 - tomorrow's Gospel reading), as well as those in every generation who will experience the presence of God's Kingdom.  

 

Today is the day of the celebration of the Transfiguration in many denominations across the world.  Tomorrow will be the day that we read the account of this event in St. Mark's Gospel.  But it's important to consider -- especially in light of Jesus' teaching in today's reading -- how the Cross is deeply related to the event of the Transfiguration, and the principle of our faith which we understand through this significant event in Christ's ministry (especially for the witnessing disciples).  In Greek, the Transfiguration is called Μεταμόρφωσις/Metamorphosis, and we should understand this word to understand the event.  Of course, metamorphosis is also a borrowed word in English.  It quite literally means to be transformed.  More specifically it involves a transformation from being with something or someone, a change in form due to particular influence or participation.  In Jesus' case, the Transfiguration will reveal identity as He truly is, a deeper and more full understanding of the reality Christ brings with Him into the world.  But for us, the Transfiguration works hand in hand withe the Cross, and its message of change or exchange for us.  Jesus sets this out clearly when He speaks of taking up one's cross, and this as necessity for those who would follow Him and be His disciples.  To take up one's cross is, in this sense, to be actively becoming something -- to be transformed through discipleship.  He makes this even more clear when He says, "For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel's will save it.  For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul  Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?"  To lose one's life for Christ's sake is to exchange one way of life for another, to give up what we know -- or think we know -- for the life He offers to us instead.  To take up our cross in this sense is a question of the heart.  For He offers us an exchange:  will our lives be lived with the understanding we have and its limitations, or are we ready to follow Him, to come to know what life He wants for us, and the way of life He teaches?  Some people would believe that this is just a matter of learning principles or values, or following rules written down somewhere.  But it is not.  This taking up of one's cross is a matter of truly following Him; that is, to be transformed, as the word "metamorphosis" indicates, by being in proximity with Him, by being His disciples, and participating in His life, death, and Resurrection.  As noted in other readings and commentary, to do so is to understand the concept of "energies" and to know that participation with Christ is a sacramental kind of a life in which we learn to be "like Him" just as the disciples did.  For each person, this "exchange" of the cross, of one way of life for another, of losing our lives in order to find them, will likely take on different forms, depending upon what God deems we need to exchange and to learn or accept.  But the process is similar for all of us in terms of Christ's transfiguring power.  The same is true of our prayers; when we take things in our lives, give them up to Christ, and ask for direction and understanding of how God would direct us in our lives and responses to circumstances, we open the door to a kind of transfiguration even of our environment and the ways we live.  So let us consider Christ's Cross, and the taking up of our own as He asks, the exchange we make.  For this is an ongoing process that lasts a lifetime, just as it did for the disciples.  What do you exchange today, when you ask for His way, and His teaching for you today?

 

 

 

 

Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me

 

 Now Jesus and His disciples went out to the towns of Caesarea Philippi; and on the road He asked His disciples, saying to them, "Who do men say that I am?"  So they answered, "John the Baptist; but some say, Elijah; and others, one of the prophets."  He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?"   Peter answered and said to Him, "You are the Christ."  Then He strictly warned them that they should tell no one about Him.  

And He began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer many things, and be rejected by the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.  He spoke this word openly.  Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him.  But when He had turned around and looked at His disciples, He rebuked Peter, saying, "Get behind Me, Satan!  For you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men."

When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He said to them, "Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.  For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel's will save it.  For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?  Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?  For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of him the Son of Man also will be ashamed when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy angels."  And He said to them, "Assuredly, I say to you that there are some standing here who will not taste death till they see the kingdom of God present with power."

 

- Mark 8:27-9:1 

 

Yesterday we read that the the Pharisees came out and began to dispute with Jesus, seeking from Him a sign from heaven, testing Him.  But He sighed deeply in His spirit, and said, "Why does this generation seek a sign?  Assuredly, I say to you, no sign shall be given to this generation."  And He left them, and getting into the boat again, departed to the other side.  Now the disciples had forgotten to take bread, and they did not have more than one loaf with them in the boat.  Then He charged them, saying, "Take heed, beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod."  And they reasoned among themselves, saying, "It is because we have no bread."  But Jesus, being aware of it, said to them, "Why do you reason because you have no bread?  Do you not yet perceive nor understand?  Is your heart still hardened?  Having eyes, do you not see?  And having ears, do you not hear?  And do you not remember?  When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  They said to Him, "Twelve."  "Also, when I broke the seven for the four thousand, how many large baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  And they said, "Seven."  So He said to them, "How is it you do not understand?"  Then He came to Bethsaida; and they brought a blind man to Him, and begged Him to touch Him.  So He took the blind man by the hand and led him out of the town.  And when He had spit on his eyes and put His hands on him, He asked him if he saw anything.  And he looked up and said, "I see men like trees, walking."  Then He put His hands on his eyes again and made him look up.  And he was restored and saw everyone clearly.  Then He sent him away to his house, saying, "Neither go into the town, nor tell anyone in the town."

 

 Now Jesus and His disciples went out to the towns of Caesarea Philippi; and on the road He asked His disciples, saying to them, "Who do men say that I am?"  So they answered, "John the Baptist; but some say, Elijah; and others, one of the prophets."  He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?"   Peter answered and said to Him, "You are the Christ."  Then He strictly warned them that they should tell no one about Him.  Here Jesus is once again in nominally Gentile territory; that is, places where there were populations of Jews but the towns established with strong Gentile presence and influence (as we can tell from the name of the region).  He and the disciples are once again traveling in the region east of the Sea of Galilee.  My study Bible comments that "Who do you say that I am?" is the greatest question a person can ever face, because it is the question that will define Christianity.  It says that Peter's correct answer to this question prevents the Christian faith from being seen as merely another philosophical system or path of spirituality, as it names Jesus as the one and only Christ.  In Matthew's Gospel, Peter adds, "the Son of the living God" (Matthew 16:16).  This excludes all compromise with other religious systems,  my study Bible explains.  Peter's understanding cannot be achieved by human reason, but only by divine revelation through faith (Matthew 16:17; 1 Corinthians 12:3).  Christ means "Anointed One" and is equivalent to the Hebrew title, "Messiah."  My study Bible also asks us to note that Christ first draws out erroneous opinions about Himself which were popular at the time.  This is done in order to identify these incorrect ideas, as a person is better prepared to avoid false teachings when they are clearly identified.

 

And He began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer many things, and be rejected by the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.  He spoke this word openly.  Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him.  But when He had turned around and looked at His disciples, He rebuked Peter, saying, "Get behind Me, Satan!  For you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men."  After Peter's confession, Jesus reveals the true nature of His messiahship:  the mystery of His Passion.  My study Bible comments that it was expected that the Messiah would reign forever, so the notion that Christ would die is perplexing to Peter, and still remained scandalous to the Jews after the Resurrection (1 Corinthians 1:23).  It says that Peter unwitting speaks for Satan here, as the devil did not want Christ to fulfill His mission and save humankind through suffering and death.  

 

 When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He said to them, "Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me."   The cross was the dreaded instrument of Roman punishment; but it is also a symbol of suffering by Christians in imitation of Christ.  That is, as my study Bible puts it, we practice self-denial for the sake of the love of God and the gospel.  In this sense, any suffering which we encounter in our lives can be given over to the Cross to be seen in its light as to how we approach our suffering.  Accepting suffering, then, becomes neither a punishment nor an end in itself.  Instead, as my study Bible puts it, it becomes rather a means to overcome the fallen world for the sake of the Kingdom and to crucify the flesh with its passions and desires (Galatians 5:24).  

 

"For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel's will save it."  My study Bible comments that the central paradox of Christian living is that in grasping for temporal things, we lose the eternal; but in sacrificing everything in this world (that is, in giving up our lives to Christ and His gospel), we gain eternal riches that are unimaginable (1 Corinthians 2:9). 

 

 "For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?  Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?  For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of him the Son of Man also will be ashamed when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy angels."   My study Bible tells us that this question emphasizes the utter foolishness of accumulating worldly wealth or power, for none of this can redeem man's fallen soul, nor benefit a person in the life to come.  That is, we focus our goal on the cross and Christ's gospel, and it is to this  end that our lives -- and all that is a part of our lives --  are dedicated.

And He said to them, "Assuredly, I say to you that there are some standing here who will not taste death till they see the kingdom of God present with power."   This is a reference to those who would witness the Transfiguration (Mark 9:2-13, our next reading), as well as to those in every generation who will experience the presence of God's kingdom.  

How do we take up our cross?  How do we give up all that is in our lives to Christ, and to the goals which Christ would prepare for us?  It is an even more profound question for us to begin to ask how our own suffering can become transfigured in the light of the Cross of Christ, as part of His mission in the world.  These are important and central questions to what it means to be a Christian believer.  In a certain sense, all suffering that we undergo in life can be used as an occasion for witnessing, for testimony to our faith.  We should remember, also, in this context, that the word "martyr" is actually the Greek word that means "witness."  It is the root of the noun that means "testimony" and the verb that means to "give testimony" or to "witness."  So we must consider how we live our lives in the light of the Cross, and how that life itself, the way we choose to live, becomes witnessing for the gospel.  When we undergo any kind of suffering in the world, enduring that suffering in the ways that our faith would teach us, dedicating ourselves to prayer and to seeking God's way through it, becomes a form of witnessing and participation in Christ's Cross through our own cross we bear in life.  We may recall that St. Paul also prayed for some firm of infirmity to pass from himself, but was told by God, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness."   St. Paul's response:  "Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me" (see 2 Corinthians 12:8-9).  Sometimes, also, we will suffer directly as a result of our faith, as the result of "witnessing" according to the teachings of Christ and our faith in Christ and what Christ would ask us to choose and to do in our lives.  We may stand up for values that are important to us via our faith, and this results in types of suffering, such as shunning by others, even family members.  But in this context we recall His words, "If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple" (Luke 14:26), or Christ's teaching from the Sermon on the Mount:  "Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you" (Matthew 5:10-11).  Each occasion in our lives becomes an opportunity for witnessing and testimony, because every occasion is a choice for an offering to live our lives through the light of the Cross, through God's guidance and teaching to help us find our way.  Thus, we may glorify Christ and the Kingdom through our choices.  When we suffer, the great genius of God's gifts to us is that we are offered a choice to participate in the Cross with Christ through our own cross -- or we may choose to see ourselves as merely a pawn of fate, a victim of the world without recourse, without choice, and without meaning.  The illness of a parent becomes such an occasion, for example, when one may choose to either prayerfully address such a circumstance or to abandon it to fatalistic thinking, or too much faith in material means, or simply a tragic error of suffering in a meaningless life.  But Christ calls us to something much, much greater than that.  He asks us to step up, and to join Him at the Cross, each in our own way.  Why?  Because our own soul is worth so much more than even what the whole world would or could offer us instead.  He offers us our souls, and a Kingdom that has no end.

 

  

For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it

 

 From that time Jesus began to show to His disciples that He must go to Jerusalem, and suffer many things from the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and be raised the third day.  Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him, saying, "Far be it from You, Lord; this shall not happen to You!"  But He turned and said to Peter, "Get behind Me, Satan!  You are an offense to Me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men."

Then Jesus said to His disciples, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.  For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it.  For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?  Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?  For the Son of Man will come in the glory of His Father with His angels, and then He will reward each according to his works.  Assuredly, I say to you, there are some standing here who shall not taste death till they see the Son of Man coming in His kingdom."

 

- Matthew 16:21-28 

 

Yesterday we read that when Jesus came into the region of Caesarea Philippi, He asked His disciples, saying, "Who do men say that I, the Son of Man, am?"  So they said, "Some say John the Baptist, some Elijah, and others Jeremiah or one of the prophets."  He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?"  Simon Peter answered and said, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God."  Jesus answered and said to him, "Blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jonah, for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but My Father who is in heaven.  And I also say to you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build My church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it.  And I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven."  Then He commanded His disciples that they should tell no one that He was Jesus the Christ.

 

 From that time Jesus began to show to His disciples that He must go to Jerusalem, and suffer many things from the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and be raised the third day.  Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him, saying, "Far be it from You, Lord; this shall not happen to You!"  But He turned and said to Peter, "Get behind Me, Satan!  You are an offense to Me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men."  My study Bible explains that after Peter's confession (in yesterday's reading, above), Jesus reveals the true nature of His messiahship:  the mystery of His Passion.  It was expected that the Messiah would reign forever, so the concept that Christ would die was perplexing to Peter and remained scandalous to the Jews even after the Resurrection (1 Corinthians 1:23).  As Jesus indicates, Peter unwittingly speaks for Satan, as the devil did not want Christ to fulfill His mission and save mankind through suffering and death. 

 

 Then Jesus said to His disciples, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me."  The cross was a dreaded instrument of Roman punishment; my study Bible points out that it is at the same time a symbol of suffering by Christians in imitation of Christ.  Christians practice self-denial for the sake of the love of God and the gospel.  My study Bible comments that to accept this suffering is not a punishment, nor an end in itself.  Rather it is a means to overcome the fallen world for the sake of the Kingdom and to crucify the flesh with its passions and desires (Galatians 5:24).  

"For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it."  My study Bible notes that the central paradox of Christian living is that in grasping for temporal things, we lose the eternal.  But in sacrificing everything in this world, we gain eternal riches that are unimaginable (1 Corinthians 2:9).  It is important that we put this in the context of choice, what we put first as priority in life, what we choose over all else (Matthew 6:33).

 "Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?  For the Son of Man will come in the glory of His Father with His angels, and then He will reward each according to his works."  Christ's question emphasizes the foolishness of putting first in life the accumulation of worldly wealth or power in the sense that it cannot redeem our fallen soul, and neither will it benefit us in the life to come.  We are being given illustrations of the choices we will be asked to make.

"Assuredly, I say to you, there are some standing here who shall not taste death till they see the Son of Man coming in His kingdom."  My study Bible calls this a reference to those who would witness the Transfiguration (our next reading, Matthew 17:1-9), as well as those in every generation who will experience the presence of God's Kingdom.  

The concept of exchange is one that we continually come across in the Gospels and in the teachings of Jesus, but often it seems to elude conception to picture it this way.  In today's reading, Jesus speaks about an exchange of perceptions, a way of giving things up to God, putting our material lives in God's hands for God's priorities.  It is in this sense that we are asked to deny ourselves and take up the cross and follow Christ.  For He will give His life in following God, even if it means going to the Cross, for this is the exchange of His worldly life for God's plan of salvation for all -- for all people, and all time.  When we make choices between the true need of the soul for redemption and meaning, and a more worldly understanding of what our proper goals are, then we do something similar.  We do as He did, and as He asks.  For example, one may find what one thinks is an open pathway in life, a job or other opportunity.  But if in prayer we seem to be directed away from what looks in every respect like a great material choice, and we forego that seemingly obviously good choice for the place the word of God directs us and our souls, then we are making a redemptive exchange.  We are "handing over" that material reality to God and seeking to follow God's way, even when there is a conflict we might not quite understand.  This is something done in faith:  it gives us meaning, it asks us to make choices, it sets the world and our lives out as that which we return to God for God's purposes and meanings which are given to us, and create a true weight and value in the soul.  When Jesus tells Peter, "Get behind Me, Satan!" it is not because Peter has deliberately chosen to advocate something which is obviously bad or evil.  But Peter's concern is a worldly perspective that conflicts with the life and choices the Father has commanded for Christ, and hence He says to Peter, "You are an offense to Me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men."  Our own "fallenness" or "brokenness" is a kind of broken communion with God, in which our material lives might frequently be in conflict with the places God asks us to go, and choices God would ask us to make, if we but pay attention and emphasize that relationship with God that comes through prayer and worship.  Christ asks us for a deepening of that relationship, an exchange of a purely worldly perception which might seem perfectly reasonable and good, but for a deeper relationship in which God will guide us to meaning and direction which serves God's purposes and far grander goals than we could set for ourselves.  Let us note that this takes great faith and is not merely a question of following formal rules, but of true listening and prayer, and a deepening relationship with God, a commitment to faith and the work of God in us, which will change and transform the ways that we see things.  What sounds good on one level is frequently not the depth of good that God calls us to, but we can see and hear this only with the eyes and ears of faith, the perceptions of the heart that Christ calls us to.  It is a question of exchange:  what would we give up for our souls?  What meaning and depth can be preferable to that which God will give us, the deep place to which God calls us?  Many times it is the very things the world seems to approve of that we will find God asks us to turn down, just as Christ Himself was the ultimate example of scandal and scorn in order to follow God's purpose.  In making an exchange, we're asked to make a sacrifice -- but it is a sacrifice in order to receive something deeper, grander, of a far different and unknown substance than the merely worldly or material alone -- and that is something that nothing in this earth can buy for us but our own loyalty and faith to God.  Worldly fame and glory is very impressive, and so many chase after it and the approval of the world. But it takes courage to find the deeper understanding of real conviction, the often perplexing and hard to understand life of faith that pays out so much more albeit in ways not obviously seen or immediately present.  And that takes strength, the kind of strength He asks us to learn in following Him and the truth He gives.

 

Get behind Me, Satan! For you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men

 Now Jesus and His disciples went out to the towns of Caesarea Philippi; and on the road He asked His disciples, saying to them, "Who do men say that I am?"  So they answered, "John the Baptist; but some say, Elijah; and others, one of the prophets."  He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?"  Peter answered and said to Him, "You are the Christ."  Then He strictly warned them that they should tell no one about Him.

And He began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer many things, and be rejected by the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.  He spoke this word openly.  Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him.  But when He had turned around and looked at His disciples, He rebuked Peter, saying, "Get behind Me, Satan!  For you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men."  When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He said to them, "Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.  For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel's will save it.  For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?  Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?  For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of him the Son of Man also will be ashamed when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy angels."

And He said to them, "Assuredly, I say to you that there are some standing here who will not taste death till they see the kingdom of God present with power."

- Mark 8:27-9:1

Yesterday, we read that the Pharisees came out and began to dispute with Jesus, seeking from Him a sign from heaven, testing Him.  But He sighed deeply in His spirit, and said, "Why does this generation seek a sign?  Assuredly, I say to you, no sign shall be given to this generation."  And He left them, and getting into the boat again, departed to the other side.  Now the disciples had forgotten to take bread, and they did not have more than one loaf with them in the boat.  Then He charged them, saying, "Take heed, beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod."  And they reasoned among themselves, saying, "It is because we have no bread."  But Jesus, being aware of it, said to them, "Why do you reason because you have no bread?  Do you not yet perceive nor understand?  Is your heart still hardened?  Having eyes, do you not see?  And having ears, do you not hear?  And do you not remember?  When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  They said to Him, "Twelve."  "Also, when I broke the seven for the four thousand, how many large baskets full of fragments did you take up?"  And they said, "Seven."  So He said to them, "How is it you do not understand?"  Then He came to Bethsaida; and they brought a blind man to Him, and begged Him to touch him.  So He took the blind man by the hand and led him out of the town.  And when He had spit on his eyes and put His hands on him, He asked him if he saw anything.  And he looked up and said, "I see men like trees, walking."  Then He put His hands on his eyes again and made him look up.  And he was restored and saw everyone clearly.  Then He sent him away to his house, saying, "Neither go into the town, nor tell anyone in the town." 

 Now Jesus and His disciples went out to the towns of Caesarea Philippi; and on the road He asked His disciples, saying to them, "Who do men say that I am?"   My study bible tells us, "Caesarea Philippi, a major city rebuilt by Herod's son Philip, who named it after Tiberius Caesar and himself, was located some 20 miles north of the Sea of Galilee.  Jesus chooses this Gentile area to challenge His disciples with the messianic question in private, apparently wishing to avoid popular repercussions among Jews."   In Mark's Gospel, Jesus and the disciples travel back and forth across the Sea of Galilee, they go into various territories of the Gentiles, and into Judea and Jerusalem, and elsewhere, and a map becomes very helpful to understanding the breadth and different circumstances of Jesus ministry.   Caesarea Philippi, a place symbolizing the worldly power and glory of the Romans, is perhaps the best place in which to define the glory of God.

So they answered, "John the Baptist; but some say, Elijah; and others, one of the prophets."  He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?"  Peter answered and said to Him, "You are the Christ."  Then He strictly warned them that they should tell no one about Him.  My study bible says here:  "Peter, on behalf of the disciples, confesses Jesus as the Christ.  The Hebrew equivalent of Christ is 'Messiah,' meaning 'the Anointed One.'  Because this title was fraught with popular nationalistic misunderstandings, Jesus uses it only rarely, but accepts it when questioned at His trial before the Sanhedrin (14:61, 62).  The understanding of Christ's identity cannot be gained through human reason; nor do miracles divulge it.  It comes only by revelation from the Father in heaven (Matt. 16: 16, 17)."

And He began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer many things, and be rejected by the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.  He spoke this word openly.  Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him.   Another note tells us that Son of Man is a veiled Old Testament messianic title (found in the Book of Daniel).  Jesus frequently will use this title for Himself as it is more suitable than "the Christ" at this stage of His ministry.  It is also a title that emphasizes the fullness of His humanity, of the Incarnation.  Jesus says that He must suffer.  My study bible says that "this is the inscrutable divine will, and the very heart of His redemptive work.  Suffering marks Jesus' redefinition of messiahship (see Isaiah 53).  Peter is shocked by this unprecedented notion.  But Jesus is preparing His disciples -- and Christians today -- for adversity."

But when He had turned around and looked at His disciples, He rebuked Peter, saying, "Get behind Me, Satan!  For you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men."   My study bible says here that "Peter unknowingly serves the intent of Satan other than the plan of God in attempting to lead Jesus away from the path of suffering."

When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He said to them, "Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me."  A note tells us, "After Peter's confession, Jesus injects a new solemn tone into His ministry by speaking about suffering and by teaching the people and the disciples the cost of discipleship:  self-denial, carrying one's cross (a symbol of suffering), and obedience to Christ.  By saying let him deny himself, and take up his cross, Jesus means His followers should separate themselves from their sins and from the inclination of their hearts towards evil (Gen. 8:21), crucifying the flesh with its passions and desires (Gal. 5:24)."

"For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel's will save it."  This powerful statement tells us so much about our faith, and there is so much to "unlock" in it for ourselves.  My study bible puts it this way:  "To save one's life means to base one's earthly life on self.  This is the opposite of self-denial, and ultimately results in the loss of eternal life.  To lose one's life is to accept suffering and sacrifice for the sake of Christ and His Kingdom, which ultimately brings salvation.  Discipleship is costly:  it requires giving up all claim to everything the world holds dear."

For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?  Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?  For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of him the Son of Man also will be ashamed when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy angels."    My study bible explains that soul,  or psyche in the Greek, is also translated as "life."  It can refer to our spiritual nature, or the whole human being.  There is nothing more valuable to us than our souls.  And then Jesus includes these powerful words clearly regarding Judgment; it is a powerful teaching on how we view loss, especially in a life dedicated to following Christ.

And He said to them, "Assuredly, I say to you that there are some standing here who will not taste death till they see the kingdom of God present with power."  My study bible says that "the kingdom of God present with power is connected to the previous words about the Son of Man coming in glory (verse 38).  A foretaste of this glory is granted at the Transfiguration, which anticipates future revelatory moments of God's great power:  the Resurrection of Christ and Pentecost, as well as the consummation of the Kingdom."

In today's reading, Mark's Gospel finally gives us a definitive revelation of the identity of Jesus as Christ.  But immediately, His word comes to the disciples:  the Son of Man must suffer many things.  How can this be the Christ, the Messiah?  Why suffering?  Jesus' humanity is, of course, a great key to this suffering.  He is here with us, as one of us.  But there's also more to it.  Suffering comes for the sake of the Gospel, of the Kingdom.  Taking up one's cross is the thing that He teaches each one of us, as disciples, must do.  And then there is that powerful statement we read in the midst of His teachings today:  "For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel's will save it."  What does that mean, exactly?  How do we do that?  In the traditional language of the Church, my study bible teaches about focus on the self, and about self-denial.  But I think in popular language we also have the understanding of "ego" -- a kind of self-centeredness that involves all kinds of ways of thinking about self-aggrandizement, what we think we need, and this term also gives us a familiarity with the need to detach, to let go, to suffer loss in ways that help us more truly see ourselves and focus on the importance of the soul, finding simplicity and true needfulness.  Whatever way we want to put it, I have seen in all kinds of ways that we will suffer in the world, and that the key to taking up the cross we're to bear is about finding God's way through the suffering.  Whether we deliberately enter into ascetical practices of self-denial, or God brings that "self-denial" our way through loss, I really can't say which is the more effective way to understand this.  But I will also say that whatever our own voluntary ascetical practices are, such as fasting, or taking retreats in silence, or whatever way we wish to "pare down" our lives in order to focus on what is important, I think that perhaps God brings our way experiences that illumine what we can't see voluntarily.  Often, a particular crisis will needfully spark some painful self-reflection about what exactly we think we need, and what God seems to think we don't.  Pain and suffering are definitely linked to effects of evil, but our prayer and devotion to God at those times may be crucial in understanding how we are to walk through this world, who we are, what we need, and how God may be glorified through our lives.  In my opinion, this is what Christ refers to in taking up the Cross, even as His Crucifixion will be the supreme example of the same.  As Son of Man, He bore the burdens of being human in this world:  pain and suffering and every form of injustice, cruelty, betrayal, death.  But I think the key here is who we find we are in those instances that bring us to our own crosses, and that ask us to make choices about what we are and what we ally ourselves with.  When Jesus says, "Whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of him the Son of Man also will be ashamed," He's talking about putting our trust in Him even through loss, through things that may seem in the world's eyes like we are the losers, whatever form that takes.  There we get directly to the heart of how we think about ourselves, and how a kind of resurrection happens through a realignment of our way of thinking, a recognition of His way in the midst of loss, and who we are in His sight rather than the world's.   Nobody can judge another's suffering.  But I can tell you that our call to endure is one I have felt keenly in my life, and continue to feel called to learn and accept.  It is a way of going through the darkness, in which we may lose ourselves, but find the person God calls us to be, in surprising ways that ask us for courage and endurance, and even humiliation.  Jesus as human being calls us to be like Him, to help carry that Cross in our own way, and exchange the world for the Kingdom in ourselves and our hearts.  Get behind Me, Satan! is the clear command that takes us away from one perspective, and demands another.  We are to be mindful of the things of God instead.