Most assuredly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the round and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it produces much grain

 

 Now there were certain Greeks among those who came up to worship at the feast.  Then they came to Philip, who was from Bethsaida of Galilee, and asked him, saying, "Sir, we wish to see Jesus."  Philip came and told Andrew, and in turn Andrew and Philip told Jesus.  But Jesus answered them, saying, "The hour has come that the Son of Man should be glorified.  Most assuredly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the round and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it produces much grain.  He who loves His life will lose it, and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.  If anyone serves Me, let him follow Me; and where I am, there My servant will be also.  If anyone serves Me, him My Father will honor."

 

- John 12:20-26 

 

Yesterday we read that a great many in Jerusalem knew that Jesus was there for the Passover; and they came, not for Jesus' sake only, but that they might also see Lazarus, whom He had raised from the dead.  But the chief priests plotted to put Lazarus to death also, because on account of him many of the Jews went away and believed in Jesus.   The next day a great multitude that had come to the feast, when they heard that Jesus was coming to Jerusalem, took branches of palm trees and went out to meet Him, and cried out:  "Hosanna!  'Blessed is He who comes in the name of the LORD!'  The King of Israel!"  Then Jesus, when He had found a young donkey, sat on it; as it is written:  "Fear not, daughter of Zion; Behold, your King is coming, sitting on a donkey's colt."  His disciples did not understand these things at first; but when Jesus was glorified, then they remembered that these things were written about Him and that they had done these things to Him.   Therefore the people, who were with Him when He called Lazarus out of his tomb and raised him from the dead, bore witness.  For this reason the people also met Him, because they heard that He had done this sign.  The Pharisees therefore said among themselves, "You see that you are accomplishing nothing.  Look, the world has gone after Him!"

 

Now there were certain Greeks among those who came up to worship at the feast.  Then they came to Philip, who was from Bethsaida of Galilee, and asked him, saying, "Sir, we wish to see Jesus."  Philip came and told Andrew, and in turn Andrew and Philip told Jesus.  But Jesus answered them, saying, "The hour has come that the Son of Man should be glorified."  My study Bible explains that these Greeks were Gentiles who believed in the God of Abraham, and that they have come to Jerusalem to participate in the Passover feast.  That they are still called "Greeks" shows that they were not yet full converts to Judaism.   It notes that since Jesus had taught His disciples not to go to the Gentiles (Matthew 10:5, 15:24), the disciples approach Jesus first before bringing these new inquirers to Him.  Glorified is a reference to Christ's death on the Cross.  Moreover, my study Bible adds, Christ's obscure response indicates two things:  first, the answer these Greeks seek won't be found in words, but in the Cross; and second, the Cross will be the event that opens all manner of grace to the Gentiles.  Let us note also that this is the first sign in the Gospel that inquirers from the wider, Greek-speaking world are coming to hear of Christ; perhaps it also serves as a sign for Jesus.  Greek was the "international language" for communication of this time; and, of course, the New Testament will be written in Greek for this reason.  It is the language in which the gospel of the Kingdom will travel through the highways of the world.

"Most assuredly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the round and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it produces much grain,  He who loves His life will lose it, and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.  If anyone serves Me, let him follow Me; and where I am, there My servant will be also.  If anyone serves Me, him My Father will honor."   Jesus gives the image of the grain of wheat dying in order to bear fruit -- my study Bible comments that this signifies His death will give life to the world (John 6:51).  It is a tradition in many Orthodox churches to serve boiled wheat, sweetened and spiced, at memorial services for the departed faithful, a gesture which affirms God's promise that those who have died in Christ will rise again to life.  This passage is read in the Armenian Apostolic Church as part of every requiem.

 

Jesus speaks in vivid language, saying, "He who loves His life will lose it, and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.  If anyone serves Me, let him follow Me; and where I am, there My servant will be also.  If anyone serves Me, him My Father will honor."    Elsewhere He uses similar bold language, such as when He says, "If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple" (Luke 14:26).  He follows with a statement similar to the pattern He establishes in today's reading, "And whoever does not bear his cross and come after Me cannot be My disciple."   In each case, He contrasts the extremes of loving or hating one's life in this world (including family members) with loving and following Him.  These are difficult things to reconcile, possibly unimaginable to most of us.  But for the times that come down to spiritual choice, these statements might not be so extreme.  This vivid and colorful language used by Christ is quite possibly meant to shock, in order to make a point:  that loyalty to God ultimately takes precedence over the rest of our priorities in life.  St. Paul writes, "For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart" (Hebrews 4:12).  There are times when our prayers will lead us to make choices for which we may need to break with rules or habits learned at home in our natal families, or to disagree with a loved one over a particular path or opinion.  It is in this sense that choice is offered to us in our spiritual lives, a truth we must choose to love even when others whom we love do not approve or do not like our choices.  There comes such a time when a love of God, and the truth we must accept, trumps all else we care for.  Jesus goes to the Cross Himself certainly understanding this and making such a hard choice.  We know of His love for His mother, and for all of His disciples, and yet He will go to the Cross in obedience to the Father, seemingly abandoning those who love Him and for whom the prospect of His death is unmitigated tragedy (see St. Peter's response to Christ's prophecy of His Crucifixion, "Far be it from You, Lord; this shall not happen to You!" - Matthew 16:22-24).  Jesus goes the Cross in order to give us an abundant life, one that we may claim even if we die a human death.  Many people separate a life in the world from this life after death, but that is a false conclusion, as Jesus indicates here.  In a recent reading, Jesus said to Martha, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live."  This offer is not about an afterlife, but about the quality of life we choose in the here and now, and this is what Jesus is trying to clarify by His deeply powerful and stark statements.  He offers us to participate in His power of immortality, but participation in that life is a choice that is always with us now, and we come face to face it in our lives when our deepest loyalties and truths are tested.  In today's reading, Jesus speaks of offering Himself and giving His life as a sacrifice, in order to produce abundant life.  Even His own deepest human impulses do not take priority over the choice to offer us this life in abundance through His willing sacrifice in following the Father's will.  May our own sacrifices to follow a prayerful life of faith also produce much grain.