Assuredly, I say to you, I will no longer drink of the fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new in the kingdom of God

 

 Now on the first day of Unleavened Bread, when they killed the Passover lamb, His disciples said to Him, "Where do You want us to go and prepare, that You may eat the Passover?"  And He sent out two of His disciples and said to them, "Go into the city, and a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow him.  Wherever he goes in, say to the master of the house, 'The Teacher says, "Where is the guest room in which I may eat the Passover with My disciples?" ' Then he will show you a large upper room, furnished and prepared; there make ready for us."  So His disciples went out, and came into the city, and found it just as He had said to them; and they prepared the Passover.  

 

In the evening He came with the twelve.  Now as they sat and ate, Jesus said, "Assuredly, I say to you, one of you who eats with Me will betray Me."  And they began to be sorrowful, and to say to Him one by one, "Is it I?"  And another said, "Is it I?"  He answered and said to them, "It is one of the twelve, who dips with Me in the dish.  The Son of Man indeed goes just as it is written of Him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed!  It would have been good for that man if he had never been born."

And as they were eating, Jesus took bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them and said, "Take, eat; this is My body."  Then He took the cup, and when He had given thanks He gave it to them, and they all drank from it.  And He said to them, "This is My blood of the new covenant, which is shed for many.  Assuredly, I say to you, I will no longer drink of the fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new in the kingdom of God."

 

- Mark 14:12–25 

 

Yesterday we read that while Jesus was in the temple, following a confrontation with the religious leaders regarding His authority, He began to speak to them in parables:  "A man planted a vineyard and set a hedge around it, dug a place for the wine vat and built a tower.  And he leased it to vinedressers and went into a far country.  Now at vintage-time he sent a servant to the vinedressers, that he might receive some of the fruit of the vineyard from the vinedressers.  And they took him and beat him and sent him away empty-handed.  Again he sent them another servant, and at him they threw stones, wounded him in the head, and sent him away shamefully treated.  And again he sent another, and him they killed; and many others, beating some and killing some.  Therefore still having one son, his beloved, he also sent him to them last, saying, 'They will respect my son.'  But those vinedressers said among themselves, 'This is the heir.  come, let us kill him, and the inheritance will be ours.'  So they took him and killed him and cast him out of the vineyard.  Therefore what will the owner of the vineyard do?  He will come and destroy the vinedressers, and give the vineyard to others.  Have you not even read this Scripture:  'The stone which the builders rejected has become the chief cornerstone. This was the LORD's doing, and it is marvelous in our eyes'? "  

 Now on the first day of Unleavened Bread, when they killed the Passover lamb, His disciples said to Him, "Where do You want us to go and prepare, that You may eat the Passover?"  My study Bible notes that while the synoptic Gospels (such as here in St. Mark's Gospel) date the Crucifixion on the first day of Passover, John dates it on the Preparation Day, the day before Passover.  So, in the synoptic tradition, the Last Supper covered in today's reading is the Passover meal.  In John's Gospel, however, Jesus, as the Lamb of God (John 1:29), dies at the same time the Passover lamb(s) were being slain in the temple.  My study Bible says it's not possible to know which one is historically accurate, but both traditions are accurate theologically; the Mystical Supper is the fulfillment of the Passover meal (synoptic tradition), and Christ's death is the fulfillment of the Passover lambs being killed (John's tradition).

And He sent out two of His disciples and said to them, "Go into the city, and a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow him.  Wherever he goes in, say to the master of the house, 'The Teacher says, "Where is the guest room in which I may eat the Passover with My disciples?" ' Then he will show you a large upper room, furnished and prepared; there make ready for us."  So His disciples went out, and came into the city, and found it just as He had said to them; and they prepared the Passover.   My study Bible explains that these two disciples are Peter and John (see Luke 22:8).  

In the evening He came with the twelve.  Now as they sat and ate, Jesus said, "Assuredly, I say to you, one of you who eats with Me will betray Me."  And they began to be sorrowful, and to say to Him one by one, "Is it I?"  And another said, "Is it I?"  He answered and said to them, "It is one of the twelve, who dips with Me in the dish."   My study Bible notes that Christ emphasizes both that His betrayer is one of the twelve, and also that he is one who dips with Me in the dish, not so much in order to identify the person.  Rather, this emphasizes the level of betrayal; His betrayer is one of His closest friends (see Psalm 55:13-15).  

"The Son of Man indeed goes just as it is written of Him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed!  It would have been good for that man if he had never been born."   My study Bible comments that divine foreknowledge of the betrayal takes away neither Judas' moral freedom nor his accountability.  It says that for God, all things are a present reality; God foresees all human actions, but does not cause them. 

And as they were eating, Jesus took bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them and said, "Take, eat; this is My body."  Then He took the cup, and when He had given thanks He gave it to them, and they all drank from it.  And He said to them, "This is My blood of the new covenant, which is shed for many.  Assuredly, I say to you, I will no longer drink of the fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new in the kingdom of God."    To give thanks has as its root the Greek word eucharist.  My study Bible says that this immediately came to refer to both the Liturgy and the sacrament of Holy Communion.  Before the end of the first century, an early manuscript called the Didache ("Teaching") makes reference to the celebration of the Liturgy as "the Eucharist."  My study Bible adds that in AD 150, St. Justin said of Holy Communion, "This food we call 'Eucharist,' of which no one is allowed to partake except one who believes that the things we teach are true, and has received the washing [holy baptism] for forgiveness of sins and for rebirth, and who lives as Christ commanded us."  Jesus says, "This is My body."  In the Orthodox Church it has always been accepted that Christ's words are true, (quoting St. Justin) "that the food consecrated by the word of prayer which comes from Him is the flesh and blood of that incarnate Jesus." 

 

Today's lectionary reading skips ahead in St. Mark's Gospel from the the one we read in yesterday's reading, from chapter 12 to chapter 14.  But it is, nevertheless, remarkable and interesting that we go from a focus on the parable of the vinedressers (who failed to deliver the harvest of vintage to the vineyard owner) to Jesus' statement in today's reading that He will "no longer drink of the fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new in the kingdom of God."  In light of the discussion of the parable in yesterday's reading and commentary, we might yet again consider what "the fruit of the vine" means here.  Is Jesus talking about literal wine, or the fruit of the vine in the Kingdom?  Or is this yet another reference to the spiritual fruits which go to make possible the time of the New Jerusalem, the cosmic wedding feast of Bride and Bridegroom, of God and God's people?  These sort of "coincidental" occurrences and overlaps within Scripture (such as today's reading echoing an element of yesterday's from a different chapter) invite us to think more deeply about the language and concepts give to us by Christ, and to seek to understand what He has given us -- even the questions He invites us to ask.  It's also quite startling to look at the details invoked in today's reading.  When the disciples Peter and John ask about preparing the Passover, Jesus replies with very detailed instructions:  "Go into the city, and a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow him.  Wherever he goes in, say to the master of the house, 'The Teacher says, "Where is the guest room in which I may eat the Passover with My disciples?" ' Then he will show you a large upper room, furnished and prepared; there make ready for us."   Not only is this remarkable in terms of wondering how Christ not only knew but had planned all of the detailed instructions, but how it is related to the note in my study Bible regarding Judas' accountability for his choice.  To remind, let us repeat the contents of that note in my study Bible:  that divine foreknowledge of the betrayal does not take away Judas' moral freedom or his accountability.  This is explained by saying that for God, all things are a present reality; that in fact, God foresees all human actions, but does not cause them.  Both Christ's minutely detailed instructions regarding preparations for the Passover (including what words to say, that the man will be carrying a pitcher of water, that they will be shown a large upper room), and His apparently detailed understanding of where Judas has been and what he has already done (in Mark 14:10-11, the verses just prior to today's reading) fall into this pattern.  The Gospel once again shows us that Christ is divine by revealing these details of His knowledge, even as we're given to understand that God's foreknowledge of all things as present reality does not take away responsibility from Judas.  It reminds us that every detail of our lives, of our days, our choices, our actions, even our words are known to God and are included in Christ's knowledge of us (see, for example, Matthew 10:30; 12:36).  In the context of today's reading, it is clear that Christ knows precisely where He is going (to His Passion) and how that is going to unfold.  As we journey this week toward Christ's Passion, death, and Resurrection, let us remember this knowledge about our Lord and Savior, even as we prepare to participate in it and live it with Him in our worship services, and especially through the Eucharist.  In keeping with the subject of yesterday's commentary, let us, moreover, with Him, look forward to the day of the new wine in the kingdom of God and the New Jerusalem -- for we also participate in that, especially in the spiritual fruits we produce through faith.

 

This is My blood of the new covenant, which is shed for many

 

 Now on the first day of Unleavened Bread, when they killed the Passover lamb, His disciples said to Him, "Where do You want us to go and prepare, that You may eat the Passover?"  And He sent out two of His disciples and said to them, "Go into the city, and a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow him.  Wherever he goes in, say to the master of the house, 'The Teacher says, "Where is the guest room in which I may eat the Passover with My disciples?"'  Then he will show you a large upper room, furnished and prepared; there make ready for us."  So His disciples went out, and they came into the city, and found it just as He had said to them; and they prepared the Passover.  

 

In the evening He came with the twelve.  Now as they sat and ate, Jesus said, "Assuredly, I say to you, one of you who eats with Me will betray Me."  And they began to be sorrowful, and to say to Him one by one, "Is it I?"  And another said, "Is it I?"  He answered and said to them, "It is one of the twelve, who dips with Me in the dish.  The Son of Man indeed goes just as it is written of Him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed!  It would have been good for that man if he had never been born."  

And as they were eating, Jesus took bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them and said, "Take, eat; this is My body."  Then He took the cup, and when He had given thanks He gave it to them, and they all drank from it.  And He said to them, "This is My blood of the new covenant, which is shed for many.  Assuredly, I say to you, I will no longer drink of the fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new in the kingdom of God."  And when they had sung a hymn, they went out to the Mount of Olives.

 

- Mark 14:12–26 

 

Yesterday we read that, following Christ's teaching on end times, after two days it was the Passover and the Feast of Unleavened Bread.  And the chief priests and the scribes sought how they might take Him by trickery and put Him to death.  But they said, "Not during the feast, lest there be an uproar of the people."  And being in Bethany at the house of Simon the leper, as He sat at the table, a woman came having an alabaster flask of very costly oil of spikenard.  Then she broke the flask and poured it on His head.  But there were some who were indignant among themselves, and said, "Why was this fragrant oil wasted?  For it might have been sold for more than three hundred denarii and given to the poor."  And they criticized her sharply.  But Jesus said, "Let her alone.  Why do you trouble her?  She has done a good work for Me.  For you have the poor with you always, and whenever you wish you may do them good; but Me you do not have always.  She has done what she could.  She has come beforehand to anoint My body for burial.  Assuredly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world, what this woman has done will also be told as a memorial to her."  Then Judas Iscariot, one of the twelve, went to the chief priests to betray Him to them.  And when they heard it, they were glad, and promised to give him money.  So he sought how he might conveniently betray Him. 

 

  Now on the first day of Unleavened Bread, when they killed the Passover lamb, His disciples said to Him, "Where do You want us to go and prepare, that You may eat the Passover?"  My study Bible has a note that tells us that while the synoptic Gospels date the Crucifixion on the first day of Passover, John's Gospel dates it to the Preparation Day, the day before the Passover.  So, therefore, in the synoptic tradition, the Last Supper (which is part of today's reading) is the Passover meal.  But in John's Gospel, Jesus, as the Lamb of God (John 1:29), dies at the exact time the Passover lambs are being slain in the temple.  While it is not possible to determine which is historically accurate, we must keep in mind that both traditions are theologically accurate.  That is, the Mystical Supper is the fulfillment of the Passover meal (the synoptic tradition) and Christ death is the fulfillment of the Passover lambs being slain (John's tradition).  

And He sent out two of His disciples and said to them, "Go into the city, and a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow him.  Wherever he goes in, say to the master of the house, 'The Teacher says, "Where is the guest room in which I may eat the Passover with My disciples?"'  Then he will show you a large upper room, furnished and prepared; there make ready for us."  So His disciples went out, and they came into the city, and found it just as He had said to them; and they prepared the Passover.  These two disciples are Peter and John (Luke 22:8).  Let us note once again, as in Christ's instructions for the preparation of His Triumphal Entry, the careful and deliberate planning by Christ even of the details that go into preparations for the Last Supper.  

 

 In the evening He came with the twelve.  Now as they sat and ate, Jesus said, "Assuredly, I say to you, one of you who eats with Me will betray Me."  And they began to be sorrowful, and to say to Him one by one, "Is it I?"  And another said, "Is it I?"  He answered and said to them, "It is one of the twelve, who dips with Me in the dish."  My study Bible comments that Christ emphasizes here both that His betrayer is one of the twelve an that he is one "who dips with Me in the dish."  This is not so much to identify the person as to emphasize the deep level of this betrayal -- that this was one of His closest friends (see Psalm 55:13-15).  

"The Son of Man indeed goes just as it is written of Him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed!  It would have been good for that man if he had never been born."  My study Bible says that divine foreknowledge of the betrayal takes away neither Judas' moral freedom nor his accountability.  For God, all things are a present reality; He foresees all human actions, but does not cause them. 

And as they were eating, Jesus took bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them and said, "Take, eat; this is My body."  Then He took the cup, and when He had given thanks He gave it to them, and they all drank from it.  And He said to them, "This is My blood of the new covenant, which is shed for many.  Assuredly, I say to you, I will no longer drink of the fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new in the kingdom of God."  When Jesus took the cup, He gave it to the disciples only after He had given thanks.  My study Bible comments that the verb translated as "give thanks" (εὐχαριστέω) has the Greek word "eucharist" as its root.  This immediately came to refer to both the Liturgy and the sacrament of Holy Communion.  Before the end of the first century, it notes, a manuscript called the Didache ("Teaching") refers to the celebration of the Liturgy as "the Eucharist."  Also, my study Bible comments, in the year AD 150, St. Justin says of Holy Communion, "This food we call 'Eucharist,' of which no one is allowed to partake except one who believes that the things we teach are true, and has received the washing [holy baptism] for forgiveness of sins and for rebirth, and who lives as Christ commanded us."  Jesus also says, "This is My body."  In the Orthodox Church, it has always been accepted that Christ words are true.  St. Justin writes that "the food consecrated by the word of prayer which comes from Him is the flesh and blood of that incarnate Jesus."  Let us note that this is a mystical reality of the sacrament; it is accepted that it is true by the power of the Holy Spirit, but without explanation as to how this happens.  This was the viewpoint of the unified Church of the first millennium, and remains the perspective of the Orthodox.

 

 And when they had sung a hymn, they went out to the Mount of Olives.  This hymn is a psalm from a group of psalms traditionally sung after the Passover meal (Psalms 113-118).  

In today's reading, we can discern the sacrificial nature of Christ's impending death, both through His words and teaching, and also the events of the Passover and particularly the killing of the Passover lamb.  In modern perspective, especially perhaps in the West, even the word "sacrifice" tends to have negative connotations.  That is unless, of course, there is a payoff to be reaped, where sacrifice is an investment for a good return.  One "sacrifices," for example, to pay for schooling which hopefully will return the investment with a good job or career.  But perhaps we need to understand sacrifice in a different context and within a different definition in order to see more clearly what sacrifice, in this sense in the Gospels, meant to the ancient peoples.  Primarily sacrifice was an act of community, with the sacrifice making a communal meal which included the deity of the people.  In our context, we therefore call the Mystical Supper, the Eucharist, "Communion."  We share in the Body and Blood of Christ, who became the Lamb of God for us.  He became the One sacrifice that replaced all, so that we have communion in Him, and we as faithful are called the Body of Christ, denoting that communion.  So we give thanks, in effect, for that which brings us communion, makes us one body.  The Lord's sacrifice and subsequent Resurrection makes this possible for us, and we are to understand it in this sense.  It is akin to the slaughtering of the Passover lambs in that the blood of the lambs saved the ancient Hebrews, freeing them from death, and enabling their liberation from slavery.  Perhaps we could more closely understand this in a modern context if we considered the sacrifices people make for their families, for the life of the communion or body of the family.  So we see Christ's sacrifice on the Cross, and our communion as we participate by partaking of His body and blood, mystically present in the Eucharist.  This is not a question of defining how precisely this happens in a physical sense, but rather asks of us a true understanding of the nature of His sacrifice and His gift of the Eucharist so that we may participate in His life, including His Resurrection.  It is very important that we understand this as a mystical reality, for it is not possible to accept without faith and the work of God present within all of it, and the work of the Holy Spirit present with us and in the midst of our worship.  Our communion is not simply ourselves as faithful, but also the whole body of the saints, which includes the angels and heavenly hosts, as well as Father, Son, and Spirit.  It is for this communion that we give thanks, for this sacrifice of Christ, who became human by the power of the Holy Spirit, so that we may fully participate, in turn, in the life He offers through this cup and bread. Its mystical reality is made possible through God and God's work in the world, including the Incarnation, which incorporates the Cross and the Resurrection.  For God will experience human death, and as such He will defeat the death that would seek to enslave us in many forms.  In this way, the whole "family" of God is nurtured, built, expanded into the inexpressible knowledge of God's infinite perspective.  We give thanks in the communion, the Mystical Supper that allows us to be a part of His Mystical Body that is also the Church, in which we each may play a role and participate in God's saving work.  Jesus says, "This is My blood of the new covenant, which is shed for many," meaning for all.

 

 

 

 

Then Satan entered Judas, surnamed Iscariot, who was numbered among the twelve

 

 Now the Feast of Unleavened Bread drew near, which is called Passover.  And the chief priests and the scribes sought how they might kill Him, for they feared the people.  Then Satan entered Judas, surnamed Iscariot, who was numbered among the twelve.  So he went his way and conferred with the chief priests and captains, how he might betray Him to them.  And they were glad, and agreed to give him money.  So he promised and sought opportunity to betray Him to them in the absence of the multitude.  

Then came the Day of Unleavened Bread, when the Passover must be killed.  And He sent Peter and John, saying, "Go and prepare the Passover for us, that we may eat."  So they said to Him, "Where do You want us to prepare?"  And He said to them, "Behold, when you have entered the city, a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow him into the house which he enters.  Then you shall say to the master of the house, 'The Teacher says to you, 'Where is the guest room where I may eat the Passover with My disciples?"'  Then he will show you a large, furnished upper room; there make ready."  So they went and found it just as He had said to them, and they prepared the Passover.

 

- Luke 22:1-13 

 

Yesterday we were given a passage from the Gospel of John, in which Jesus was at the Feast of Tabernacles in Jerusalem.  The setting takes place just after the authorities have tried and failed to have Him arrested in the temple.  After this eventful day, everyone went to his own house.  But Jesus went to the Mount of Olives.  Now early in the morning He came again into the temple, and all the people came to Him; and He sat down and taught them.  Then the scribes and Pharisees brought to Him a woman caught in adultery.  And when they had set her in the midst, they said to Him, "Teacher, this woman was caught in adultery, in the very act.  Now Moses, in the law, commanded us that such should be stoned.  But what do You say?"  This they said, testing Him, that they might have something of which to accuse Him.  But Jesus stooped down and wrote on the ground with His finger, as though He did not hear.  So when they continued asking Him, He raised Himself up and said to them, "He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first."  And again He stooped down and wrote on the ground.  Then those who heard it, being convicted by their conscience, went out one by one, beginning with the oldest even to the last.  And Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst.  When Jesus had raised Himself up and saw no one but the woman, He said to her, "Woman, where are those accusers of yours?  Has no one condemned you?"  She said, "No one, Lord."  And Jesus said to her, "Neither do I condemn you; go and sin no more."

 

 Now the Feast of Unleavened Bread drew near, which is called Passover.  And the chief priests and the scribes sought how they might kill Him, for they feared the people.   In today's reading, we return to where we left off on Tuesday, at the end of chapter 21 of Luke, in which Jesus completed His discourse and prophecy on end times.  My study Bible explains that the Passover (in Greek, Πασχα/Pascha from the Hebrew Pesach) is the celebration of the destruction of the firstborn of Egypt and the deliverance of God's people from bondage (Exodus 12 - 14).  In remembrance of this, an unblemished lamb was slaughtered and partaken of with unleavened bread.  My study Bible says that this prefigures Christ's Passion, in which the only begotten Son of God is slain in order to deliver God's people from their bondage to sin and death, and then is raised in order to lead them into the eternal Kingdom.  Therefore, Pascha, and the various derivatives from that word (including through Latin) is the primary way Christ's death and Resurrection is referred to in many languages.  The English word Easter traces to a different root.

Then Satan entered Judas, surnamed Iscariot, who was numbered among the twelve.  So he went his way and conferred with the chief priests and captains, how he might betray Him to them.  And they were glad, and agreed to give him money.  So he promised and sought opportunity to betray Him to them in the absence of the multitude.   My study Bible comments that Satan does not enter a person except through that person's consent.  It says that the reason Satan chose Judas and none of the others is that Judas had a place for Satan in his heart, while the others did not.  Luke's mention of Judas being numbered among the twelve is an emphasis on the depth of the betrayal, and it shows that religious position is worthless if it is not accompanied by faith and virtue.  

Then came the Day of Unleavened Bread, when the Passover must be killed.  And He sent Peter and John, saying, "Go and prepare the Passover for us, that we may eat."  So they said to Him, "Where do You want us to prepare?"  And He said to them, "Behold, when you have entered the city, a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow him into the house which he enters.  Then you shall say to the master of the house, 'The Teacher says to you, 'Where is the guest room where I may eat the Passover with My disciples?"'  Then he will show you a large, furnished upper room; there make ready."  So they went and found it just as He had said to them, and they prepared the Passover.  My study Bible notes that the term Passover (Pesach in Hebrew, Pascha in Greek) can refer to the original event itself (Exodus 12 - 14), the celebration of that event, the food that is eaten, or the lamb that is slain.  According to patristic commentary, Peter represents Zeal and John represents spiritual understanding, which are the virtues with which we are to partake of the Lord's Supper.

How does Satan "enter into" people?  Why Judas?  There are many theories and speculations about Judas' acts and behavior.  What are his motivations?  Some have suggested that possibly he expected Christ to create a new kingdom of Israel and become a king like King David, restoring Israel's fortunes and overthrowing the Romans.  This would not be far from popular expectations of the people for a Messiah as national liberator or deliverer in this political and material sense.  Often this type of idea is accompanied with speculation that perhaps Judas thought Jesus' arrest would spark a popular uprising.  But this does not seem to be the perspective of the Gospels.  John's Gospel suggests that Judas was a thief, and would steal money from the money box (John 12:1-8).  This makes sense as motivation, for why would he take money for betrayal otherwise?  In that same passage in John, Jesus rebuked the disciples, but Judas in particular, as it was Judas who condemned Mary of Bethany for her use of expensive fragrant oil to anoint Christ.  Possibly this rebuke before others was something which required a level of humility Judas could not accept.  Some have suggested that as the son of Simon (also noted in that passage), he was part of this same community at Bethany, a factor which, if true, might add to his sense of humiliation.  But regardless of how we might speculate, Luke tells us that Satan entered into him, and my study Bible makes it clear that this happens only with the consent of a person, that there was a place there for Satan in Judas' heart.  But perhaps this is an important juncture at which we might consider how that happens.  What kind of "space" would be left open for this bad influence?  It seems to be universally true that the action of the evil one is usually characterized by selfishness on the part of a person.  We'd rather have things our way that we think is best rather than listening to what God wants from us.  When St. Peter replied to Jesus' prophesy of His death with a rebuke that this should not happen, Jesus replied to him, "Get behind Me, Satan! You are an offense to Me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men" (see Matthew 16:21-23).   It is the same reply that Christ said to Satan when tempted in the wilderness to worship him, according to Luke's Gospel.  Jesus told Satan, "Get behind Me, Satan! For it is written, 'You shall worship the Lord your God, and Him only you shall serve'" (see Luke 4:7-8).  We can see that even things which objectively are seemingly good to us are those things that may be, in effect, temptations by Satan (such as Peter denying that Jesus should die).  It reminds us of the rich young ruler who wanted to follow Christ, but could not give away his great possessions and follow Christ  (Luke 18:18-30), although this particular attachment was his obstacle to eternal life.  Objectively and rationally by material standards, to part with such possessions was a bridge to far for him.  But spiritually, and particularly in the eyes of Christ, this was necessary for his spiritual benefit, to obtain the eternal life of Christ he desired.  St. John Chrysostom comments on the story of the rich young ruler that to part with his possessions would be the least of Christ's instructions; to follow Him in all things is a more difficult calling.  Let us note here that for each person, our particular cross is unique to us.  We don't know why Judas had room in his heart for Satan, but we know and understand the destructive power of Satan, the way of life that leads us into death, lies, deception, corruption.  In some sense, it is a kind of selfishness that seems to be the pattern or hallmark of why we are vulnerable to such influence.  In Judas' case, whether it was his own concept of Christ's mission, a response to a rebuke in front of the others, or his greed, we observe Judas and his deep betrayal of the One whom he had followed as one of the Twelve.  We can only imagine the deep sorrow of Christ to lose Judas to the adversary, who, in the end, is death.  Let us, as we approach the celebration of Christ's birth, remember that to follow Him is our true calling to life.  We may look at the other disciples mentioned in today's reading, who prepared the upper room, Peter and John.  Peter would repent and return after his denial of Christ, and John was the long-lived disciple who suffered through persecutions and exile and through him we have a Gospel, three Epistles, and the Revelation.  How are you called to follow Him in the life He offers?