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Tuesday, July 29, 2025

You give them something to eat

 
 Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught.  And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while."  For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.  So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.  
 
But the multitudes saw them departing, and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities.  They arrived before them and came together to Him.  And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.  
 
When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late.  Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat."  But He answered and said to them, "You give them something  to eat."  And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?"  But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have?  Go and see."  And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish."  Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass.  So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties.  And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.  So they ate and were filled.  And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish.  Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men.
 
Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go  before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away.  And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray.  
 
- Mark 6:30-46 
 
Yesterday we read that King Herod heard of Jesus, for His name had become well known.  And he said, "John the Baptist is risen from the dead, and therefore these powers are at work in him."  Others said, "It is Elijah."  And others said, "It is the Prophet, or like one of the prophets."  But when Herod heard, he said, "This is John, whom I beheaded; he has been raised from the dead!"  For Herod himself had sent and laid hold of John, and bound him in prison for the sake of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife; for he had married her.  Because John had said to Herod, "It is not lawful for you to have your brother's wife."  Therefore Herodias held it against him and wanted to kill him, but she could not; for Herod feared John, knowing that he was a just and holy man, and he protected him.  And when he heard him, he did many things, and heard him gladly.  Then an opportune day came when Herod on his birthday gave a feast for his nobles, the high officers, and the chief men of Galilee.  And when Herodias' daughter herself came in and danced, and pleased Herod and those who sat with him, the king said to the girl, "Ask me whatever you want, and I will give it to you."  He also swore to her, "Whatever you ask me, I will give you, up to half my kingdom."  So she went out and said to her mother, "What shall I ask?"  And she said, "The head of John the Baptist!"  Immediately she came in with haste to the king and asked, saying, "I want you to give me at once the head of John the Baptist on a platter."  And the king was exceedingly sorry; yet, because of the oaths and because of those who sat with him, he did not want to refuse her.  Immediately the king sent an executioner and commanded his head to be brought.  And he went and beheaded him in prison, brought his head on a platter, and gave it to the girl; and the girl gave it to her mother.  When his disciples heard of it, they came and took away his corpse and laid it in a tomb.
 
  Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught.  And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while."  For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.  So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.  Continuing on from yesterday's reading, our first verse today resumes "present time" in the narrative, whereas the story of the beheading of St. John the Baptist was given as a kind of "flashback" so that we understand Herod Antipas' fear of Jesus, that He is John returned from the dead.  My study Bible comments on this passage that Christ gives rest to His disciples to show those engaged in preaching and teaching that they must not labor continuously, but must also take rest.  So important is His time spent with them, that they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.  
 
 But the multitudes saw them departing, and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities.  They arrived before them and came together to Him.  And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.   Although Jesus quite deliberately set out with the disciples for a deserted place so that they could rest together, the multitudes will not leave them alone, and follow Him even on foot.  Here, Jesus' compassion plays a part, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  And what do lost sheep without a shepherd need?  Learning and teaching; so He began to teach them many things. This is discipleship.
 
 When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late.  Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat."  But He answered and said to them, "You give them something  to eat."  And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?"  But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have?  Go and see."  And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish."  Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass.  So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties.  And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.  So they ate and were filled.  And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish.  Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men.  This miracle is reported by all four evangelists; it shows Jesus feeding a great multitude of His people as He fed the Israelites in the desert (Exodus 16).  My study Bible reports that the Church Fathers see in this feeding miracle an image of the Eucharist.  This sense is made quite clear in St. John's Gospel (see John 6).  Here, Jesus shows that we should never eat without first giving thanks to God.  According to my study Bible, the terminology (He blessed and broke the loaves) points to the Last Supper (Matthew 26:26), leading to a eucharistic interpretation of this miracle.  Just as the disciples distribute the bread to the people, my study Bible notes, so also Christ feeds the Eucharist to His flock through the hands of His bishops and presbyters.  There is a spiritual interpretation to this miracle which my study Bible cites. In that interpretation, the five loaves indicate the five books of the law (Genesis through Deuteronomy), which are broken open in Christ and so therefore feed the universe, all of creation.  The two fish represent the Gospel Book and the Epistle Book, the teaching of the fishermen.  The gathering of the leftovers by the apostles (twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish) shows that the teachings which the faithful cannot grasp are nonetheless held in the consciousness of the Church.  
 
 Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go  before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away.  And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray.  This feeding miracle, and its prefiguring of the Eucharist, forms another type of turning point in Christ's ministry.  Note that He departed to the mountain to pray by Himself, after sending the disciples on their way once more across the sea.
 
 Today's reading asks us to open up to questions about consumption.  That is, to think about what we feed ourselves.  What really nourishes us?  With what do we want to be nourished?  We live in an overwhelmingly consumerist-oriented society, at least in a modern, developed world.  We consume entertainments, food, and other things.  But the question of what we seek to consume, and what we seek in order to nurture and feed ourselves for good spiritual health becomes a kind of discernment we might not always think about as clearly as we should.  Clearly the people who follow Christ in the beginning of today's reading perceive in themselves some great need for what they seek from Him.  It's likely that they pursue Him because of the miraculous healings that He is by now so famous for.  But what Jesus will offer to nurture people is what they truly need for their best welfare.  Moreover this welfare involves body, soul, heart, mind, and spirit.  So, although perhaps the people chase after Jesus from all points in order to pursue Him for His famous healings (including the casting out of unclean spirits), Jesus' way of giving them what they need -- of truly nurturing them -- is to teach them.  For the problem He perceives is that they are like sheep not having a shepherd.  Christ's compassion is to provide the people who seek Him with what they truly need.  But then later, another, different need arises.  They have spent the day listening to Him, and they are in a deserted place.  They will need something to eat, so the disciples approach Jesus to send the people away so they find food.  But He has another plan; He wants the disciples to give the people something to eat.  The disciples ask about purchasing two hundred denarii worth of bread (a denarius was about one day's wage for a laborer), which still would not be enough for this large crowd.  Perhaps this is all the ministry could afford.  But Jesus tells the disciples, "You give them something to eat."  It would seem that this is another way of giving people what they need:  the disciples will learn what is possible for them, while Christ will expand the nature of His ministry to include preparation for the Eucharist to come.  A holy meal, indeed, based on faith and the miraculous power of Christ to multiply the little we have to start with -- a kind of display in real time of the nature of the Kingdom as illustrated in the parable of the mustard seed, an active manifestation of the principle named in that same reading, "For whoever has, to him more will be given; but whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken away from him."  With what little they have, Christ's holy power multiplies what's there to feed the crowds who've stayed with Him as He taught them late into the day.  The Shepherd gives the sheep what they need, and in so doing, the beginnings of the chief sacrament of Christ's Church are begun.  In that sacrament, it is Christ Himself who becomes our food.  Later, after Christ has sent the disciples back across the sea, He departed to the mountain alone to pray.  For even our Lord has need of food which we do not know.  Let us follow His example!
 
 
 

Thursday, June 6, 2024

And He took the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, He blessed and broke and gave the loaves to the disciples; and the disciples gave to the multitudes

 
 When Jesus heard it, He departed from there by boat to a deserted place by Himself.  But when the multitudes heard it, they followed Him on foot from the cities.  And when Jesus went out He saw a great multitude; and He was moved with compassion for them, and healed their sick.  When it was evening, His disciples came to Him, saying, "This is a deserted place, and the hour is already late.  Send the multitudes away, that they may go into the villages and buy themselves food."  But Jesus said to them, "They do not need to go away.  You give them something to eat."  And they said to Him, "We have here only five loaves and two fish."  He said, "Bring them here to Me."  Then He commanded the multitudes to sit down on the grass.  And He took the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, He blessed and broke and gave the loaves to the disciples; and the disciples gave to the multitudes.  So they all ate and were filled, and they took up twelve baskets full of the fragments that remained.  Now those who had eaten were about five thousand men, besides women and children. 
 
- Matthew 14:13-21 
 
Yesterday we read that about that time Herod the tetrarch heard the report about Jesus and said to his servants, "This is John the Baptist; he is risen from the dead, and therefore these powers are at work in him."  For Herod had laid hold of John and bound him, and put him in prison for the sake of Herodias, his brother Philips's wife.  Because John had said to him, "It is not lawful for you to have her."  And although he wanted to put him to death, he feared the multitude, because they counted him as a prophet.  But when Herod's birthday was celebrated, the daughter of Herodias danced before them and pleased Herod.  Therefore he promised with an oath to give her whatever she might ask.  So she, having been prompted by her mother, said, "Give me John the Baptist's head here on a platter."  And the king was sorry; nevertheless, because of the oaths and because of those who sat with him, he commanded it to be given to her.  So he sent and had John beheaded in prison.  And his head was brought on a platter and given to the girl, and she brought it to her mother.  Then his disciples came and took away the body and buried it, and went and told Jesus.  
 
  When Jesus heard it, He departed from there by boat to a deserted place by Himself.  But when the multitudes heard it, they followed Him on foot from the cities.  And when Jesus went out He saw a great multitude; and He was moved with compassion for them, and healed their sick.  When Jesus heard it is a reference to the knowledge coming to Jesus that now Herod the tetrarch (Herod Antipas) has begun to fear Him:  Herod believes that Jesus is John the Baptist returned from the dead, and this is the explanation for Jesus' power to heal and cast out demons.  (See yesterday's reading, above.)  Now it is the power of Rome that has taken notice of Him, a more serious and deadly power than even that of the Jewish religious authorities, and it is for this reason Jesus departed from there by boat to a deserted place by Himself.   But although Jesus has withdrawn to a deserted place to avoid public scrutiny, He cannot be hidden.  The multitudes followed Him on foot from the cities.  And so, as often happens at significant turning points in Jesus' ministry, He is moved with compassion for these crowds.  "Moved with compassion," my study Bible notes, is used frequently concerning the Lord (Matthew 20:34; Mark 1:41, 6:34; Luke 7:13).  It notes that this shows that Christ's power and authority are extended to those who suffer.  

  When it was evening, His disciples came to Him, saying, "This is a deserted place, and the hour is already late.  Send the multitudes away, that they may go into the villages and buy themselves food."  But Jesus said to them, "They do not need to go away.  You give them something to eat."  And they said to Him, "We have here only five loaves and two fish."  He said, "Bring them here to Me."  Then He commanded the multitudes to sit down on the grass.  And He took the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, He blessed and broke and gave the loaves to the disciples; and the disciples gave to the multitudes.  So they all ate and were filled, and they took up twelve baskets full of the fragments that remained.  Now those who had eaten were about five thousand men, besides women and children.  This miracle is reported by all four evangelists.  Here Christ feeds the great multitude of His people just as He fed the Israelites in the desert (see Exodus 16).  In patristic commentary, this is seen as an image of the Eucharist, an idea which is also made clear in John 6.  Also in patristic literature there is a spiritual interpretation given regarding the five loaves, stating that they indicate the five books of the Law (Genesis through Deuteronomy), which have been broken open in Christ and thereby feed the whole universe.  In this understanding, the two fish are said to represent the Gospel Book and the Epistle Book, the teaching of the fishermen.  The gathering by the apostles of twelve baskets full of fragments that remained shows that the teachings which the faithful cannot grasp are nonetheless held in the consciousness of the Church.  
 
Let us take a closer look here at the specificity of the language:  And He took the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, Christ blessed and broke and gave the loaves to the disciples; and the disciples gave to the multitudes.  Besides teaching us that we should not eat without first giving thanks to God (the meaning of the word Eucharist is to give thanks), the terminology points to the Last Supper (Matthew 26:26).  My study Bible comments that just as the disciples distribute the bread to the multitudes, so also Christ feeds the Eucharist to His flock through the hands of His bishops and presbyters.  Perhaps for us this points to something greater to notice about Christ's "signs" or miracles, also called "mighty works" in St. Matthew's Gospel.  They all point to something greater than themselves.  And in this case of the Eucharistic significance of the actions and words used to describe what happens here, this miraculous breakthrough of yet another new revelation in Christ's ministry, another significant turning point, is something tied to that which will be left for us for us all time.  This is not simply a "one-time" incident, but in the Eucharist it will be repeated over and over again through time until the end of the age.  Thereby, we should read this miracle or sign as not only connecting Christ with the Lord of the Old Testament, who fed the Israelites with manna in the wilderness, but links us all in succession within the Church to come -- for all time and from that time forward.  In these connections we observe once again how time and distance are no obstacles to the effectiveness of Christ's miracles and His power.  For each of these things ties even us into them in the Eucharist.  We are fed as the ancient Israelites were fed; our Lord is the same Lord of the Old Testament and is also present to us in Jesus Christ, and in this feeding miracle in the wilderness.  If we view the events in the Bible as simply things that happened two millennia ago, and struggle to think of how that has something to do with us, then we are looking at things the wrong way.  We fail to grasp the bigger picture that is at work here.  In Christ these things stretch back and forth to the ancient and the new, and they are renewed even in us with each new Eucharist.  For none of the elements of Christ's life and ministry, nor the gift He gives of Himself in the Eucharist, is ever lost or gone missing.  They are always present because He is always present.  Let us eat and be filled, remembering even the twelve baskets of fragments left over for the Twelve who would go out to the world bearing His gospel.  For all is present to us still, each day.  It is the gift of His compassion for us all.  We take it in remembrance of Him, until His return.





 
 
 
 

Thursday, March 7, 2024

And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd

 

 Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught.  And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while."  For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.  So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.  But the multitudes saw them departing, and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities.  They arrived before them and came together to Him.  And Jesus, when He came  out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.  When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late.  Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat."

But He answered and said to them, "You give them something to eat."  And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?"  But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have?  Go and see."  And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish."  Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass.  So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties.  And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.  So they all ate and were filled.  And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish.  Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men.

Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away.  And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray.
 
- Mark 6:30–46 
 
In yesterday's reading, we read about the apostles' first mission.  They cast out many demons, and anointed with oil many who were sick, and healed them.  Now King Herod heard of Jesus, for His name had become well known.  And he said, "John the Baptist is risen from the dead, and therefore these powers are at work in him."  Others said, "It is Elijah."  And others said, "It is the Prophet, or like one of the prophets."  But when Herod heard, he said, "This is John, whom I beheaded; he has been raised from the dead!"  For Herod himself had sent and laid hold of John, and bound him in prison for the sake of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife; for he had married her.  Because John had said to Herod, "It is not lawful for you to have brother's wife."  Therefore Herodias held it against him and wanted to kill him, but she could not; for Herod feared John, knowing that he was a just and holy man, and he protected him.  And when he heard him, he did many things, and heard him gladly.  Then an opportune day came when Herod on his birthday gave a feast for his nobles, the high officers, and the chief men of Galilee.  And when Herodias' daughter herself came in and danced, and pleased  Herod and those who sat with him, the king said to the girl, "Ask me whatever you want, and I will give it to you."  He also swore to her, "Whatever you ask me, I will give you, up to half my kingdom."  So she went out and said to her mother, "What shall I ask?"  And she said, "The head of John the Baptist!"  Immediately she came in with haste to the king and asked, saying, "I want you to give me at once the head of John the Baptist on a platter."  And the king was exceedingly sorry; yet, because of the oaths and because of those who sat with him, he did not want to refuse her.  Immediately the king sent an executioner and commanded his head to be brought.  And he went and beheaded him in prison, brought his head on a platter, and gave it to the girl; and the girl gave it to her mother.  When his disciples heard of it, they came and took away his corpse and laid it in a tomb.
 
 Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught.  And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while."  For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.  So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.  The story of the beheading of John the Baptist in yesterday's reading (see above) is given parenthetically, so to speak, so that we understand why King Herod Antipas now feels threatened by Jesus.  Here the apostles return from their successful first mission, in which they healed many and cast out demons.   Herod suspects that Jesus is John the Baptist returned from the dead, and this explains the power manifest in Christ's ministry.  As my study Bible says, the King fears John the Baptist even when he is dead.  Christ's ministry and renown have now grown so much that there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.  So He seeks to retreat to a deserted place (once again using a boat) so that they may rest a while.  My study Bible comments that Christ gives rest to His disciples to show those engaged in preaching and teaching that they must not labor continuously, but also must take rest.

But the multitudes saw them departing, and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities.  They arrived before them and came together to Him.  And Jesus, when He came  out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.  When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late.  Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat."  Here is another example of Christ's compassion, arising out of seemingly unforeseen circumstances.  So desperate are the people for what Christ offers, that they even ran there on foot from all the cities to follow Him. 
 
 But He answered and said to them, "You give them something to eat."  And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?"  But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have?  Go and see."  And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish."  Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass.  So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties.  And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.  So they all ate and were filled.  And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish.  Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men.  This feeding miracle is reported by all four Evangelists.  It shows Jesus feeding a great multitude, just as He, the Lord, fed the Israelites in the desert (Exodus 16).  In the patristic perspective of the Church, this feeding is seen as an image of the Eucharist, an idea my study Bible says is made clear in John 6.  There is yet a second feeding in the wilderness (Mark 8:1-10), in which four thousand are fed with seven loaves and a few small fish.  Some suggest they are the same story, but their differences are distinct, and Christ Himself refers to each (Mark 8:14-21).  There is an additional spiritual interpretation given in my study Bible, in which it is taught that the five loaves indicate the five books of the Law (Genesis through Deuteronomy), which are broken open in Christ and thereby feed the universe.  The two fish are the Gospel Book and the Epistle Book, the teaching of the fishermen.  In the gathering of the leftovers, the apostles gather enough for a basket each.  It shows that the teachings which the faithful are not able to grasp nevertheless remain held in the consciousness of the Church.   The text tells us that when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.   It not only suggests the Eucharist in distribution by the disciples, but His prayer and blessing show us we, also, should give thanks to God before we each.  The terminology points to the Last supper (Mark 14:22) and so leads to a Eucharistic interpretation, my study Bible says.  As the disciples distribute the bread to the multitudes, so  Christ continues to feed the Eucharist to His flock today through His bishops and presbyters.

Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away.  And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray.  Our reading began with Jesus seeking to take the disciples aside to a deserted place where they could rest, after their return from their first apostolic journey.  Here, it ends with Jesus Himself retreating to the mountain to pray in solitude, while He sends the disciples across the Sea, and the multitude away.  We have commented in recent readings about Christ and the mountain top moments that mark His ministry.  Here His withdrawal for prayer comes on the heels of yet another extremely significant turning point, and that is this feeding of the multitudes in the wilderness.  The Eucharistic significance is something that was commented on above, in citing notes from my study Bible.   So from that iconic framework itself we understand this is yet another important marker in Christ's ministry.  But let us note a factor in how that came about, and it is one which the Gospels report frequently.  Jesus is confronted with a great crowd of people who have followed Him on foot, although He retreated with the disciples by boat, seeking to get away to a deserted place.   Let us take a close look at Jesus' immediate response:  He is moved with compassion.  The text says that He was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.   This turning point begins with this important hallmark of Christ's decision making:  He is moved with compassion.  And so, He first feeds this great crowd with what they need.  He began to teach them many things, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  Let's look at this almost visceral impression which Jesus receives upon seeing them, that they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  This seems to give us a sense of Jesus' immediate perception of human hearts and their needs, for it is this to which He responds, and He begins to feed them what they need as lost sheep who need a Shepherd.  He gives them teachings to guide their lives.  Whatever happens next, this great "landmark" event of the feeding of the five thousand men (and yet more women and children were present as well) is sparked through Christ's immediate perception of the need of these people who are like sheep without a shepherd.  And so, in the context of this great feeding in which we recognize the Eucharist to come, we should understand what Christ is doing.  He is moved with compassion to take on this new turn in His ministry, the beginning of the Eucharist, and Himself as the Shepherd whom we need.  For He feeds us not only with food, but with His teachings for us, even His Body and Blood which will be sacrificed and distributed so that He becomes a part of us, body, soul, and spirit.  For we always need this Shepherd, and we need Him in all ways.  We need Him to guide us throughout our lives in every facet, be it emotional, physical, mental, spiritual, communal, or any part of the deep needs of our souls, our minds, our hearts.  Our Shepherd changes the course of His own search for solitude because He is moved with compassion for us, for the state of us which perhaps only He perceives as the true Shepherd we need.  He shifts the course of His ministry yet again, and His retreat for solitary prayer with the Father is perhaps a hint to us of His own seeking with the Father the instructions for this new direction and development.  Let us note also that immediately, now that they have returned from their first mission as apostles, Jesus teaches the disciples to do likewise to His flock ("You give them something to eat").  Let us be grateful for His eternal care to us, His flock.



 

Friday, January 26, 2024

There is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what are they among so many?

 
 After these things Jesus went over the Sea of Galilee, which is the Sea of Tiberias.  Then a great multitude followed Him, because they saw His signs which He performed on those who were diseased.  And Jesus went up on the mountain, and there He sat with His disciples.  Now the Passover, a feast of the Jews, was near.  
 
Then Jesus lifted up His eyes, and seeing a great multitude coming toward Him, He said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread, that these may eat?"  But this He said to test him, for He Himself knew what He would do.  Philip answered Him, "Two hundred denarii worth of bread is not sufficient for them, that every one of them may have a little."  One of His disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, said to Him, "There is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what are they among so many?"  Then Jesus said, "Make the people sit down."  Now there was much grass in the place.  So the men sat down, in number about five thousand.  And Jesus took the loaves, and when He had given thanks He distributed them to the disciples, and the disciples to those sitting own; and likewise of the fish, as much as they wanted.  So when they were filled, He said to His disciples, "Gather up the fragments that remain, so that nothing is lost."  Therefore they gathered them up, and filled twelve baskets with the fragments of the five barley loaves which were left over by those who had eaten.  Then those men, when they had seen the sign that Jesus did. said, "This is truly the Prophet who is to come into the world."  Therefore, when Jesus perceived that they were about to come and take Him by force to make Him king, He departed again to the mountain by himself alone.
 
- John 6:1–15 
 
In yesterday's reading, Jesus continued His dialogue to the religious leaders, after healing a paralytic on the Sabbath, and declaring His unity with God the Father:   "I can of Myself do nothing.  As I hear, I judge; and My judgment is righteous, because I do not seek My own will but the will of the Father who sent Me.  If I bear witness of Myself, My witness is not true.   There is another who bears witness of Me, and I know that the witness which He witnesses of Me is true.  You have sent to John, and he has borne witness to the truth.  Yet I do not receive testimony from man, but I say these things that you may be saved.  He was the burning and shining lamp, and you were willing for a time to rejoice in his light.  But I have a greater witness than John's; for the works which the Father has given Me to finish -- the very works that I do -- bear witness of Me, that the Father has sent Me.  And the Father Himself, who sent Me, has testified of Me.  You have neither heard His voice at any time, nor seen His form.  But you do not have His word abiding in you, because whom He sent, Him you do not believe.  You search the Scriptures, for in them you think you have eternal life; and these are they which testify of Me.  But you are not willing to come to Me that you may have life.  I do not receive honor from men.  But I know you, that you do not have the love of God in you.  I have come in My Father's name, and you do not receive Me; if another comes in his own name, him you will receive.  How can you believe, who receive honor from one another, and do not see the honor that comes from the only God?    Do not think that I shall accuse you to the Father; there is one who accuses you -- Moses, in whom you trust.  For if you believed Moses, you would believe Me; for he wrote about Me.  But if you do not believe his writings, how will you believe My words?"
 
After these things Jesus went over the Sea of Galilee, which is the Sea of Tiberias.  Then a great multitude followed Him, because they saw His signs which He performed on those who were diseased.  And Jesus went up on the mountain, and there He sat with His disciples.  Now the Passover, a feast of the Jews, was near.  My study Bible comments that chapter 6 of John's Gospel, which begins here, parallels the story of the Passover and Exodus of Israel from Egypt in several important ways.  Here we note that in the Exodus account (Exodus 11 - 17), God first performed His signs against Pharaoh, and then gave instructions on how to be saved at the time of the Passover (Exodus 11:1-12:14).  Here, we read that the multitudes follow Christ because of His signs, and this also takes place at Passover.
 
 Then Jesus lifted up His eyes, and seeing a great multitude coming toward Him, He said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread, that these may eat?"  But this He said to test him, for He Himself knew what He would do.  Philip answered Him, "Two hundred denarii worth of bread is not sufficient for them, that every one of them may have a little."  One of His disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, said to Him, "There is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what are they among so many?"   Then Jesus said, "Make the people sit down."  Now there was much grass in the place.  So the men sat down, in number about five thousand.  And Jesus took the loaves, and when He had given thanks He distributed them to the disciples, and the disciples to those sitting own; and likewise of the fish, as much as they wanted.  So when they were filled, He said to His disciples, "Gather up the fragments that remain, so that nothing is lost."  Therefore they gathered them up, and filled twelve baskets with the fragments of the five barley loaves which were left over by those who had eaten.  Here is another parallel to the Exodus recorded in the Old Testament.  In the Exodus, my study Bible comments, the Jews were said to eat unleavened bread because they were so hastily driven out of Egypt, and could bring no provisions for themselves (Exodus 12:39).  But here, Jesus proceeds to feed these multitudes with earthly bread as they had brought no provisions,  because they had rushed out to see Him.   He tests Philip to increase his faith, for, my study Bible explains, Philip needed help in understanding Him (John 14:8-10).  Two hundred denarii corresponds to over six month wages for a laborer.  Andrew has greater faith than Philip.  He knows that the prophet Elisha had multiplied bread for 100 men (2 Kings 4:42-44), he offers the food brought by a lad.  Nonetheless, my study Bible says, Andrew is still weak in faith, as he questions what five loaves could do for such a number of people there.   The twelve baskets of leftover fragments symbolize that which the apostles would carry into the world.  
 
 Then those men, when they had seen the sign that Jesus did. said, "This is truly the Prophet who is to come into the world."  Therefore, when Jesus perceived that they were about to come and take Him by force to make Him king, He departed again to the mountain by himself alone.  Although Jesus had performed greater signs than this, these crowds so desire an earthly Messiah that they declared Jesus to be the expected Prophet (Deuteronomy 18:15-19) only when they were filled with earthly things, my study Bible shows us.  Because of this misunderstanding, Jesus departed from them. 
 
This feeding of the multitude is the fourth of the seven signs of the Lord reported by John the Evangelist.  This feeding is so central to the story of Christ's ministry that it is recorded in all four Gospels.  My study Bible further comments that the description of Christ as He took the loaves, gave thanks (in Greek, Ευχαριστω/Euxaristo) and distributed them prefigures the celebration of the Eucharist.  Not only is it essential that we tie this important story to the Eucharist, and the feeding of the multitudes in the Exodus, it teaches us about the Lord's capacity to fulfill our needs.  Both the people who've followed Christ in this story, and the Israelites who hastily left Egypt in the Exodus, have done so in following the commands of God.  This multitude in today's story has followed Christ because of the signs He's performed which they've seen (so we are to understand there are many more signs done by Christ than the Gospel gives us), but they have also done so in haste and without thinking of provisions.  In this sense, Jesus is like the sun that draws those who need the light, and so "hungry" are they for what Christ offers that they follow Him up on the mountain.  They've put Him first before their need for food, and this is a sign of the search for something in which to put their faith.  So, just as the Lord fed the Israelites with manna, Jesus teaches the disciples to feed this multitude, and provides the miraculous sign in so doing.  Today's story also teaches us, however, that we need to be discerning in how we read and understand signs.  For not only is Jesus the One who can provide this multiplication of food in a miraculous way, He's also the One the signs point to as Lord -- the One who must teach them about the faith and the reality of God He is bringing into the world.  He does not come simply for material comfort, but to reveal God and how God will lead us forward in our lives, and teach us over the course of our lives to grow in dependence upon God, and also to learn what "works" God calls upon us to learn to do ourselves as we grow in that faith and dependence.  Opening up to Christ is a first step; He must also lead us the rest of the way up that mountain toward a deeper communion with God through our faith, and our lives.  Let us think about what it is Christ has with which to feed us.  We bring to Him our own meager or incomplete provisions as we seek to meet Him wherever we might, but from there we need also to follow Him forward on terms He teaches us, for He has come to lead and to heal.  Perhaps He asks us, in His way, about what we think we need, in order to teach us what it is we really need -- and what food there is that we don't know about (John 4:32).  The people at the end of this story today wish to forcefully make Him king, a political Messiah.  But Jesus has other plans, and greater things to achieve and to bring to us.  Jesus tells the disciples, "Gather up the fragments that remain, so that nothing is lost."  In Him, what there is that may feed us is never lost, and we may always turn to Him for more than we understood before. 


 
 
 
 
 

Friday, November 10, 2023

We have here only five loaves and two fish

 
 When Jesus heard it, He departed from there by boat to a deserted place by Himself.  But when the multitudes heard it, they followed Him on foot from the cities.  And when Jesus went out He saw a great multitude; and He was moved with compassion for them, and healed their sick.  When it was evening, His disciples came to Him, saying, "This is a deserted place, and the hour is already late.  Send the multitudes away, that they may go into the villages and buy themselves food."  But Jesus said to them, "They do not need to go away.  You give them something to eat."  And they said to Him, "We have here only five loaves and two fish."  He said, "Bring them here to Me."  Then He commanded the multitudes to sit down on the grass.  And He took the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, He blessed and broke and gave the loaves to the disciples; and the disciples gave to the multitudes.  So they all ate and were filled, and they took up twelve baskets full of the fragments that remained.  Now those who had eaten were about five thousand men, besides women and children.
 
- Matthew 14:13-21 
 
Yesterday we read that, at that time, Herod the tetrarch heard the report about Jesus and said to his servants, "This is John the Baptist; he is risen from the dead, and therefore these powers are at work in him."  For Herod had laid hold of John and bound him, and put him in prison for the sake of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife.  Because John had said to him, "It is not lawful for you to have her."  And although he wanted to put him to death, he feared the multitude, because they counted him as a prophet.  But when Herod's birthday was celebrated, the daughter of Herodias danced before them and pleased Herod.  Therefore he promised with an oath to give her whatever she might ask.  So she, having been prompted by her mother, said, "Give me John the Baptist's head here on a platter."  And the king was sorry; nevertheless, because of the oaths and because of those who sat with him, he commanded it to be given to her.  So he sent and had John beheaded in prison.  And his head was brought on a platter and given to the girl, and she brought it to her mother.  Then his disciples came and took away the body and buried it, and went and told Jesus.
 
When Jesus heard it, He departed from there by boat to a deserted place by Himself.   Jesus withdraws to a deserted place by Himself because He has just heard that Herod the tetrarch heard the report about Jesus and said to his servants, "This is John the Baptist; he is risen from the dead, and therefore these powers are at work in him."  This is what we've just read in yesterday's lectionary reading (above), and this attention and fear from Herod is what Jesus is responding to.  He withdraws to a place away from the scrutiny of the court and Herod and Roman power.   It's important to observe that Jesus avoids open conflict with the authorities before it is the time for His Passion, also referred to as His hour (see John 7:30, 8:20, 12:27, 13:1, 17:1).
 
 But when the multitudes heard it, they followed Him on foot from the cities.  And when Jesus went out He saw a great multitude; and He was moved with compassion for them, and healed their sick.  By this time, Christ has difficulty withdrawing from the public, and so now multitudes followed Him on foot from the cities.  Jesus' first response is to be moved with compassion for them when He sees them, and so He healed their sick.  

When it was evening, His disciples came to Him, saying, "This is a deserted place, and the hour is already late.  Send the multitudes away, that they may go into the villages and buy themselves food."  But Jesus said to them, "They do not need to go away.  You give them something to eat."  Here necessity intervenes once again.  These multitudes have already followed Him to this deserted place.  Perhaps Jesus feels responsible for them being there, and we already know that He has compassion for them.  But here is something interesting; Jesus teaches the disciples also to take on some of this responsibility for the people when He says, "They do not need to go away.  You give them something to eat." "They do not need to go away.  You give them something to eat." 

And they said to Him, "We have here only five loaves and two fish."  He said, "Bring them here to Me."  Then He commanded the multitudes to sit down on the grass.  And He took the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, He blessed and broke and gave the loaves too the disciples; and the disciples gave to the multitudes.  So they all ate and were filled, and they took up twelve baskets full of the fragments that remained.  Now those who had eaten were about five thousand men, besides women and children. My study Bible points out that this miracle is reported by all four evangelists, and it shows Jesus feeding a great multitude of His people even as He fed the Israelites in the desert (Exodus 16).  In patristic commentary, my study Bible reports, this is seen as an image of the Eucharist -- which is made very clear in John 6.  There is another feeding miracle reported in the following chapter of St. Matthew's gospel (Matthew 15:32-39), in which Jesus feeds four thousand people with seven loaves and a few small fish, which some theorize might be the same story.  But the explicit appearance of different numbers in the crowds and the food elements, and also the witness of the gospel, show that they are two different miracles, as Christ will refer to them separately as two events (Matthew 16:8-10).   There is a spiritual interpretation given in patristic teaching that the five loaves indicate the five books of the Law (Genesis through Deuteronomy), which are broken open in Christ and therefore feed the universe.  The two fish represent the Gospel Book and the Epistle Book, the teaching of the fishermen.  Moreover, the gathering of the leftovers by the apostles shows that the teachings the faithful are unable to grasp are nonetheless held in the consciousness of the Church.  

My study Bible also points out that the phrase moved with compassion is used frequently concerning the Lord (Matthew 20:34; Mark 1:41, 6:34; Luke 7:13).  It comments that what this shows is that Christ's power and authority are extended to those who suffer.  And so, we can see from today's reading that Jesus teaches His disciples to do the same.  While He is the One who uses His power to multiply the five loaves and the two fish, He's training His disciples also to use their own capacities on behalf of those who suffer.  He also shows this by example when He begins His expression of compassion by healing the sick brought to Him by the crowd.  It seems to be an important teaching that, when we are serving the Lord in any capacity in our lives, and perhaps particularly when we are called to compassion, we may rely upon the Lord by seeking whatever is at hand to rise to the task.  This is made clear by implication here that the Lord will take what we have and help to prepare and to provide for its use to help and to heal.  This kind of nourishment is material and assuages human hunger, but in this example in today's reading we can also see a metaphorical image of what to feed people and serve their needs on all kinds of levels, for there are many types of needs that human beings have.  It's already been pointed out that in the loaves and the two fish is seen the Scriptures which are another way to nourish people and to give them what they truly need, for our spiritual needs also must be recognized if we're to be wholly nurtured.  It's also important to note that when Christ acts, when the Lord's power and authority are on display, it is always in order to give and not to take.  That is, the creative power of the Lord and Christ's authority are exercised in giving what the world truly needs (even when it's not what the world wants, as we'll see at His rejection by the nation, and as we read in the story of His rejection in His hometown of Nazareth in Wednesday's reading).   This kind of majestic dignity and glory is one of true abundance, for God always has more to give us.  As those who would serve God, it is important to remember this when we feel tired or exhausted, and when we're called to serve in our own ways of nourishing and feeding the world.  This is the way that God's creativity works.  It is always expansive, even if that is in teaching us ways to feed and nurture ourselves so that we may also become creative in the same ways our Lord shows His use of power and authority.  God sets in order and fills with life, as is seen right from the beginning of the Bible.  Here Jesus first sets the people in order, and provides with abundance so that there is life abundantly (John 10:10), a way to show right relatedness and also the glory of God.  In today's feeding are the elements that prefigure the Eucharist, our holy food and drink that nurtures us with His Body and Blood, making us a people of faith and communion in Him.  Let us take these teachings and allow them to shape who we are as well, just as the disciples do. 


 
 
 

Thursday, January 26, 2023

And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd

 
 Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught.  And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while."  For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.  So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.  But the multitudes saw them departing and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities.  They arrived before them and came together to Him.  And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.  When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late.  Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat."  But He answered and said to them, "You give them something to eat."  And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?"  But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have?  Go and see."  And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish."  Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass.  So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties.  And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.  So they all ate and were filled.  And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish.  Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men.  Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away.  And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray.
 
- Mark 6:30–46 
 
Yesterday we read that, while on their first apostolic mission, the twelve cast out many demons, and anointed with oil many who were sick, and healed them.  Now King Herod heard of Him, for His name had become well known.  And he said, "John the Baptist is risen from the dead, and therefore these powers are at work in him."  Others said, "It is Elijah."  And others said, "It is the Prophet, or like one of the prophets."  But when Herod heard, he said, "This is John, whom I beheaded; he has been raised from the dead!"  For Herod himself had sent and laid hold of John, and bound him in prison for the sake of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife; for he had married her.  Because John had said to Herod, "It is not lawful for you to have your brother's wife."  Therefore Herodias held it against him and wanted to kill him, but she could not; for Herod feared John, knowing that he was a just and holy man, and he protected him.  And when he heard him, he did many things, and heard him gladly.  Then an opportune day came when Herod on his birthday gave a feast for his nobles, the high officers, and the chief men of Galilee.  And when Herodias' daughter herself came in and danced, and pleased Herod and those who sat with him, the king said to the girl, "Ask me whatever you want, and I will give it to you."  He also swore to her, "Whatever you ask em, I will give you, up to half my kingdom."  So she went out and said to her mother, "What shall I ask?"  And she said, "The head of John the Baptist!"  Immediately she came in with haste to the king and asked, saying, "I want you to give me at once the head of John the Baptist on a platter."  And the king was exceedingly sorry; yet, because of the oaths and because of those who sat with him, he did not want to refuse her.  Immediately the king sent an executioner and commanded his head to be brought.  And he went and beheaded him in prison, brought his head on a platter, and gave it to the girl; and the girl gave it to her mother.  When his disciples heard of it, they came and took away his corpse and laid it in a tomb.   
 
Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught.  And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while."  For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.  So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.   The apostles have just returned from their first apostolic mission (see Tuesday's reading).  My study Bible says that Christ gives rest to His disciples to show those engaged in preaching and teaching that they mustn't labor continuously, but also take rest.  This is especially an important lesson in a busy modern world, where "time-saving" devices overall work (according to economic historians) to give us less free time than in the past.  We must intentionally take time out for prayer and rest.

But the multitudes saw them departing and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities.  They arrived before them and came together to Him.  And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.  Again, Mark's Gospel emphasizes the swift growth of Christ's ministry (especially in this particular part of Galilee where He is already well-known to the multitudes), so much so that now the people follow Him and anticipate where He'll be, so they arrived before them.  Note how Christ was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  This is a key phrase in the Gospels, for us to understand the perspective of Christ and also His work in this world.  As the good Shepherd, He initial impulse is to teach them many things.  

When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late.  Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat."  But He answered and said to them, "You give them something to eat."  And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?"  But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have?  Go and see."  And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish."  Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass.  So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties.  And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.  So they all ate and were filled.  And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish.  Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men.   Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away.  And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray.  My study Bible comments that this miracle, which is reported by all four evangelists, shows Jesus feeding a great multitude of His people as He fed the Israelites in the desert (see Exodus 16).  In patristic commentary, this is seen as an image of the Eucharist, an idea made clear to all in John 6.   Here, Christ breaks and blesses the loaves similarly to the language used of the Last Supper (Matthew 26:26).  My study Bible comments that just as the disciples distribute the bread to this multitude, so Christ feeds the Eucharist to His flock through the hands of His bishops and presbyters. There is another miracle in Mark 8:1-9, in which Jesus feeds four thousand people with seven loaves and a few small fish.  There are those modern scholars who have attempted to say that they are the same story, but the witness of the gospel makes very clear they are two distinct accounts.  Christ Himself refers to both of them as separate incidents in Mark 8:13-21.  Again, this is another extension of Christ's compassion extended to the people who are "like sheep not having a shepherd" (see also Matthew 20:34; Mark 1:41; Luke 7:13).  My study Bible says that this shows that His power and authority are extended to those who suffer.  It also present another, spiritual interpretation of this feeding miracles, in which the five loaves indicate the five books of the Law (Genesis through Deuteronomy), which are broken open in Christ and therefore feed the universe.  In this understanding the two fish represent the Gospel Book and the Epistle Book, the teaching of the fishermen.  The gathering of the leftovers by the apostles, it says, shows that the teachings the faithful are unable to grasp are nonetheless held in the consciousness of the Church.  Let us note at the end of today's passage how Jesus still takes time to pray, departing from the mountain alone to do so.

What is always striking to me in the Gospels and the ministry of Christ is how we are repeatedly taught, in so many ways, that God works through small things.  What appears to us to be broken, or not quite good enough (even highly inadequate) is seen with different "eyes" in the mind of God.  Because God works through things with God's power, what God sees about the world is the capacity for that power and grace to work through small things, which may appear to us even to be defective.  This is the God of promises and surprises, the God of miracles.  Here Christ begins with whatever the disciples and those in this makeshift crowd, who've run to meet Christ as He tried to get away to a deserted place with the disciples, have on hand.  That is, five loaves, and two small fish.  Let us remember that the loaves are broken and blessed, and the fish are divided, to feed five thousand men (a system of counting), and yet more women and children who were also present.  This is the nature of the God we know through the Old Testament, and the divine nature of Jesus Christ, God the Son who also became human, one of us.  In the Old Testament, when Samuel was sent to anoint a king, it was God who chose the youngest and smallest, the unlikely David (1 Samuel 16:1-13).  We read there that the Lord said to Samuel, when Samuel felt the eldest was surely fit to be king, "Do not look at his appearance or at his physical stature, because I have refused him. For the Lord does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart."   In terms of the New Testament, the very action of the Incarnation itself is a testimony to the limitless God who works through small things, even as a human being in the person of Jesus.  In this reading, we discussed Christ's parable of the Mustard Seed in this vein, how the very nature of the tender tiny elements Christ brings into the parable teaches us something about the greatness of God, and God's great grace working through the smallest and least likely things of this world.  Indeed, if we look at these patterns, we might notice that God seemingly prefers the small, just as God loves the poor.  In the great Song of Mary (Luke 1:46-55), she sings that God has exalted the lowly (verse 52).  In a great image of today's feeding, Mary sings, "He has filled the hungry with good things" (verse 53).  All of this is tied to the promises made to Abraham, as she sings, "He has helped His servant Israel, in remembrance of His mercy, as He spoke to our fathers, to Abraham and to his seed forever" (verses 54, 55).  Finally in St. Paul's Second Letter to the Corinthians, he speaks of an infirmity, a "thorn in the flesh" which has not been alleviated through prayer.  But the Lord tells him, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness" (see 2 Corinthians 12:7-10).  So, from the smallness of Israel, to the tiny mustard seed, to a girl named Mary, to today's five loaves and two fish, to St. Paul bragging in his infirmities and weakness and distresses, we read of the God who chooses the small things to work through, together with great faith.   St. Paul goes so far as to say affirmatively,  "For when I am weak, then I am strong."  Let us once more consider our God whose grace is sufficient for our weakness, Who so often chooses to work through the small and distressed, for this is the God who champions faith, who is filled with compassion, our good Shepherd who feeds us what we need. 



Thursday, March 24, 2022

And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd

 
 Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught.  And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while."  For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.  So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.  But the multitudes saw them departing and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities.  They arrived before them and came together to Him.  And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.  
 
When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late.  Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread, for they have nothing to eat."  But He answered and said to them, "You give them something to eat."  And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?"  But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have?  Go and see."  And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish."  Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass.  So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties.  And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.  So they all ate and were filled.  And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish.  Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men.

Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away.  And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray.
 
- Mark 6:30-46 
 
Yesterday we read that the disciples, having been sent out on their first apostolic mission, cast out many demons, and anointed with oil many who were sick, and healed them.  Now King Herod heard of Him, for His name had become well known.  And he said, "John the Baptist is risen from the dead, and therefore these powers are at work in him."  Others said, "It is Elijah."  And others said, "It is the Prophet, or like one of the prophets."  But when Herod heard, he said, "This is John, whom I beheaded; he has been raised from the dead!"  For Herod himself had sent and laid hold of John, and bound him in prison for the sake of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife; for he had married her.  Because John had said to Herod, "It is not lawful for you to have your brother's wife."  Therefore Herodias held it against him and wanted to kill him, but she could not; for Herod feared John, knowing that he was a just and holy man, and he protected him.  And when he heard him, he did many things, and heard him gladly.  Then an opportune day came when Herod on his birthday gave a feast for his nobles, the high officers, and the chief men of Galilee.  And when Herodias' daughter herself came in and danced, and pleased Herod and those who sat with him, the king said to the girl, "Ask me whatever you want, and I will give it to you."  He also swore to her, "Whatever you ask me, I will give you, up to half my kingdom."  So she went out and said to her mother, "What shall I ask?"  And she said, "The head of John the Baptist!"  Immediately she came in with haste to the king and asked, saying, "I want you to give me at once the head of John the Baptist on a platter."  And the king was exceedingly sorry; yet, because of the oaths and because of those who sat with him, he did not want to refuse her.  Immediately the king sent an executioner and commanded his head to be brought.  And he went and beheaded him in prison, brought his head on a platter, and gave it to the girl; and the girl gave it to her mother.  When his disciples heard of it, they came and took away his corpse and laid it in a tomb.
 
  Then the apostles gathered to Jesus and told Him all things, both what they had done and what they had taught.  And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while."  For there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.  So they departed to a deserted place in the boat by themselves.  But the multitudes saw them departing and many knew Him and ran there on foot from all the cities.  They arrived before them and came together to Him.  And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.  So He began to teach them many things.  My study Bible comments that Christ gives rest to His disciples in order to show those engaged in preaching and teaching that they must not labor continuously, but must also take rest.  Let us note that these multitudes ran there on foot from all the cities.  Jesus is so well-known that it is not possible for He and the apostles to withdraw, as the crowds arrived before them and came together to Him.  They are like sheep not having a shepherd.  In His compassion for them, He began to teach them many things.  When we are lost and truly in need of guidance and direction, it is Christ's word and teachings we truly need most, and He fills this first need.  Moved with compassion is an expression used frequently of Jesus (Mark 1:41, Matthew 20:34, Luke 7:13), which shows that His power and authority are extended to those who suffer

When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, "This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late.  Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread, for they have nothing to eat."  But He answered and said to them, "You give them something to eat."  And they said to Him, "Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give them something to eat?"  But He said to them, "How many loaves do you have?  Go and see."  And when they found out they said, "Five, and two fish."  Then He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass.  So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties.  And when He had taken the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven, blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to His disciples to set before them; and the two fish He divided among them all.  So they all ate and were filled.  And they took up twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish.  Now those who had eaten the loaves were about five thousand men.  This miracle is of such significance that it is repeated by all four Evangelists.  It shows Jesus feeding a great multitude of His people as He fed the Israelites in the desert (see Exodus 16).  It answers the question of rebellious Israel, as noted in the words of the Psalmist:  "Can God prepare a table in the wilderness?" (Psalm 78:19).  My study Bible tells us that the Church Fathers see in this miraculous feeding an image of the Eucharist, an idea which is made clear in John 6Mark 8:1-10 reports another miracle in which Jesus feeds four thousand people with seven loaves and a few small fish.  These are two distinct miracles, as Jesus specific names each in Mark 8:19-20.   My study Bible also reports a spiritual interpretation of this miracle given in patristic commentary, in which the five loaves indicate the five books of the Law (Genesis through Deuteronomy), which are broken open in Christ and thereby feed the universe.  The two fish represent the Gospel Book and the Epistle Book, the teaching of the fishermen.  The gathering up of the twelve baskets full of fragments and of the fish shows that the teachings which the faithful are unable to grasp are nonetheless held in the consciousness of the Church; spiritually, these "twelve baskets" will be taken out to the world for all time through the twelve apostles.   My study Bible also notes that this feeding shows we should not eat without first giving thanks to God.  The terminology (He blessed and broke the bread) points to the Last Supper (Matthew 26:26), and it leads us to a eucharistic understanding of this miracle.  My study Bible comments that just as the disciples distribute the bread to the people, so also Christ feeds the Eucharist to His flock through the hands of His bishops and presbyters.  

Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He sent the multitude away.  And when He had sent them away, He departed to the mountain to pray.  Once again, Jesus sets the example for rest and renewal:  in solitude He departed to the mountain to pray.  It is a significant "punctuation" to the effort and breakthrough of this new miracle or sign, and it teaches us that at every significant milestone in His ministry He returns to His communion with God the Father.

How does Jesus feed people?  Aside from the physical miraculous feeding in today's reading, what we notice is that He initially answers people's needs -- via His being "moved with compassion" -- with teaching.  For what is it they lack?  They are "like sheep not having a shepherd."  What they need is the guidance of a shepherd, and so, for our sakes, Jesus becomes the Good Shepherd, for this is also what we need in our lives.  There is a common saying, variously attributed to many diverse sources, that tells us something like this:  "Give a man a fish, and you feed him for a day.  Teach a man to fish, and you feed him for a lifetime."  Perhaps it is highly appropriate that it involves a theme of fish, for today's reading.  But we can understand the principle:  it is one thing to give charity in the form of worldly goods, another to give a person a teaching so that one is able to provide for oneself.  We know the psychological difference, also, between being capable of caring for oneself and being dependent upon others.  One state can be very frightening and uncertain, and the other gives confidence and a sense of strength and capability for the future, aside from many other differences and benefits to the person who has been taught.  While we never want to minimize the importance of charity, the sharing of what we have with others (and its importance for the sharer as well as the recipient), it also seems that we quite often minimize the importance of teaching and guidance in favor of distribution of material goods.  We place a great deal of emphasis on the material, and we, of course, understand that this is the nature of the miracle feeding in the wilderness, but we tend to minimize the gift of spiritual guidance, which is the first "food" with which Jesus addresses the needs of this crowd.  For while material substance may come and go, economic variables go up and down, we are always and constantly in need of guidance, and especially spiritual guidance.  For we are always like sheep not having a shepherd, and it is particularly in times of material need that we also greatly and deeply need spiritual sustenance.  In a world that tends to emphasize very much material prosperity and material progress, we often succumb to a delusion that says that this is all we need; that we are capable of realizing all of our dreams if only prosperity, in a material sense, were available to everyone.  But this is the farthest thing from the truth.  I personally am the descendant of genocide survivors, who were lucky simply to be alive, and totally impoverished in their survival.  But there was one form of real wealth they had, and that was their faith that taught them who they were, which they did not lose.  It sustained them through excruciating violent circumstances, poverty, uncertainty, and refugee status.  It also enabled them to rebuild their lives on a pattern that was good and nourishing, to feed, clothe, educate their children, and to build their churches in community.  This is the lesson I take from observing my own ancestors, and that is what I understand from today's lesson in Christ's teaching to these people what they needed as lost sheep.  For regardless of material prosperity -- and if you listen to the professional psychological community, possibly and truly because of such prosperity -- it does not prevent us from psychological and spiritual trouble, from becoming lost sheep who don't know what to do with ourselves and how to best use our wealth for spiritually healthy lives.  While we can observe the terrible problems of poverty in our societies (particularly on children), the terrible problems of great wealth (particularly on children) often take place behind closed doors.  Great wealth itself -- even personal success -- can also be a source of terrible stumbling.  While Christ's feeding of the multitude in the wilderness is an image of charity, we are to remember that He first feeds them with their deepest need, and these are a multitude which has sought Him out and became hungry because they wished so deeply to remain with this Good Shepherd they needed so badly.  We don't know what was to become of all of them when Jesus was persecuted, and when the Church began to be persecuted as well.  But we know how Christ first fed them, and many of us with some self-knowledge and understanding can recognize what it is to feel that we are sheep without a shepherd, and know of our own need of Him, all the time -- in good times and bad.



 

Friday, January 28, 2022

There is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what are they among so many?

 
 After these things Jesus went over the Sea of Galilee, which is the Sea of Tiberias.  Then a great multitude followed Him, because they saw His signs which He performed on those who were diseased.  And Jesus went up on the mountain, and there He sat with His disciples.  Now the Passover, a feast of the Jews, was near.  Then Jesus lifted up His eyes, and seeing a great multitude coming toward Him, He said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread, that these may eat?"  But this He said to test him, for He Himself knew what He would do.  But this He said to test him, for He Himself knew what He would do.  Philip answered Him, "Two hundred denarii worth of bread is not sufficient for them, that every one of them may have a little."  One of His disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, said to Him, "There is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what are they among so many?"  Then Jesus said, "Make the people sit down."  Now there was much grass in the place.  So the men sat down, in number about five thousand.  And Jesus took the loaves, and when He had given thanks He distributed them to the disciples, and the disciples to those sitting down; and likewise of the fish, as much as they wanted.  So when they were filled, He said to His disciples, "Gather up the fragments that remain, so that nothing is lost."  Therefore they gathered them up, and filled twelve baskets with the fragments of the five barley loaves which were left over by those who had eaten.  Then those men, when they had seen the sign that Jesus did, said, "This is truly the Prophet who is to come into the world."  Therefore when Jesus perceived that they were about to come and take Him by force to make Him king, He departed again to the mountain by Himself alone.
 
- John 6:1-15 
 
In yesterday's reading, Jesus said to the religious leaders:  "I can of Myself do nothing.  As I hear, I judge; and My judgment is righteous, because I do not seek My own will but the will of the Father who sent Me.  If I bear witness of Myself, My witness is not true.  There is another who bears witness of Me, and I know that the witness which He witnesses of Me is true.  You have sent to John, and he has borne witness to the truth.  Yet I do not receive testimony from man, but I say these things that you may be saved.  He was the burning and shining lamp, and you were willing for a time to rejoice in his light.  But I have a greater witness than John's; for the works which the Father has given Me to finish -- the very works that I do -- bear witness of Me, that the Father has sent Me.  And the Father Himself, who sent Me, has testified of Me.  You have neither heard His voice at any time, nor seen His form.  But you do not have His word abiding in you, because whom He sent, Him you do not believe.  You search the Scriptures, for in them you think you have eternal life; and these are they which testify of Me.  But you are not willing to come to Me that you may have life.  I do not receive honor from men.  But I know you, that you do not have the love of God in you.  I have come in My Father's name, and you do not receive Me; if another comes in his own name, him you will receive.  How can you believe, who receive honor from one another, and do not seek the honor that comes from the only God?  Do not think that I shall accuse you to the Father; there is one who accuses you -- Moses, in whom you trust.  For if you believed Moses, you would believe Me; for he wrote about Me.  But if you do not believe his writings, how will you believe My words?"
 
  After these things Jesus went over the Sea of Galilee, which is the Sea of Tiberias.  Then a great multitude followed Him, because they saw His signs which He performed on those who were diseased.  And Jesus went up on the mountain, and there He sat with His disciples.  Now the Passover, a feast of the Jews, was near.  My study Bible highlights for us that the entire chapter 6 of John's Gospel parallels the story of Passover and Exodus of Israel from Egypt in several important ways.  Regarding these verses here, we note that in the Exodus account (Exodus 11 - 17), God first performed God's signs against Pharaoh, then gave instructions on how to be saved at the time of Passover (Exodus 11:1-12:14).  Here, the multitudes follow Christ because of His signs, and this also takes place at Passover.  This is the second of three Passover feasts recorded in John's Gospel.  

Then Jesus lifted up His eyes, and seeing a great multitude coming toward Him, He said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread, that these may eat?"  But this He said to test him, for He Himself knew what He would do.  But this He said to test him, for He Himself knew what He would do.  Philip answered Him, "Two hundred denarii worth of bread is not sufficient for them, that every one of them may have a little."  One of His disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, said to Him, "There is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what are they among so many?"  My study Bible comments that Christ tests Philip to increase his faith, for Philip needed help in understanding Him (John 14:8-10).  Two hundred denarii corresponds to more than six months wages for a laborer.  Andrew, my study Bible says, has greater faith than Philip:  knowing that prophet Elisha had multiplied bread for 100 men (2 Kings 4:42-44), he offers the food brought by a certain lad.  Nonetheless, Andrew is still weak in faith, however, questioning what only five loaves could do for the large number of people there.  

Then Jesus said, "Make the people sit down."  Now there was much grass in the place.  So the men sat down, in number about five thousand.  And Jesus took the loaves, and when He had given thanks He distributed them to the disciples, and the disciples to those sitting down; and likewise of the fish, as much as they wanted.  So when they were filled, He said to His disciples, "Gather up the fragments that remain, so that nothing is lost."  Therefore they gathered them up, and filled twelve baskets with the fragments of the five barley loaves which were left over by those who had eaten.  This feeding of the multitude is the fourth of Christ's seven signs reported by John.   Significantly, it is recorded in all four Gospels.  My study Bible notes the description of Christ as He took the loaves, gave thanks (Greek ευχαριστω/eucharisto), and distributed them prefigures the celebration of the Eucharist.  In another parallel to the Exodus, the Jews at that time were said to eat unleavened bread because they were hastily driven out of Egypt and had brought no provisions for themselves (Exodus 12:39).  Here, Jesus feeds the multitudes with earthly bread because they had brought no provisions, having rushed out to see Him.

Then those men, when they had seen the sign that Jesus did, said, "This is truly the Prophet who is to come into the world."  Therefore when Jesus perceived that they were about to come and take Him by force to make Him king, He departed again to the mountain by Himself alone.  My study Bible says that although Jesus had performed greater signs than this, these crowds so desired an earthly Messiah that they declared Jesus to be the expected Prophet (Deuteronomy 18:15-19) only when they were filled with earthly things (see also verse 26).  Because of this misunderstanding, Jesus departed from them.

Today's reading invites us to think about many things.  It opens up for us questions about how Christ feeds us.  We look at the reading, and we understand that people have followed Him into the wilderness.  St. Mark tells us  that Jesus had compassion on them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd (Mark 6:34).  That implies the people looked to Christ for leadership, guidance, instruction, and indeed, He taught them before this miraculous feeding.  But John places great emphasis on this food, and my study Bible points out the language that ties it with the Eucharist, the gift of Christ Himself, which implies all that He offers to humankind.  Personally, in today's reading of this Scripture, it is striking to consider the things with which we feed ourselves in our daily lives.  How much of our life do we spend "consuming" things that are edifying to us, or that remind us and help to uphold for us the teachings of Jesus, His love and care for us?  Are there things we do or share that remind us of His compassion?  Do we share that compassion with others in an expression of our understanding of His love for us?  Do we create community on that basis, and in His name, as we remember and know that we are loved and cared for, and guided in a good way?  So much of popular entertainment seems to do the opposite.  It is divisive.  It feeds us not with things that are truly nurturing, and not with things that nurture what is good for us.  We are fed with violence, with a great deal of arrogance and pride, with things that teach young woman they're only valued for their appearance, or worse, that lead some very young teenagers to want to change their female bodies out of fear of what it means to be a woman.  (See journalist Abigail Shrier's book on this current phenomenon and its dramatic increase).   Popular literature and entertainment seem to celebrate victory over others more than the value of finding meaning even in suffering, which is what the Cross of Christ shows us is always present to us, in all circumstances, with God's help.  It is important that we use our own capacity for choice, for real decisions to pursue that which is truly good for us and for our families and communities.  The Gospels do not present to us a picture of a perfect world.  In fact, it is quite the opposite, they present to us a world beset by bad influence, temptations of all kinds, and an understanding that we are engaged in a struggle for our salvation.    In John's Gospel, Jesus will tell His disciples, just prior to His Crucifixion, "I will no longer talk much with you, for the ruler of this world is coming, and he has nothing in Me" (John 14:30).  It is important that we understand the clear picture we're given that we have a great need for discernment, for things that build us up, and to avoid that which tears us down.  In the Gospels, it is the demons who are destructive and merciless, causing pain and oppression, and Christ who liberates us.  Let us pay great attention, therefore, to what it is that we choose to feed ourselves with in this life, and reject whatever puts out a message that reflects the nature of that pain and evil and its merciless nature.  In Matthew's Gospel, Jesus teaches, "Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it.  Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it" (Matthew 7:13-14).  Well, in our great, huge, universal world of entertainment and technology, there is an ever-increasing array and expansion of influence that asks of us our discernment about what's going to be truly good for us to take in and to dwell on and grow on, and the same is true for our children and communities.  That wide gate and broad way seems only to grow with our capacity for new technologies and platforms.  To be sure, there is also our fortunate way of the Savior and the influence of God's grace that inspires people to use these new platforms and technologies to feed people with what is good, saving, gracious, true, and merciful.  But it is, as it always has been, up to us to take refuge in the good things we're given, to grow in that grace and truth, and to share it with others.  For those seeking to turn away from destructive habits or influences -- no matter what they are -- a reliance on God is essential to find the good and narrow way through their difficulties and temptations.  Let us remember, we've been given all we're taught in order to show us the way, for He is the lamp unto our feet, the light we need so we don't walk in darkness.  Let us persist and endure to the end in this good fight.  In this struggle, let us not be discouraged. St. Andrew asks, "There is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what are they among so many?"  All we need is a little bit, and it is God who does the rest and magnifies the result.