Showing posts with label trials. Show all posts
Showing posts with label trials. Show all posts

Thursday, June 26, 2025

That you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel

 
 Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves.  
 
"But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."
 
- Luke 22:24–30 
 
Yesterday we read that, when the hour had come, Jesus sat down, and the twelve apostles with Him.  Then He said to them, "With fervent desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God."  Then He took the cup, and gave thanks, and said, "Take this and divide it among yourselves; for I say to you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes."  And He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me."  Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you.  But behold, the hand of My betrayer is with Me on the table.  And truly the Son of Man goes as it has been determined, but woe to that man by whom He is betrayed!"  Then they began to question among themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing.
 
  Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves."  My study Bible comments that this small-minded dispute is out of place in the context of the mysteries which Christ has just revealed (see yesterday's reading, above).  Jesus corrects His disciples by first comparing them to the power-hungry Gentiles, whom my study Bible says they already considered to be an abomination, and contrasting them to Himself, who serves us, although He is Lord of all.  
 
 "But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."  My study Bible quotes the commentary of St. Ambrose of Milan:  "Christ judges by discerning the heart, and not by examining deeds.  So also the apostles are being shaped to exercise spiritual judgment concerning faith, and in rebuking error with virtue."  The apostles will judge not with earthly judgment, my study Bible says, but by the witness of their own lives.  As God's kingdom begins with Christ's Resurrection, it notes, the authority of judgment has already been given to the apostles and their successors in the journey of the Church on earth (Matthew 16:19; John 20:23).  
 
 It's always remarkable to me how the disciples will betray all the impulses of human beings which are contrary to the intentions of Christ's Kingdom.  They show us who we are, in this sense, and the things we all battle against.  In particular this includes all of our varied and myriad impulses of selfishness and especially a desire for worldly power and position.  As my study Bible implies, how can they have any idea how in contradiction and out of place their squabble and their concerns are after receiving the holy mystery of the Eucharist?  But such is the stuff of the Gospels.  It's often long after events and teachings have taken place that the disciples come to grasp the fullness of Christ's meaning -- with more to come in the history of the Church.  But they tell us who we are, and so our Gospels show us what we're up against.  Jesus redirects them in an absolutely powerful manner.  For what He is doing is giving them the image of the true power they will wield, the high places which will be assigned to them in the Kingdom.  But it is not the type of Kingdom that they expect.  One can read in the Revelation that "a great, fiery red dragon" appeared as a sign in heaven, and "his tail drew a third of the stars of heaven and threw them to the earth."  This is a story in symbolic language of the fallen angels, drawn by Satan in his own self-centered desire for power, and accepting human worship rather than serving God.  The one-third of the angels drawn down with him (whom we now call demons, and formed the backdrop of the story of pagan worship of a pantheon of gods) are meant to be replaced by human beings -- those who will serve in Christ's heavenly kingdom.  These are those, like the apostles, who have continued with Christ in His trials by following Him in this world.  They will take the place of the angels who failed to shepherd humankind (see Isaiah 14:12-15; Ezekiel 28:12-19; Genesis 6:1-4; 2 Peter 2:4; Jude 1:6 Revelation 12:7-9; Matthew 25:41).  The aspirations of the apostles for places in a worldly kingdom are redirected by Christ to a goal of service (as He serves) and a heavenly kingdom that awaits a destiny that belongs to "those for whom it is prepared by My Father" (see Matthew 20:20-23).  As we have commented recently and throughout this blog, Christ comes to wage a spiritual battle in this world, to reclaim it -- and us -- for Himself and the Kingdom of heaven from the one known as the ruler of this world in the language of St. John's Gospel, the god of this age as St. Paul writes.   Let us remember that God is enthroned -- or not -- in the hearts and minds of human beings.  But moreover, there is a greater destiny for us, upon which rests the life of the world, meaning the whole of creation in the language of Scripture.  Jesus has come to prepare such a destiny for us; let us follow Him into the spiritual battle He asks of us.  Let us do as He directs the disciples in today's reading, take our minds from being conformed to this world and to the place that Christ prepares for us, and where He asks us to follow.   For that is how the good fight is fought.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Thursday, June 29, 2023

But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials. And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me

 
 Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves.  
 
"But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."
 
- Luke 22:24-30 
 
Yesterday we read that, when the hour had come, Jesus sat down, and the twelve apostles with Him.  Then He said to them, "With fervent desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God."  Then He took the cup, and gave thanks, and said, "Take this and divide it among yourselves; for I say to you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes."  And He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me."  Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you.  But behold, the hand of My betrayer is with Me on the table.  And truly the Son of Man goes as it has been determined, but woe to that man by whom He is betrayed!"  Then they began to question among themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing.
 
  Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves."  My study Bible comments that this small-minded dispute is out of place in the context of the mysteries Christ has just revealed.  He corrects the disciples by first comparing them to the power-hungry Gentiles, whom they themselves considered an abomination, and contrasting them to Himself.  For Christ serves us even though He is Lord of all.  

"But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."  Here my study Bible quotes St. Ambrose of Milan, who writes, "Christ judges by discerning the heart, and not by examining deeds.  So also the apostles are being shaped to exercise spiritual judgment concerning faith, and in rebuking error with virtue."  My study Bible also notes that the apostles will judge not with earthly judgment, but by the witness of their own lives.  As God's kingdom begins with the Resurrection of Christ, it says, so the authority of judgment has already been given to the apostles and their successors in the journey of the Church on earth (Matthew 16:19; John 20:23). 
 
 What does it mean to be a part of the kingdom of God? Here Jesus makes it clear that to participate in this kingdom, we must first receive it as it is given to us by Him (I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me).  We must understand it as a gift.  He makes it clear that this is linked to the fact that these disciples "are those who have continued with Me in My trials."  St. Ambrose, in the quotation from my study Bible, also clarifies that the means by which the apostles participate in that bestowed kingdom of God is "by rebuking error with virtue."  In this way they become the living stones spoken of by St. Peter:  "Coming to Him as to a living stone, rejected indeed by men, but chosen by God and precious, you also, as living stones, are being built up a spiritual house, a holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ" (1 Peter 2:4-5).  So if we are to break down these teachings about the kingdom of God, we are to understand that the gift the disciples are given really has to do with the persistence of their faith, and their willingness to engage in what we can call spiritual battle in this context:  they have persisted through participation with Christ in His trials, and fought such battles by rebuking error with virtue.  If the gift of the Kingdom also comes with the enduring presence of the Holy Spirit, then our lives as followers of Jesus, and inheritors of this Kingdom as successors and fellow disciples means that we, also, must seek to live this kind of life.  This is how we carry the kingdom of God within us and through the world.  This is given to us in contrast to the earthly desire for greatness expressed by the apostles, their misunderstanding of what Christ's kingdom will be about, and what it will mean to be participants in it.  Jesus is leading them through His example of service, and not greatness on worldly terms.  As those who are given this Kingdom, they also will continue in trials, as Christ did before them, and they also must rebuke error with virtue, as Christ did, and showed them His blessed way of life.  Imagine what kind of repentance must have happened among them to go from one expectation (of worldly greatness in an earthly kingdom) to another (of service, endurance in trials, and the virtue exemplified and taught by Christ).   As those who would seek to inherit this Kingdom, and to participate in it, perhaps we must also consider what that means in the same way -- that expression of virtue in response to error.  In a very pragmatic and materially-oriented society, it seems that many have given up on such a standard in social mores.  Where once there were socially-acceptable characteristics of politeness, today we experience applause for behavior that shocks or outrages (nominally in the name of "progress" or "rights"), or is violent or provocative, often for similar reasons.  Unfortunately thanks to the widespread use of all kinds of media, and the attention that follows, such behavior and its public expression frequently goes viral thanks to social media and its addictive and even voyeuristic nature.  So, rebuking error with virtue, in such an environment, remains a challenge within yet new contexts.  But we are still those who would inherit this Kingdom, and the one way to do so is by being those living stones, and participating in the ways that we are called to do so.  If Christ's kingdom is born through His trials, so that it may open to the world through His Resurrection, then such struggles, and the full story of Resurrection, become what we're a part of -- the energies of grace in which we participate.  Let us consider what our struggles are and hold fast to Resurrection, for there is where we find ourselves as members of that Kingdom.  Today is the feast of Saints Peter and Paul.  We have already noted St. Peter's understanding of "living stones."  Let us quote from St. Paul also, relative to today's passage:  "If we endure, we shall also reign with Him.  If we deny Him, He also will deny us" (2 Timothy 2:12).  Let us endure as living stones!


 
 

Thursday, June 24, 2021

I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelves tribes of Israel

 
 Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves.  But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelves tribes of Israel."
 
- Luke 22:24-30 
 
Yesterday we read that when the hour had come, Jesus sat down, and the twelve apostles with Him.  Then He said to them, "With fervent desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God."  Then He took the cup, and gave thanks, and said, "Take this and divide it among yourselves; for I say to you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes."  And He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me."  Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you.  But behold, the hand of My betrayer is with Me on the table.  And truly the Son of Man goes as it has been determined, but woe to that man by whom He is betrayed!"  Then they began to question among themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing.
 
Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves."  My study Bible comments here that this small-minded dispute is out of place in the context of the mysteries that Christ has just revealed (see yesterday's reading, above, in which Christ instituted the Eucharist).  Jesus corrects the disciples by first comparing them to the power-hungry Gentiles, whom they themselves considered an abomination, and He contrasts them to Himself, who serves us even though He is Lord of all.  
 
"But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelves tribes of Israel."  My study Bible quotes commentary on this passage by St. Ambrose of Milan:  "Christ judges by discerning the heart, and not by examining deeds.  So also the apostles are being shaped to exercise spiritual judgment concerning faith, and in rebuking error with virtue."  A note adds that the apostles will judge not with earthly judgment, but by the witness of their own lives.  Since the kingdom of God begins with the Resurrection of Christ, the authority of judgment has already been given to the apostles and their successors in the journey of the Church on earth (Matthew 16:19, John 20:23).  

Let us take careful note of the events that continue a pattern of temptation and correction, as this is the time of the great temptation of Satan on so many levels, which the Gospel has taken great pains to emphasize.  Luke writes that "the chief priests and the scribes sought how they might kill Him, for they feared the people.  Then Satan entered Judas, surnamed Iscariot, who was numbered among the twelve" (see Tuesday's reading).  In the understanding of the Church, the clear culprit who works through the weaknesses of envy and greed, in the cases of the religious leadership and Judas, successively, is Satan.  These are not simple plots of human beings, but rather the momentum of evil in spiritual places encourages these actions, seizing on the passions of human beings.  In today's reading, we read about the weakness of the apostles, manifesting itself in an argument over power and place; that is, who would be the greatest.  This is not the only time the disciples are said to have argued over this same question.  See, for example, Mark 9:34, Luke 9:46, Matthew 20:20-21.  So, we can assume this is yet another passion, another weakness, exploited by the spiritual powers of the prince of this world, at this time of great influence of evil.  But Jesus corrects their thinking, and importantly, gives us an understanding of power and how it works in His Kingdom.  "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves."  He points to Himself as the example for all:  "Yet I am among you as the One who serves."   As Christ rebukes with the example of His own virtue, so the disciples are being shaped to do the same, and through this example in the Gospel, so we are being taught as well.  Importantly, there's a deeper lesson here, about how to counter spiritual evil.  Our job is to be vigilant, to watch and pray, and to exercise the kind of discernment that Christ teaches, which is one that judges by the heart and not the actions.  In our own practice of virtue is the greatest weapon against the spiritual powers of evil; our perseverance in faith and endurance through all things is what we have been taught is our rule through tribulation of all kinds.  In Romans 12:20-21, St. Paul quotes from Proverbs 25:21-22:  "Therefore 'If your enemy is hungry, feed him; If he is thirsty, give him a drink; For in so doing you will heap coals of fire on his head.'  Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."  While a modern perspective may understand this merely as a moral teaching, it is actually a very profound spiritual practice.  Similarly to prayer, acts that we do with real faith have greater effects than we can frequently discern.  Jesus says, "For whoever gives you a cup of water to drink in My name, because you belong to Christ, assuredly, I say to you, he will by no means lose his reward" (Mark 9:41), and, "Whoever receives one of these little children in My name receives Me; and whoever receives Me, receives not Me but Him who sent Me" (Mark 9:37).  These statements describe spiritual realities we cannot fully grasp, but which are nevertheless true and real.  Let us follow Christ and understand that as He goes to the Cross in this time of evil, He engages in what is, in fact, the most profound act of spiritual warfare, and the supreme example for us all.  In another profound promise, the fullness of which we cannot imagine, He bestows a kingdom upon His apostles, who have continued with Him in His trials.  Let us follow as well.



 
 
 

Friday, December 11, 2020

And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel

 
 When the hour had come, He sat down, and the twelve apostles with Him.  Then He said to them, "With fervent desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God."  Then He took the cup, and gave thanks, and said, "Take this and divide it among yourselves; for I say to you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes."  And He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me."  Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you.  But behold, the hand of My betrayer is with Me on the table.  And truly the Son of Man goes as it has been determined, but woe to that man by whom He is betrayed!"  Then they began to question among themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing. 

Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves.  But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."
 
- Luke 22:14–30 
 
Yesterday we read that the Feast of Unleavened Bread drew near, which is called Passover.  And the chief priests and the scribes sought how they might kill Him, for they feared the people.  Then Satan entered Judas, surnamed Iscariot, who was numbered among the twelve.  So he went his way and conferred with the chief priests and captains, how he might betray Him to them.  And they were glad, and agreed to give him money.  So he promised and sought opportunity to betray Him to them in the absence of the multitude.   Then came the Day of Unleavened Bread, when the Passover must be killed.  And He sent Peter and John, saying, "Go and prepare the Passover for us, that we may eat."  So they said to Him, "Where do You want us to prepare?"  And He said to them, "Behold, when you have entered the city, a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow him into the house which he enters.  Then you shall say to the master of the house, 'The Teacher says to you, "Where is the guest room where I may eat the Passover with My disciples?"'  Then he will show you a large, furnished upper room; there make ready."  So they went and found it just as He had said to them, and they prepared the Passover.
 
 When the hour had come, He sat down, and the twelve apostles with Him.  Then He said to them, "With fervent desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God."  My study bible comments that Christ has a fervent desire for this Passover because this particular meal will impart the mysteries of the new covenant to His followers.  Moreover, this event will inaugurate the great deliverance of humanity from sin through the power of the Cross. 

Then He took the cup, and gave thanks, and said, "Take this and divide it among yourselves; for I say to you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes."  This first cup is a conclusion of the Old Testament Passover meal which Christ eats with His disciples in order to fulfill the Law.  Until the kingdom of God comes means until Christ's Resurrection, my study bible explains.  At that time, He will again eat and drink with His disciples (Luke 24:43, Acts 10:41).  

And He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me."  Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you."  Gave thanks has as its root the Greek word eucharist/ευχαριστεω, which my study bible says immediately came to refer to both the Liturgy and the sacrament of Holy Communion.  Written before the end of the first century, the Didache mentions the celebration of the Liturgy as "the Eucharist."  Additionally, in the year AD 150, St. Justin said of Holy Communion, "This food we call 'Eucharist,' of which no one is allowed to partake except one who believes that the things we teach are true, and has received the washing [holy baptism] for forgiveness of sins and for rebirth, and who lives as Christ commanded us."   Jesus also declares:  "This is My body."   My study bible notes that the Orthodox Church has always accepted these words as true; as St. Justin puts it, "that the food consecrated by the word of prayer which comes from Him is the flesh and blood of that incarnate Jesus."  

"But behold, the hand of My betrayer is with Me on the table.  And truly the Son of Man goes as it has been determined, but woe to that man by whom He is betrayed!"  Then they began to question among themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing.    My study bible remarks that Judas too is invited to this table for the mystical supper, and that in doing so Jesus is seeking by all means to save him.  His unworthy participation, it says, leads to his utter destruction (see 1 Corinthians 11:27-30; compare to Esther 7).  This is pertinent to considerations of what it means to partake of the Eucharist and the consequences possible for those who are spiritually unaware or unprepared.

Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves."  The disciples begin at this juncture a small-minded dispute, unworthy of them and out of place here in the context of the mysteries which Christ has just revealed.  My study bible comments that He corrects them by first comparing them to the power-hungry Gentiles, whom they consider an abomination, and contrasting them to Himself, who serves us even though He is Lord of all.  
 
"But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."   St. Ambrose of Milan is quoted by my study bible here:  "Christ judges by discerning the heart, and not by examining deeds.  So also the apostles are being shaped to exercise spiritual judgment concerning faith, and in rebuking error with virtue."   My study bible adds that the apostles will judge not with earthly judgment, but rather by the witness of their own lives.  Since God's kingdom begins with the Resurrection of Christ, it says, the authority of judgment was already been given to the apostles and their successors in the journey of the Church on earth (Matthew 16:19; John 20:23). 

I'm intrigued by the commentary on the part of St. Ambrose of Milan:  "Christ judges by discerning the heart, and not by examining deeds.  So also the apostles are being shaped to exercise spiritual judgment concerning faith, and in rebuking error with virtue."   I wonder how many of us could benefit from this wisdom.  It's quite amazing how often we find ourselves measuring everything by deeds, and along with that way of thinking goes the measurement that proclaims whether or not someone is "deserving."  But Christ works with grace, and God's love is poured out in ways that aren't measured in such a way.  In chapter 6, Jesus declares, "Give, and it will be given to you: good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over will be put into your bosom. For with the same measure that you use, it will be measured back to you" (Luke 6:38).  The generosity of the hand of God, of grace and mercy, is linked to what St. Ambrose is saying.  How do we measure?  Must we always think in terms of "deserving" rather than gifts?  I think this is a way that children think, as they compete for what they want with siblings.  At any rate, it is a type of immature thinking.  It is important, also, that St. Ambrose writes such commentary so closely connected with the institution of the Eucharist.  As was once explained to me by a patient Bishop I was questioning, nobody "deserves" the Eucharist.  It's not a question of earning it by good deeds, or making certain qualifications.  This is a type of legalistic thinking that doesn't belong with grace.  The Eucharist -- as is implied by its name meaning "giving thanks" -- is a pure gift.  It is grace.  It is given to us as something irredeemably greater than anything we could earn or "pay" for with our good qualities, good deeds, or favors to God.  The Eucharist is the promise of life in Christ.  It is not simply a promise of eternal life (however we want to think of that), but a promise of life in abundance essentially much greater than we can think of or imagine.  In every dimension, it is a gift of pure grace and unattainable by our good deeds or acts.  This is the way God's mercy works, the way God's judgment works, exactly in tune with the words here by St. Ambrose.  And we would do well to consider how we, also, can be "like God" and think of how our gifts can also be given without measure in the sense of God's good judgment.  That is, how often is our own love or mercy given in ways that don't have to be paid for or, in fact, can't be earned?  When we act out of love, such a divine thing like grace happens.  I'm not suggesting anyone go out and bankrupt themselves with lavish gifts, nor expend their good energies on people who are entirely selfish and unappreciative.  What I am suggesting is that if we follow the lead of Christ, we will find ourselves giving where payback or a measure-for-measure payment is not possible.  Christ teaches us two great commandments that sum up all the Law and the Prophets.  He said, "'You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.'  This is the first and great commandment.  And the second is like it: 'You shall love your neighbor as yourself'" (see Matthew 22:36-40).  This is a prescription for living life out of the love of God; then the abundance we might share of love for others -- whether that might be a kind word, a prayer, a true warmth of the heart, assuring another of their worth and meaning to you, or any other gift -- becomes a way to share God's love with others.  And it is there -- God's love -- that we find what is inexhaustible and abundant, and ready to continually give itself through us.  It is truly amazing to understand how prayer recharges our batteries so that we find energy to continue to care for others when we're exhausted, even directing us in ways we might find revealing.  It is not a question of payment or measure or deserving:  it's a question of living out of this participation in God's love.  We see it on display in Christ:  He knows what Judas is going to do and what's in Judas' heart, and yet He is still trying by every means to save Judas in allowing him also to partake of the Eucharist and offering him the gift of His love and of Himself.  The Kingdom which Christ proclaims He bestows upon the apostles has nothing to do with what they have earned in a materialistic mindset or utilitarian sense of looking at and judging human beings.  It's quite revealing that Jesus tells them that "you are those who have continued with Me in My trials."  The Kingdom is theirs because of their faith and their potential for faith, a mysterious and unknowable reality which is revealed through time and personal struggle and sacrifice for what one ultimately loves.  But He knows who they are and invests everything in them through the grace that shows His love.  We are capable of doing the same, but with His help and grace.  For with God, all things are possible.




Thursday, June 27, 2019

I am among you as the One who serves


 Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves.  But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."

- Luke 22:24-30

Yesterday we read that when the hour had come for Christ's final Passover supper, He sat down, and the twelve apostles with Him.  Then He said to them, "With fervent desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God."  Then He took the cup, and gave thanks, and said, "Take this and divide it among yourselves; for I say to you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes."  And He took the bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me."  Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you.  But behold, the hand of My betrayer is with Me on the table.  And truly the Son of Man goes as it had been determined, but woe to that man by whom He is betrayed!"  Then they began to question among themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing.

Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves."  My study bible comments here that this small-minded dispute is out of place in the context of the mysteries which Christ has just revealed to them (see yesterday's reading, above, in which the first Eucharist has been instituted).  Christ corrects His disciples -- first by comparing them to the power-hungry Gentiles, whom they considered to be an abomination, and then by contrasting them to Himself.  Christ serves us although He is Lord of all.

"But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."  My study bible quotes St. Ambrose of Milan commenting on this text:  "Christ judges by discerning the heart, and not by examining deeds.  So also the apostles are being shaped to exercise spiritual judgment concerning faith, and in rebuking error with virtue."   It notes that the apostles will judge not with earthly judgment, but rather by the witness of their own lives.  Since the kingdom of God starts with Christ's Resurrection, the authority of judgment has been given to the apostles and their successors (Matthew 16:19; John 20:23).

Throughout the whole of the Bible, there is repeated reference to God's work which in some sense turns the worldly order upside down.  Isaiah makes a prophesy of the downfall and transformation of the kingdoms who oppose of Israel, and their eventual worship of the Lord.  But even in Zion, there is trouble for those who did not call upon the Lord in the time of trial.  He writes of the proud and mighty, "Indeed the Lord of hosts will cast out and destroy such a man, and take away your robe and glorious crown, and cast you into a large and unmeasured country.  There you shall die, and there your beautiful chariot shall be brought to dishonor and your master's house trampled.  You will be taken from your stewardship and position" (Isaiah 22:17-19).  The Greek Septuagint version of Psalm 34:10 reads, "The rich became poor, and they hunger; but the ones seeking after the Lord shall not lack any good thing."  Hannah's song reflects this influence of the Lord turning the world's order upside down, as when she sings, "The bows of the mighty men are broken, and those who stumbled are girded with strength."  See the whole of her song at 1 Samuel 2:1-10.  Out of all of the examples we can choose, we must pick Mary's song, called the Magnificat (after its first word in Latin), which Luke gives us in the first chapter.  Mary sings, "He has shown strength with His arm; He has scattered the proud in the imagination of their hearts.  He has put down the mighty from their thrones, and exalted the lowly. He has filled the hungry with good things, and the rich He has sent away empty" (see the whole of her song at Luke 1:46-55).  In giving us the Beatitudes (found in both the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew 5, and the Sermon on the Plain in Luke 6), Jesus invokes a sense of the world turned upside down, in which the poor are blessed, as are they who mourn and are meek.  Here in today's reading, He speaks of the kind of Church He wants, the representation of the kingdom of God, in which He contrasts the worldly power of the Gentiles with the kind of power He wants from His disciples, citing Himself as their example:  "But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves."  St. Ambrose comments on Christ's pronouncement that they will become judges that they "will rebuke error with virtue."   Christ's way is not meant to be the way of the world.  God's work in us will startle and surprise us.  We, also, may be "turned upside down" and our thinking is changed through the work of prayer.  Things we once thought we had to live by are toppled over, and we come to see a different way.   God's power is not like worldly power.   God's power does not merely manipulate and control, and in participation in His Kingdom, Christ also asks us to share in that power and allow it to work through us.  We may be called upon to bear a cross.  We may respond to unkindness with gentleness and righteous behavior.  And in difficulty, we may find there is a grace for us -- a way to see that has to do with perceiving what God holds for us even in hardship.  But it is this way of life, and these sorts of experiences, that actually give us "good judgment."  Jesus notes that these disciples are the ones who have borne the greatest faith, the ones who have continued with Him in His trials.   This is the key to understanding how we come to know God's power: we stick with our faith through all things, meaning that in humility we endure, and we live to experience and to see the changes God can make in our lives and in our world.  We welcome the insights, contrary to worldly expectations, which our faith has for us.  We can look at the world and all of the images we create for ourselves, but there is one place in which we dwell, where we look for the truth of who we are.  We look to the One who serves to teach us where we need to be and who we need to be.  Let us remain blessed in that place, though it is not necessarily the way of the world. 



Thursday, June 29, 2017

You are those who have continued with Me in My trials. And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel


 Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves.

"But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."

- Luke 22:24-30

Yesterday we read that when the hour had come, Jesus sat down at the Last Supper -- the Passover supper, and the twelve apostles with Him.  Then He said to them, "With fervent desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God."  Then He took the cup, and gave thanks, and said, "Take this and divide it among yourselves; for I say to you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes."  And He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me."  Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you.  But behold, the hand of My betrayer is with Me on the table.  And truly the Son of Man goes as it has been determined, but woe to that man by whom He is betrayed!"  Then they began to question among themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing.

Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest.  And He said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called 'benefactors.'  But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves.  For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves?  Is it not he who sits at the table?  Yet I am among you as the One who serves."  My study bible says that this small-minded dispute is out of place in the context of the mysteries Christ has just revealed.  Clearly the disciples do not grasp the fullness of what has just been given to them.  Perhaps their minds have seized on His statement that He "will no longer eat of [the Passover] until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God," and they misunderstand, thinking that the manifestation of His kingdom is imminent.  Jesus corrects the disciples by first comparing them to the power-hungry Gentiles, whom they consider to be an abomination.  Jesus contrasts their behavior to His own, as He serves all although He is Lord of all.

"But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials.  And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."  My study bible quotes St. Ambrose of Milan here:  "Christ judges by discerning the heart, and not by examining deeds.  So also the apostles are being shaped to exercise spiritual judgment concerning faith, and in rebuking error with virtue."  The judgment Christ is speaking of here isn't earthly judgment, but rather judgment by the witness of the very lives of the apostles.  God's kingdom begins with the Resurrection of Christ; thereby this authority has already been given to the apostles and their successors in the journey of the Church on earth, my study bible tells us (see Matthew 16:19, John 20:23).  Contrast the desire for worldly power with the faith that these men have displayed as they have "continued with Me in My trials."  Perhaps there is one among them for whom a kind of worldly power outweighs following the Master through humiliation and death, but he is the one who will betray Him.  It is faith that bears witness and gives testimony that renders judgment.

"But you are those who have continued with Me in My trials."  This statement conveys an enormous amount of information about these apostles, upon whom Christ says will be bestowed "a kingdom, just as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel."   Somehow it is continuing with Him in His trials that conveys the full impact here, gives us something to grasp and to understand about judgment, and about authority, and about the Kingdom.  Elsewhere Jesus also juxtaposes the desire for worldly power (in various forms) and the humility necessary to be one of His true followers:  "For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and is himself destroyed or lost? For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words, of him the Son of Man will be ashamed when He comes in His own glory, and in His Father’s, and of the holy angels" (9:25-26).   Let us consider the concept of shame invoked here, and the necessary qualification of humility to be fully faithful to Him.  Considering the images we read in the Gospels, both of Christ in His life and mission, and of the apostles who would follow, humility -- and the capacity to bear shame given by the world -- is a necessary ingredient to our full faith.  Christ calls us to places where we have to stand up for something that is unpopular, or for those who are outcast in some sense, excluded.  It doesn't matter the form.  Such challenges can come in infinite ways.  But it seems that as we go along in this journey of faith, there will be times we are called upon to stand up for something others don't like, or that which looks like it's simply not the best appearance to make, the one thing necessary that sets us apart and makes us sort of strange, or somehow not in keeping with the worldly goals of those who are the "kings of the world," even those who take care to appear as "benefactors."  And this, perhaps paradoxically, is what makes the apostles fit to be judges -- because they have continued with Him even in the times of His trials, and because they will continue in the time of greatest humiliation, the shame of the Cross, His death, and the persecutions to come.  Without the Resurrection, this would not have the meaning that it does, and these humiliations cannot be separated from the glory of the Cross and of Resurrection.  They are all part of a whole.  But what is indicated here is simply the great struggle of faith in its completeness -- and our need to keep all in the perspective He asks of us.  We don't have faith in order to find position and worldly glory.  Faith will challenge us to be bigger than that, transcendent, and to transform all the worldly images of what it means to be a success into something deeper and with not only loftier but more powerful and responsible goals than that.  Faith asks us to become like Christ, to develop the virtues He shows us, His faith and His courage and His capacity for sacrifice.  Faith asks us to take on a perspective of priorities that aren't necessarily in sync with what the world will claim is all-good.  It asks us to make choices, and perhaps to endure shame and humiliation.  But these things are temporal and fleeting, and they don't transcend the joy of God's love nor the depth to which we are valued and cherished and taught to become much more than we could expect of ourselves.  The Kingdom is here and we may always be a part of it.  But let us remember the testimony of a true witness, and that of our faith -- and endurance -- which speak volumes beyond words.